I don't even know..

I won't tell you my name but i think you should know that I make up a lot of stuff in my head and then get REALLY sad about it. I like to read and listen to music. I am going to die someday.

[thoughtcascades]

embarrassing to want things like love and attention

[mypointlesspointlessthoughts]

You know autumn is coming when I log into Tumblr again…

[metamorphesque]

— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

[mypointlesspointlessthoughts]

When you get this you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)

God is is hard because I really dont like myself right now....

I definitely like my music taste

I like that I can actually do many crafty things like sewing, chrocheing, paint ig..

I like my eyelashes

its sad that I can't think of anything else...:/

[goose-onthe-loose]

It is once again time to play everyone's favorite game: "Am I Crazy, Or is That Person Just Being A Dick?"

[willows-woes]

am i the asshole or are they-

am i making this up about them? is this my fault and they've done nothing wrong?

[mypointlesspointlessthoughts]

I hate myself. I hate myself because I can't talk to people. I hate myself because I cry so much. I hate myself because I disappoint myself so much. I hate myself because I wanna get better but am too lazy to try. hate myself for writing this. When will I finally stop hating myself?

[mypointlesspointlessthoughts]

"I don't want people to try and understand why I'm the way I am, because I should be the first person to understand that. And I don't understand yet."

I need time..give me time and maybe then I'll be able to open up.

[mypointlesspointlessthoughts]

Why is everything soo easy in my head, and then when I Try, yes actually Try nothing works out? I think that's just unfair!

[mypointlesspointlessthoughts]

" You look like you're having a mid-life crises."  " It's not a mid-life crises. It's just a life crises." 

-why is this so relatable?

[mypointlesspointlessthoughts]

Lately it feels like im not living anymore. but im still here right?