theobeseskeleton

got deleted for the 2nd time and that just made me more sucidal haha. SW: 102kg CW: 91.5kg GW: 80kg UGW: 60kg - 173cm 

[irist4r]

I miss my sick body.

[80calstrawberries]

€Ds are so embarrassing because you mean I have nothing else going on in my life as important as having the lowest number possible on the scale.

Like damn bitch maybe get a life or something

[silent-insanities]

My mind can create a better life than what I've been given.

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

"I just forget to eat.. Like it gets to 10pm and I'm like shit I forgot to eat haha" "like I always forget to eat, it's an issue"

Shit up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up

[myobeseskeleton]

god I miss how easy it was to starve in highschool

[myobeseskeleton]

I will forever be stuck in this cycle of hell that is my eating disorder.

[highlowcalgal]

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[myobeseskeleton]

need this rn

[scremm]

You know it gets bad again when you result into going back on tumblr 💀

[myobeseskeleton]

Day 1/30

1st October 2022

Food Intake

Sugar Free Greek Style Yoghurt -> 156 calories

1 Chicken Breast - 250 calories

Homemade Wedges - 350 calories

Salad mix - 50 calories

Assorted Berries - 100 calories

1 sugar-free monster energy drink - 13 calories

Fruit Bar - 56 calories

Total = 975 calories

Not bad but I always over indulge on carbs...

[myobeseskeleton]

30 Days to Lose 5-10kg

I need to lose weight before my birthday so here I am returning to bad habits lol. It never really leaves you hehe.

Anyways I'll keep ya'll updated on how I go, what I eat, any weigh in etc.

Wish me luck!!!

[radias-broken-brain]

Saw this on Facebook from a meme page, but I think one of the ed girlies made it, looking at that monster 😂

[1m-s0-tired]

yeah so yeah

[angelsklnn]

people don’t understand how mentally draining having an eating disorder is. they assume you just skip a meal a day and then boom you lose like 30 pounds then recover. they don’t realize that you lose all your energy and can barely even function. you lose friends over it, get horrible grades, have to stop working, lose interest & energy in pursuing passions and hobbies. it fucking sucks and they make it so obvious they don’t give a shit about us.

[02bunnygirl-deactivated20250925]

my ed convincing me to get back on my bullshit

[myobeseskeleton]

I finally started medication for my anxiety and depression, which is super exciting, but also I am incredibly nervous at the idea of weight gain, so I'll really need to keep track of myself.

[pr-3-ttyk-1-tty]

anyone else go through periods of like... normalness and then suddenly things get dramatically worse for a few weeks and then go back to normal-ish? it makes me feel rlly invalidated and like im faking this whole thing smh

[myobeseskeleton]

why is dinner the only thing that people do to catch up ):