My Haunted Heart

In the pit

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You are the only place I've ever felt so at home with

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I don't remember the past year so much, but one thing I do I is you always being there.

No recuerdo tanto el año pasado, pero una cosa que hago es que siempre estás ahí.

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And to a place I come where nothing shines

-Dante

Y a un lugar donde no brilla nada

-Dante

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"I worshipped the myth I made of you" -Traci Brimhall

"Adoré el mito que hice de ti" -Traci Brimhall

Sorry for being inactive

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I'm drowning....

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How do I feel everything yet nothing at the same time?

¿Cómo puedo sentir todo y al mismo tiempo nada?

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Sorry for hurting you when I was hurting.

Perdón por lastimarte cuando yo estaba sufriendo.

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"Behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic."

-Oscar Wilde

"Detrás de cada cosa exquisita que existía, había algo trágico".

-Oscar Wilde

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Some people die at 25.

We just bury them at 75.

-Benjamin Franklin

Algunas personas mueren a los 25. Simplemente las enterramos a los 75.

-Benjamin Franklin

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Please don't try to fix me. Please understand that I just get sad sometimes. Sometimes I shut the world out & when I feel better, I'll let it back in.

Por favor, no intentes arreglarme. Por favor, comprenda que a veces me pongo triste. A veces cierro el mundo y cuando me siento mejor, lo dejo entrar.

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hello, i’ve been struggling with this for a while now. i think it’s some type of anxiety. i just overthink so much sometimes to the point where i’m unable to talk in certain situations. like i can’t express myself properly, because i’m overthinking THAT moment and what i’m about to say, and how i sound, how i come across ... etc. it’s really bad. idk how to stop it. i have also gotten really self-critical ... and i hate that, i have to pick at every little thing! even though there is nothing wrong with me, but my mind constantly thinks there is! i constantly think i’m broken ... and need to fix something about myself, i obsess over every little ‘wrong’ thing about myself, and often after social interactions over everything i said, HOW i said it, and then i’m kinda mad at myself that i couldn’t really talk so freely and have a nice chill conversation and i blame it on a ‘bad day’ and i have been having these ‘bad days’ a lot lately, somehow i just can’t let it go or let it be, my mind doesn’t work like that, and so yea, on some days! i have these difficulties, talking, because i overthink too much ... any tips? i really need help with this

Hi, the first thing I always explain to people is that nobody is perfect & "normal" doesn't exist. I believe it is human nature to naturally go over what was said in a conversation after, but there is a limit. Ask yourself what is within my control & what isn't. Another way to help the overthinking is writing. I love writing my thoughts, especially when overwhelmed. It really helps to get everything down & and reflect on what I can do to better myself or the situation. Writing especially helps with my bad days. Sometimes, if anxiety worsens for me to the point where I'm on the verge of a panic attack, I use the five senses rule. Find 1 thing you can see, taste, touch, smell, & hear; continue this until your mind clears. I hope this helps.

Feel free to message me anytime.

-myhauntedheart

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"If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss gazes into you"

-Friedrich Nietzsche

"Si miras largo tiempo a un abismo, el abismo te mira a ti"

-Friedrich Nietzsche

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Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes

But when you look back everything is different.

-c.s. lewis

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"If I were to kiss you, then go to hell, I would. So then I can brag with the devils I saw heaven without ever entering it."

-Shakespeare

"Si tuviera que besarte y luego irte al infierno, lo haría. Entonces puedo presumir con los demonios que vi el cielo sin entrar jamás."

-Shakespeare

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3am is the hour for writers, painters, poets, overthinkers, silence seekers, and creative people. We know who you are; we can see your light on. Keep on keeping on...

-Unknown

Las 3 am es la hora para escritores, pintores, poetas, pensadores excesivos, buscadores de silencio y personas creativas. Sabemos quién eres; podemos ver tu luz encendida. Mantente adelante...

-Desconocido

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"Sleep, those little slices of death; Oh how I loath them."

"Sueño, esos pedacitos de muerte; Oh, cómo los detesto."

-Edgar Allan Poe

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"...To love another is something like prayer and can't be planned, you just fall into its arms because your belief undoes your disbelief."

-Anne Sexton

"...Amar a otro es algo así como la oración y no se puede planificar, simplemente caes en sus brazos porque tu creencia deshace tu incredulidad".

-Anne Sexton