Nini | they/he | 20s | occasional nsfw, minors dni
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masterlist of my fics below the cut!
Wolfstar(bucks)
WIPs
Different is(n’t) Bad (2/3) - The sweater...isn't oversized anymore. Not really. It's certainly not tight or anything, but it looks different.
Love on the Fly **ON HIATUS** - Remus can’t believe he fell asleep on the hot stranger sitting next to him on this plane. He immediately regrets every single minute of his life that’s led him here.
Completed Chaptered Fics
From the Very Core of Him - “Welcome to Lupin’s Luxury Wands! I’m Remus. How may I help you today?” the man asks, and…oh. If Sirius found him attractive before…well, there’s no word for what he thinks now.
“Hello, I…erm. I need a new wand.” Way to state the obvious, he berates himself.
a thousand words are left unsaid - Remus has selective mutism. Sirius…gets him flustered. A lot.
Remus Lupin and the Magical Powers of Frosting - Single dad Remus takes a cake decorating class. It does not go well. Featuring clumsy mishaps, friendship, cute babies, and maybe a little romance.
Becoming Remus this Christmas - Christmas is drawing near and Sirius wants to do something special for his boyfriend. Remus had come out as trans a few weeks ago, and he’s excited to show his boyfriend how much he loves him just the way he is.
Oneshots
My Cat is a Thief - He eventually realised that the items that had been randomly popping up in his garden and yard, occasionally even littered across the porch or walkway, were the fruits of a sneaky crime spree undertaken by his cat.
as euphoric as this (E) - Remus is trans and self-conscious about his body. Sirius absolutely worships him.
the moon sinks her claws deep (M) - Remus has to go to St. Mungo’s after a full moon for the very first time.
Not a Crush - Sirius knows he’s gay. He does not know he’s in love with his two best friends. Or, a Wolfstarbucks pre-relationship oneshot (part 1 of 3)!
I’ll Tell You Someday, I Promise - Sirius is coming out to his boyfriend, Remus, as asexual tonight. He is very, very nervous about it.
Teach Me How to Love - Remus pathetically yearns for a man he’s gone on one date with. Unfortunately (or fortunately), the man himself finds out just how far gone Remus is.
Some Things You Just Can’t Speak About - Remus has missed a lot of things due to his disability, but somehow, it never gets easier.
begging for you to take my hand - Remus and Sirius are soulmates. Remus, being demiromantic, is not sure how he feels about that.
Hollanov
Impossible, Intimidating, Undeniable (E) - Shane has a very serious problem after his and Ilya’s visit to the gym. He handles it extremely calmly.
Canon compliant; part 1 of a series of HR missing scenes
I don't know why but the best part of writing smut for me is the kissing. Like there is just something so tender and erotic? about people just kissing for hours. It's the sweetness of it I guess.
Anyway this is my warning that part three of 'I want you so bad, it's driving me mad' is just 10k words of them kissing. Sorry not sorry.
Another Wolfstar They’re so enjoyable to draw! I actually find Sirius fairly difficult to get right facially, and I’m not really sure why
This was mostly practice for backgrounds and trying to make the characters feel like they’re actually part of their environment, which I really struggle with I still feel like the background feels a little too distant and the characters aren’t as well-placed within it as they could be, but I probably could have fixed that but when drawing passes the 5-hour mark I start to get bored and want to move on to other drawings
sirius curious about remus. about what made him him. curious about his taste in music, the way his mind works, his late night thoughts and how they make him feel. he wants to know every single thing about him, and he just hopes that one day remus will realize just how much its worth getting to know him, so that he can show sirius everything, everything sirius wants to know.
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my plan to start posting my new fic on august 1 is a bit scarier now that i’ve realized my projected word count is way off and it will not, in fact, be fully written by then but i think i do still want to go ahead with it…i mean i have 41k/7.5 chapters prewritten, and with weekly posting that would bring me through mid-september and i’ll still be writing the entire time. there is still a teeny tiny voice in my head that is like “but what if you don’t finish it” but tbh i think i love this one so much that i want to share it even if i don’t. not that i anticipate not finishing it, just…you never know idk
hc that remus has cerebral palsy and visible limp and worries that no one is ever going to love him fully
and sirius who loves him like he’s drowning and remus is oxygen, thinking remus is the best thing to ever happen to him. he holds him when his legs hurt or after a nasty fall, reassures him when others don’t trust his abilities
and remus that doesn’t trust it truly, but lets himself love sirius anyway.
I know we make jokes about the proverbial asexual pervert who has written hundreds of thousands of words of smut on ao3, but also shoutout to the aces who aren’t perverts. to the aces who skip the sex scenes and wince at sex jokes and awkwardly leave the conversation when your friends start talking about sex. your boundaries aren’t childish and fuck anyone who says otherwise.
i love queerplatonic relationships where one of them is aroace and the other isn't. i love when the allo character has a crush that fades over time. i love when they don't care what they are to each other as long as they're together. i love when romance is an option that they don't choose. i love when both aros and allos feel fulfilled without romance or sex.
wolfstar meet-ugly where the only way remus will make his rent this month is if he sells some of his record collection. the man who buys them comes to pick them up and is the most breathtaking man remus has ever layed eyes on - not to mention he obviously has excellent taste in music. except remus can't seem to focus on the adonis in front of him because he's too busy sniffling and trying not to burst into tears while handing off his precious collection that he has spent years curating.
then you have sirius just standing there panicking because of this adorably soggy man in front of him struggling to hand over his records. of course sirius can't take them from him and ends up just shoving the money into remus' hands (along with his number) and taking off without the stack of vinyl (even though there was a limited edition bowie that he was really excited for in there)
remus lets sirius win every single argument because he knows the second he sees that little pout or a tear gathering in those pretty gray eyes he’s folding like a garden chair anyway. sirius could be dead wrong and remus would still just sigh and go “yes, sweetheart” like the pathetic lovesick man he is
whenever i see a poll on here where someone asks if they should write something, i ALWAYS vote yes even if it’s not my thing because i see so many authors get shut down and made fun of lately
who tf am i to tell you not to write something
be creative, fanfic is supposed to be self indulgent, it’s what it’s made for
I love seeing these ask games go around, lol.
3, 8 and 19?
hello! i love them too, it’s always a good time.
answered 3 here. damn everyone rly wants to know what i’ve been looking up today 😂 i swear it’s usually not as interesting as today’s answer. mostly just “synonyms for x”
8. Has anyone ever drawn fanart for one of your fics before?
not as far as i know! i would be honored if someone ever did 💛
19. Do you work on multiple fics at once or only one at a time?
so like in theoryyy one at a time. i started out that way. but that very quickly fell to the wayside and now i have many projects in progress lol. but i tend to focus on one for a stretch of time and then switch to another and so on as opposed to writing multiple fics in one session/day
