[themindmovement]

You alone are enough. You have nothing to prove to anybody.

Maya Angelou (via themindmovement)

[mymeaninglessnotes]

I love Felly

she's the most amazing person i've ever met and will ever meet!! i just can't get enough of her!!!!! shes so funny and intelligent and deep and charming and adorable!! I love her to bits!! (even though i left her without saying goodnight and sometimes i do mean things like insulting her brown eyes but ill make it up to her and i know shell forgive me because she has such a good heart). i dont know what id do without her!!! shes my sun and moon and air and water and earth and stars and shes just everything to me!!!!

[virgin-suicide-s]

[mymeaninglessnotes]

so a guy i briefly had a crush on asked me on a date today. Damn the awkwardness was fierce. i told him straight up, Im not ready for a relationship. Thing is im not stable enough for it, i also dont want to have the same regrets as my last failed relationship. I want to do things right this time. I want to make sure next time i get into a relationship, it is purely because i have feelings and attraction for this person. But also i want to get into a relationship where for once i dont feel aso though it will end. But right now i cant handle it, i want to be by myself, single until i make sense of myself. I have a lot of figuring out to do. I dont even know my own sexuality. i dont even know if i have a real attraction to men. because with my guy ex'es, etc i have this underlying feeling of repulsion. i dont know.

[thehappyprojectblog]

If you hear a voice within you say you cannot paint, then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced.

Vincent Van Gogh (via thehappyprojectblog)

[helloathazagoraphobiaa]

[cececorgi]

[paradiseexperiment]

[loviemw]

"Anyone can see your tears, but only few special people can understand what it really means." gerinegwoww

[halseycon]

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[malizah]

[yourstrulymaudia]

[you-promised-forever-asshole]

¬ It’s time to move on. 

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[purplebuddhaproject]

Nothing binds you except your thoughts; nothing limits you except your fear; and nothing controls you except your beliefs.

Marianne Williamson (via purplebuddhaproject)

[mymeaninglessnotes]

I want to feel something real for someone. I want to be able to sit under the moonlight and the stars , to look to the person next to me i care for and feel it. That thing your supposed to feel. In your heart and stomach. Complete admiration for nature and that person, the combination of the two that just completely emotionally overwhelm you. Last time i was under the stars with a significant other, i didnt feel it. I just faked it. I consciously wanted to cherish a moment that had no emotional value to me whatsoever. A seemingly romantic moment that was completely empty. Simply melancholy. With every cliché romantic moment and event i had with him there was no heart, no soul no emotion. Well at least on my part. Just me pretending that he ever meant anything. So why now when everythings done do i chose to make myself suffer over someone i know wholeheartedly that i felt nothing for? I think the loneliness is getting to me. 

[mymeaninglessnotes]

Empty relation

I dont even know why i was with you. I dont mean this in a bitter way, i mean it in the most retrospective manner. I honestly didnt have any feelings for you. I was just empty and i think deep down you knew that too. I was in a bad place, a bundle of anxiety and depression fused with insecurities all amplified because of you and the shit qualities you have. I was neither pysically or emotionally attracted to you. And i hate what you made me into, something just like you. a self pittying weak fuck. I always supported you emotionally and your reason for breaking up was meaningless. but nevertheless im glad we did break up. I regained so much strength, found happiness that i never could of had with you.

[gamesofmakebelieve]

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