My Little Jjongie

It’s literally just me making little imagines and then screaming over them. (dms and inbox are open! y’all can vent or ask for as many advice as you want!)

[mylittlejjongie]

Hello and welcome to this… I don’t know what to call this place… what should I call it? But I can say that it’s a safe place to be!

This place was made 14th of March 2022. (Just saying so we can celebrate its birthday because I like to do that)

Awh- missed an opportunity to wait until his birthday- BUT IT’S FINE BECAUSE I’M GONNA MAKE ANOTHER ONE ANYWAYS SO STAY TUNED!

Sorry if I scream too much, but that’s what you’ll be seeing here a lot!

Anywhoooo, hope you enjoy my blogs and follow me for your daily dose of Jjong and me screaming!

Byeeeee!

[mylittlejjongie]

I just scrolled through your recent posts and ngl I laughed about how 99% of the questions were answered with Jonghyun (same tho jjong supermacy)

iskekekekekekekeke JJONG SUPERMACYYYYYYYYY

[jonghyuns-husband]

(CW // Dec 18th, suicide, victims of harassment, violence, mental health talk)

Since I want to spread this hashtag more, I would like to talk about the Shawols that I lost over the years and bring their voices up.

Keep reading

[taeminscoconuthead]

You know what, this makes so much sense.

Whenever people send those nasty messages, it seems as if they’re not actual Shawols and instead trolls trying to harass us.

I have a screenshot of an account who has harassed me in my art blog and as you could see, they don’t even look like a Shawol at all. (I could be wrong, but they tend to look exactly the same — also I didn’t save the message since it was very triggering)

Which makes me wonder, why are they ONLY doing this to Shawols and not other fandoms? I don’t see them doing the same with TechnoBlade, XXXTentacion or even Michael Jackson. I could name someone who has also commit suicide but NEVER gets treated like this. Etica. I’ve heard NOTHING from them and apparently he doesn’t get treated well by his fans. Never did I see a post telling them it’s “disrespectful to a deadman” but when Shawols try to celebrate his life that works for us, then all of a sudden we’re doing a bad thing.

I feel like this also plays on with the whole “terrorising K-pop fans because I’m edgy” trope. Yet, that doesn’t give you the excuse to harass someone who just want to grief in their own terms.

If they are a K-pop fan and they’re saying shit like that then, how would it make you feel if you bias passed away and then everyone treated you like shit because you’re expected to mourn and then pretend they never existed in the first place.

What if a member of Loona passes away and you’re not even allowed to say your favourite quote from them without people harassing you to “stop talking about her?”

What if a member of Stray Kids passes away and you have to pretend he never existed just to gain the approval of people around you.

What if a member of Enhypen passes away and there are people spamming his funeral pictures and clips that you can’t even go onto YouTube or Google anymore without it being shown to you.

What if a member of BTS passes away and you can’t even celebrate his life because “oh, you’re disrespecting the dead.”

What if a TXT member passes away and you have to constantly check every single person just to make sure they are comfortable to talk about him.

You could apply any group to this, and would you still like it? But oh, you was just telling people, right? No. You go up to them when they are vulnerable and start to harass them. For what?

Sorry, that was a vent here…

No, you’re totally right. It seems as if the messages are an attack on K-pop fans which makes sense due to the fact that people love to make fun of them for their music taste. This has especially been happening since the early days of when K-pop went worldwide and it has became this “alternative pop world.” I think it’s also the fact that since he’s the first idol that has killed himself, people use that to harass and terrorise others that may be otherwise trying to cope with no longer seeing their idols on vlive anymore and even music without them. You don’t see people doing the same to Sulli or Goo Hara. It’s only Jonghyun that gets this treatment.

People need to start being considerate and stop thinking that they have the rights to control how people grief and cope. Regardless if it’s a Shawol or not, they should really keep to themselves and focus on what coping mechanisms works for them. And if they’re not a Shawol and they’re harassing people for coping with death, they should be ashamed of themselves for terrorising them just because they do something that you don’t like that you’re otherwise not even a part of. They need to really shut the fuck up and know their place. They are NOT a Shawol mourning over the death of Jonghyun by referring to him as “dead man” and mentally harassing other grieving Shawols in their vulnerable state because they think they’re doing something “right” or they’re the “hero” in their story when really they’re making it so much harder for those people that they become traumatised and may need to go to therapy because of those people.

I’m not going to let that comment on hyunjin gf’s blog slide. The fact that they have the audacity to harass someone who is MENTALLY not in a good place by gatekeeping other ways to cope with FUCKING DEATH because they expect us to not treat him like he ever existed. For most people, that’s not how they cope, and it’s such a fucking unhealthy coping mechanism for most people since it could cause depression. Some people can do that whilst most can’t, and they need to understand that this is a thing that they can’t gatekeep for their own sake.

If any of these dumbasses decides to challenge me, I’ll screenshot their ask and I’ll report them to Tumblr because this terrorisation of K-pop fans needs to end. I would even bring them to the wall of shame so they can’t take back their words.

