My Dirty Flannel

Writer, Cook, Bud Enthusiast, Friend, Cat-Dad, Lover Of Life. IG: Niko_LaRouge

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*literally to no one*

An heir to my dreams

A father to nothing

With pieces that were broken

Words written and spoken

Left to become dust

I’ve picked up and remolded

With clay from the land

In each half paralyzed hand

I feel what was forgotten

I see what could be

It’s never you it’s me

It is we

Let us see what is true

Let us breathe 

The color blue 

Love is true 

From me to you

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I love Fall & Spring. Seasons where I can actually enjoy the sun without it feeling like it's going to kill me. . . . . . . . . #easter #latepost #euphoria #joy #selfcare #loved #macandcheese #kraft #food #selfie #nikosaystv #nikosays https://www.instagram.com/p/CNS21a1JBSj/?igshid=1a0udgvug9e50

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How do I unsubscribe? #subscriptionbox #sub #subscribe #twitch #nikosays #nikosaystv https://www.instagram.com/p/CMDBanbFlNw/?igshid=1v754d3h2y7ui

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I can't believe I lived to see another Friday... 😔😒🤷🏽‍♂️ #tgif #animememes #drink #music #why #nikosaystv #nikosays (at Washington Heights) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMC0slvhZ0C/?igshid=1upoe1y7r2mo8

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*checks mirror* seems about right https://www.instagram.com/p/CMAY6cFlogB/?igshid=1aegkh44dydda

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Please don't "clap" your hands 😭🤣 #animeedits #anime #musicislife #nikosaystv #nikosays https://www.instagram.com/p/CL7uk5dJ2Ru/?igshid=1jj03qc5msjyn

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#anxiety #panicattack #nikosaystv #mentalhealthawareness #progress #progressnotperfection https://www.instagram.com/p/CL4cCYQFsMC/?igshid=ftzha4b5p2c1

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Food is food, and there's more than enough #thicc #egirlaesthetic #egirl #nikosaystv #nikosays https://www.instagram.com/p/CL0WzYCJoi6/?igshid=1458k06ruv54b

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Not saying the show would have been better, but I'm saying the show would have been better #nikosays #nikosaystv twitch.tv/nikosays https://www.instagram.com/p/CLzjzcOltqh/?igshid=8m8w5uk82ek9

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Post from the other day, but I enjoy how it came out, so meh. #lazy #weekend #nikosays #catdad #streamer https://www.instagram.com/p/CKrdjDgpqX2/?igshid=1dim0ak2183wg

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@gothamqueen91 Had uploaded a photo of my from when I was 17. I thought these were practically non-existent. #tbt #throwback #nyc #columbuscircle #heavymetal #teens #oldschool https://www.instagram.com/p/CKUDS9lle_u/?igshid=xkozlxrhdafd

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I am so excited to announce that we have our new winter banner! I wish the artist had an IG so I could plug their page in but I couldn't be happier with the turn out! Make sure to #like #follow & check us out over on twitch.tv/nikosays https://www.instagram.com/p/CJHDQxMFW0F/?igshid=3i4u22ggydot

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My photo of Jack finally came in from #FarmSanctuary ❤ So happy to know she's doing well. Please check out @farmsanctuary and show your support. I chose to support their Adopt A Turkey Project this past #Thanksgiving. Really brings a smile to my face to see that there are loving people out there still. #turkeysofinstagram #turkey #animals https://www.instagram.com/p/CIgw5AVlhVB/?igshid=r4nhwozzkxh1

[mydirtyflannel]

Generalized by the actions of our peers

Pulling away so to not take the label

Like a shadow, it forever looms

Bound by the very reality that sickens

Horror, as I dive within

Surrounded by the coffin of our past

Buried in the corpses of our ego's

Reflective of our dreams and aspirations

Undone by words of power

"So shall it be", we whisper silent

As life floods the misty forest

All for a moment of peace

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Excuse the dark circles. I've been staying up late trying to get my hands on the #playstation5 So upset with #sony for their poor distribution methods. #nosleep #insomniac #delinquent #lambofgod #onepiece https://www.instagram.com/p/CHlLEO5liG9/?igshid=1kglquflzkg20