2AM Thoughts
Am I not attractive to women? Am I not “bi enough”? Or is it because I’m bisexual? Are these bad thoughts to have or am I valid in feeling a little down. A little scared. Last resort is changing my preferences to everyone on ze dating apps. Unfortunately to include m*n. I don’t think I’ve met a single straight guy that I haven’t had to lower my already lowered standards for to make them seem a little more intelligent, motivational, attractive. No more. I will not sit through another 2 hour date listening to a m*n have the motivation of a half wet piece of construction paper and the most average lewk that looks like Thomas the Train is trying to dress himself for the first time. AND HAVE THE BATHROOM OF A FUCKING BRIDGE TROLL. A dirty bridge troll. I’m not too knowledgeable about the clean ones.
I am worth it! I just need the god damn patience of mother nature. Because only she knows the amount of time it takes for humans to get a fucking clue. And we still haven’t reached a place of equality, understanding, belief, care for Earth. Bless you mama.
No one determines your worth except you and yourself.
No one determines how you should feel. Like when someone goes “really? LMAO why? just be (inset whatever feeling here) and you’ll be fine!”. Bold of ‘em but be bolder by being like “yeah, and you’re an asshole for making me feel like my feelings weren’t valid”.
xoxo-I need to replace my license