If you guys had gone through something like this, please note that you’re not alone and you don’t need to change how you cope with Dec 18th for anyone. You are allowed to grief, mourn and cope in your own terms. Remember, this is YOUR experiences and not others so YOU figure out what works for YOU and don’t cater to what those stupid delusional idiots like them say because most likely, they aren’t even Shawols themselves or even if they are, they cope with death differently than you and you don’t have to copy them just because they told you so. Please look after yourselves and make sure that you guys are putting yourselves first since mental health was the thing that killed Jonghyun, and he wouldn’t want you to be next in line.

[jonghyuns-husband]

I’m so glad this is getting more recognition. There are so many inconsiderate people harassing us for no reason at all. I do agree with the fact that they are definitely not a Shawol and if they are a K-pop fan they definitely give me toxic girl group twitter stans with the memes they put out.

[rensneko]

Shawols, we need to start fighting. This is WAY too common and it needs to stop. We can’t let anymore victims being claimed. Share this with as much Shawols/K-pop fans as you can to tell them that we’ll be fighting back and turn into a great big army.

If you have a message similar to what we’re talking about, let @taeminscoconuthead know and we’ll put them in their place. If you can, tag them. This may be scary, but we’re warriors. You just relax and take care of yourself.

[taeminspussylips]

BOOST!

[wowimadeakpopblog]

BOOST THIS SHIT UP!

[k-hoto]

As a former Shawol, I’ve unfortunately had a fair share of harassment in my side just for talking about Jonghyun. We seriously cannot let that slide anymore. We need some change.

[mylittlejjongie]

BOOST THIS UP GUYS!

[taeminscoconuthead]

See these?

For 9 years, Kim Jonghyun has been providing our breast milk for us to consume for our cereals, coffees, you name it.

To commemorate his tits, us Shawols shall drink a litre of milk and use the hashtag #milkforjonghyun to show our appreciation and thankfulness for Jonghyun. Either you can drink it with your favourite flavours, in a milkshake, in your daily coffee — or even just straight up from the carton!

18th of December 2022 @ 12:00am (KST) — 19th of December 2022 @ 12:00am (KST) (Check out here to find when it starts where you live!)

Check out the tag #milkforjonghyun within the account @taeminscoconuthead for any updates.

[mylittlejjongie]

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8. Name 3 similarities between 2 of your biases

Uhhhhhh they both from SM, hot and they have dogs…

[mylittlejjongie]

OH NO I WANTED TO BE ANONYMOUS- (25 btw)

nah don’t worry lol

25. Share a favorite selfie of a bias (Send a group or random choice)

Pink Jjong is my favourite lol~

[mylittlejjongie]

11 12 13 14

11. Do you have an ult? If you do, who? If not, why do you think you don't have one?

Yes I do, his name is Jonghyun.

12. If you have an ult, how often does your ult change?

It hasn’t changed for 14 years heh

13. What's the longest you've had one ult?

Jonghyun - 14 years

14. Any stories to share about starting to bias someone?

Alright so- I remember I watching the replay mv at the same day (18th of December 2008) and I saw the guy at the beginning and thought he was cute heheheh… My (now 28F) cousin shared me the name and then the rest was history.

[mylittlejjongie]

3, 4, 5 and 6

3. Is there anyone in particular you'd want to kiss gently on the forehead?

Yes, and his name is Jonghyun.

4. Who do you think would give the best hugs?

Jonghyun

5. Who feels the most like home?

Jonghyun

6. Do you have any platonic biases?

I’m not sure… Perhaps Hyunjin or Beomgyu since I’m not into them romantically or sexually.

[mylittlejjongie]

36,37,38

36. Have any of your biases motivated or inspired you?

Of course he has — in so many ways that I cannot count from the tip of my fingers. I realised that my dressing sense was and I only wanted to be a singer because of him ;)

37. Have your biases helped you with anything?

Yes. His bubbly personality helped me cope with the loss of my grandmother. She was rooting for me to marry him. Miss her so much, miss them both.

38. If you could meet 1 bias in person and have an actual conversation with them, who would it be and why?

DEFINITELY Jonghyun and it’s because since he has been my bias for all this time, you could see how close I am to him. I miss him everyday and if I had one chance to meet him again, I’d would.

[mylittlejjongie]

1, 2

1. Who do you most want to take care of?

Jonghyun.

2. Who do you most want to take care of you?

Jonghyun.

[ggthydrangea]

Bias questions

(Could also be used for favorite characters, but kpop biases is where I'm starting this from.)

Who do you most want to take care of?

Who do you most want to take care of you?

Is there anyone in particular you'd want to kiss gently on the forehead?

Who do you think would give the best hugs?

Who feels the most like home?

Do you have any platonic biases?

What do you think makes them unique/stand out? (Send a group or random choice)

Name 3 similarities between 2 of your biases

Are there any general trends you notice between your biases?

Is there a specific position (what they do or age) your biases tend to be? (Rapper, singer, dancer, leader, older in the group, younger, maknaes, etc.)

