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Mental illness/horror/queerness blog.

[vicambulating]

I kinda wanna not want to die for like… One day. Just one day.

[myheadiscrowded-blog]

Why are alcohol dependence groups charging either $175 a week or "80% of new start allowance"? I think I need help. I don't need to support another whole person.

[thewigmaster]

Open your third eye[s].

[myheadiscrowded-blog]

I’m suicidal and I can hear my sister getting laid in the other room. All support systems are not go right now.

[myheadiscrowded-blog]

I can’t tell whether I’m having period sads, stressed-induced sads, or the suicidal thoughts are a sign I’m genuinely getting worse.

[myheadiscrowded-blog]

I'll remember to cry about that one straight person getting a death threat for being straight when hoards of gay people stop getting ACTUAL DEATH for being gay. The arrogance, I s2g..

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 For some reason I have a feeling it’s not so much the “because I’m straight” so much as for the “because I tell non-cishets how to feel because they owe us cishets for their lives”.

[bookarini]

why are some people afraid of straight people? i mean you wouldnt be alive if it werent for us... seriously? why you gotta hate?

[fandomsandfeminism]

Is this a REAL question?

Do you really not know why some of us are afraid of straight people?

Could the generations of brutal oppression, murder, and suppression of freedoms be a possible cause? 

Also “you wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for us”?!? Is a really, really asinine argument. Heterosexuals are not required for life, nor does heterosexual reproduction obligate appreciation and accolades. 

[catesworld]

“why are you afraid of drowning? I mean you wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for water…seriously? why you gotta hate?”

[bookarini]

^ There is a difference between sexual preference and death, thank you…

And Yes, its a real question. I find it funny how everyone can say that “oh, everyone should love anyone for who they are, not their sexual preference or race!!11!” But I get anon death threats over tumblr for being straight. I understand my ancestors were homophobic, but even someone like me who has literally no fucking problem with anyone from the lgbtq+ community. And if you can please inform me on how  “you wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for us”?!? Is a really, really asinine argument, and how “Heterosexuals are not required for life”, that would be fabulous.

Im sorry if i “offended” you with my “stupid” question, but im honestly tired of getting fucking DEATH THREATS for being straight. something that literally everyone says and knows is not my fucking fault. Maybe think about my position before treating me like im a fucking retard.

[fandomsandfeminism]

Yeah, your ancestors being homophobic is not the problem. The problem is a little closer to the present. Also the ableism. 

Heterosexuals are not required for reproduction. Trans people, bisexuals, hell, even gay people can all have kids. Like, we aren’t infertile? And just because straight cis folk CAN have kids doesn’t mean LGBTQIAP+ fold owe you some kind of thanks despite the massive amounts of oppression that still exists? 

Look, I’m not saying that you should get death threats just for being straight. No one should get death threats for any reason. But this post is ridiculous. 

[myheadiscrowded-blog]

Things straight people have done to me because of my sexuality: called me a faggot, dyke and queer; told me to commit suicide (for being gay), that I’m going to hell (that was this week btw), that I wasn’t really gay, that I said I was a lesbian for the attention, that my mum sexually abused me to make me this way; stopped talking to me/stopped being my friend; sexually abused me to prove I wasn’t gay; sprayed me in the eyes with deodorant because I looked her way; stolen my diary and took photos of it; bashed my friend on the train (although that may have been because she is trans); and more.

So yeah I’m cautious and extremely wary of straight people. Also, my mother is a lesbian, so that thing about heterosexuals being necessary for childbirth is bull.

[oasisofthesea]

[lavacilanda]

[myheadiscrowded-blog]

I feel really bummed that the tumblr tag for ect is almost exclusively misspellings of etc bc I feel alone about having it.

[myheadiscrowded-blog]

[dryyoureyes-startbelieving]

[javjavi]

[myheadiscrowded-blog]

Thank you for sharing your experience with me. It was very helpful. I'm just scared it will hurt.

Thank you for reaching out. I can assure you that the treatment doesn’t hurt at all. The anesthetic stings, but only for a second. Good luck.

[myheadiscrowded-blog]

I’m more depressed now than I was before ECT and the only difference is now I feel like I have no one I can talk to about it.

[mairarisk-stuff]

[roofbeams-deactivated20180202]

I never posted this but I got a floral border around my tmg tattoo