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If youāre here for Alexander, expect: ⢠primary sources only ⢠ancient moral context ⢠psychological reconstruction ⢠dyad-centered analysis ⢠no modern lens discourse
Otherwise, welcome. Asks are always open.
Let me know if you want to read the book. I have a pdf and an epub on my Google Drive, plus an optional feedback form. Iāll send you the link if youāre interested. I would like to get enough feedback so I know what to fix before I query.
I finished it.
Iām finally done. Almost a year exactly from when I started this. Now, who wanted to be my test readers?
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Nine chapters left to polish. Iām going to be finished with this book by next weekend!
āThe rules of mortal men do not apply to me.ā - Alexander, probably.
One tiny little scene. Yes, it's in the book, but I won't tell you how old they are. Makes me think of the time Cassander saw people bowing to Alexander in Babylon, laughed, and it pissed Alexander off so much he grabbed Cassander's hair with both hands, and repeatedly smashed his face into a stone wall. Anyway.
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The walls of the gymnasium lay open to the winter air, its stone colonnade casting long shadows across the sanded floor. Frost clung stubbornly to the outer edges where the sun had not yet reached, and the pale winter light fell thin and milky across the open side of the court. Wooden practice swords waited in neat racks along the wall, their surfaces darkened by years of sweat and use.
Leonidas stood at the center, arms folded. āPairs,ā he said. āQuickly.ā
The line broke at once into shuffling feet and jostling shoulders. Voices rose. Arrhidaeus reached for a wooden sword with the others, his grip settling firm if not easy. He looked once toward Alexander, then toward the forming pairs, and moved with the flow instead of waiting for someone to decide for him.
Cassander saw it. āTry not to break it,ā he muttered as Arrhidaeus passed.
Arrhidaeus kept moving, though his grip tightened as he frowned, eyes starting to turn downcast and shoulders hunching.
Alexanderās head came up sharply. āSay it louder,ā he challenged Cassander.
Cassander turned, brows lifting. āWhy? So he can miss it twice?ā
A few pages laughed, but Marsyas immediately cut through the noise from farther down the rack. āYou are just sore because he beat you yesterday,ā Marsyas called out, his loud voice turning several heads. āYou always stand by the wall and watch us after you get bested by princes.ā
Cassanderās expression hardened. āI didnāt realize the scribeās son was suddenly an authority on the blade.ā
āI know what it looks like when you lose,ā Marsyas shot back, leaning easily against the timber.
Before Cassander could find a response, Harpalus leaned heavily against the adjacent rack, his bad foot resting quiet against the sand. He didn't lift his voice, but his dry, clipped tone went clean across the floor.
āLet him watch, Marsyas,ā Harpalus said, his expression completely blank. āParmenion says his father is the only reason he is even permitted in the courtyard to look at us. The rest of us had to earn the invite.ā
The ring of boys went completely still. A few of the older boys, including Lysimachus, let out an involuntary oh.
Cassander flushed a deep, violent crimson, his jaw clamping shut as his gaze whipped between Marsyas and Harpalus, his mouth opening as he scrambled to find a footing.
Alexander looked straight at Cassander, slow, assessing, then laughed. āI always knew your dad liked jokes,ā he said, stepping smoothly into the quiet Harpalus had just cleared. āYouāre his favorite, right?ā
The laughter shifted completely now, loud, unburdened, and entirely at Cassander's expense. Cassander's jaw remained tight, the red reaching the tips of his ears as he held his wooden sword rigid at his side. He didn't find a comeback.
Alexanderās smile sharpened, his voice dropping into a flat, pleasant challenge. āIf youāre finished, you can prove it in the circle.ā
Leonidas cleared his throat. The sound cracked like a whip. āEnough. To the circle.ā
The boys spread out into a wide ring, boots scuffing softly against the sanded floor. Alexander moved first. He passed Cassander on the way in and clipped him hard with his shoulder, not enough to stagger him, but enough to make it felt. He did not look back.
Hephaestion and his Alexanderš©
Hephaestion and Alexander
I needed kid Alexander and Hephaestion in my life like this!
I wish there was more of this part of the story, this chapter makes me so warm and fuzzy, I'm so glad it has an art now!
Artist credit: @aarual_mdl
Story: "I Am Alexander" - Ao3
My brain keeps going āedit edit editā and I keep telling it āweāre done with that, now is time to readā and my brain goes ābut weāve already READ that!!!ā
Sigh. I donāt think Iām going to be any more productive this weekend. Oh well. I can get caught up on reading Star Trek fan fiction, I guess. Keep the olā brain muscle pumping.
Though, this kind of work on Alexander can likely be done at work, because I donāt have to focus in the same way. Give me about a week, maybe two, and Iāll probably be done. Thatās crazy to think about.
I lied. I edited 3.5 chapters. Go me. I think itās going to take closer to two, maybe three, weeks if I want to take my time. Iām so excited.
My brain keeps going āedit edit editā and I keep telling it āweāre done with that, now is time to readā and my brain goes ābut weāve already READ that!!!ā
Sigh. I donāt think Iām going to be any more productive this weekend. Oh well. I can get caught up on reading Star Trek fan fiction, I guess. Keep the olā brain muscle pumping.
Though, this kind of work on Alexander can likely be done at work, because I donāt have to focus in the same way. Give me about a week, maybe two, and Iāll probably be done. Thatās crazy to think about.
I did it. I finished the edit. Finished chapter 25, itās much, much stronger. Once more through, reading top to bottom with the proverbial red pen. Well, not so proverbial. Itās an iPad and an Apple Pencil, but my annotations are in red. Almost there.
āKirk and Spock werenāt lovers,ā my guy? Have you SEEN Star Trek III: The Search for Spock? Because it seems like you may in fact have not watched the most romantic movie ever made.
I got to the last chapter, and realized I hate every single word. Final chapter doesnāt live up to the book. It doesnāt close it out, the boys donāt properly age up, itās just kind of⦠there. No character development at all. Which, for a summer chapter is completely against story logic. Summer is when we age up the boys, showing their developmental progress by contrasting the boys against the same environment to highlight that progress.
So⦠I got to thinking. This ends on Alexanderās 13th summer. This is technically a coming of age moment, because heās not a child anymore, and is about to be shipped off to Mieza. Why not instead change the narrative perspective and intimacy?
Everything up to this point has been from a childlike perspective, but now, heās a teenager for the final chapter. What better way to close it than instead of focusing on the typical cognitive and physical development, instead focus on the emotional and perceptional change that comes with this milestone?
More intimate. More detailed inner world. More connected. Different emphasis on close relationships. Not as disjointed as childhood perspectives can be.
Itāll be a longer chapter, but I think it ties the rest of the book together, aging him and the cohort out of the book, in a way.
Me thinking to myself, āman, I wish there was a good book about Alexander to read,ā and then also me, āright⦠I need to edit that last chapter and critically read this really good book on Alexander so I can see if I can publish it.ā Write what you want to read, I guess.