Do you have an ult? If you do, who? If not, why do you think you don't have one?

If you have an ult, how often does your ult change?

What's the longest you've had one ult?

Any stories to share about starting to bias someone?

Do you have any bias wreckers?

What do you consider a bias wrecker?

Are there any groups where you have multiple biases?

Any groups where you have a hard time picking a bias at all?

Does your bias affect the way you see the other members of their group? (Send a group or random choice)

Is there anything in particular that draws you into your bias(es)?

Talk about one of your favorite features of a bias (Send a group or random choice)

What are they passionate about and how does that make you feel? (Send a group or random choice)

Any particular clips or pics that you find comforting of a bias?

Any favorite funny moments of a bias?

Share a favorite selfie of a bias (Send a group or random choice)

What do you share in common with your biases?

Tell me 3 fun facts about your bias (Send a group or random choice)

Do you associate any of them with a specific animal? (Could be official, fan designation or just what you personally think)

Do you associate any of them with something other than an animal?

Are there any songs that make you think of them?

Do you own any special merch of any biases?

Is there anything you want to own of your bias but don't?

How many photocards/album items do you have for each bias?

How many photocards/album items do you have for your bias wreckers?

Do you intentionally collect any of your biases? (Going out of your way to trade/buy their photocards and other stuff)

Have any of your biases motivated or inspired you?

Have your biases helped you with anything?

If you could meet 1 bias in person and have an actual conversation with them, who would it be and why?

Express how much they mean to you in one sentence (Send a group or random choice)

Express how much they mean to you no limit ramble as much as you want (Send a group or random choice)

[mylittlejjongie]

which shawol is most likely to look up my skirt? (kinda curious tbh-)

first of all, no shawols would do such thing. i mean, why would you assume that they are perverts just because it’s in your mind? only sick people look up people’s skirt, take a picture of it and then devour it to their pleasure.

second of all, definitely flames. they’re literally butt people (due to minho’s fat bunda) so they’ll click that button from behind. also i have a feeling that mvps and blingers are most likely to get upskirted since i’d assume they mostly wear jeans and shorts. hopefully that answers your question.

[mylittlejjongie]

61, 80, 88, 17, 26, 127 (ayyyyy google is a nctzen)

ayeeeeeee-

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

oh DAMN here we go again- (trigger warning is in the tags! viewer discretion advised.)

yep i did. and it was because i beaten up someone for chatting shit about jonghyun after his passing.

it was about 2018 in january and i was still shaken over it. however, this gave the bullies the pass to bully me since i was literally in a vulnerable position. i tried reporting to the teachers several times, but they never listened. eventually, i took matters in my own hands on about march when some girl was like “why don’t you just kill yourself so you could be with your dead kpop idol?” and that railed me up so much that i ended up fighting because i knew that if i told the teachers, they would just slap her on the wrist and then allow her to come back to class the next day. so i did what most people would do, and that is to fight her.

i ended up getting expelled and i didn’t care anyways because they were awful and never helped me. i even told my mother and even she understood that they never helped. they were right there even chanting out “dead kpop idol” and “kill yourself like what your kpop idol did.” alas, i ended up having to go to japan so i could go to school since no schools would take me and then went back the following year.

80. What colour pants?

what does this question mean? i’m going to assume what pants am i currently wearing. I AIN’T WEARING ANYTHING! i’m in my underwear!

88. Last person you talked to today?

today well… i just woke up so- nobody ig except jonghyun…?

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

i’d think so yeah. even if aliens don’t seem to exist, people would go the far and beyond to live on those planets for as long as they can by making it has comfortable as possible. i mean if you can live in the moon then you can do anything lol.

26. What do you do when you wake up?

i’m either on my phone or i’m rushing because i’m late lol.

127. What makes you happy?

seeing my friends and family happy! also jonghyun’s coc-

[mylittlejjongie]

69 (hehe)

lol

69. Are you watching tv right now?

nahhhh i just woke up heh

[mylittlejjongie]

32, 125, and 135

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Ayo so you decided to ask this question eh? As a loyal blinger of 14 years, I decided to devote my life to the dubulge whilst Jonghyun watches. To make it simple, Jonghyun and Onew. There’s something about his dong that makes it unique and special and by all means is that it’s fucking big-

125. Do you believe in true love?

I mean, of course. If my love for Jonghyun doesn’t count as anything then, I might of well not exist.

But seriously, true love is totally real and can be found in variety of ways. For some people, it’s their love partner. For others, it could be their best friend or their closest family member. Definitely the power of social media changed the way true love is perceived, but it’s out there somewhere waiting for you.

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

Told everyone at my primary school that I married Jonghyun. Ok fine… it’s not the dumbest lie I’ve ever told since I was young and innocent. But hell naw I was caught doing the m word to Jonghyun by my mother and I literally said “I’m warming my hands” when it was clearly down there.

[heymamona]

please reblog this if it is okay to anonymously confess something to you.