I think it's time to put Tumblr to an end. I've been forgetting about this site for months (Mainly cuz I can multi task social medias) and I think its time to leave for good. I've had fun memories ngl, but as they say: "All good things must come to an end."
With that being said, I hope you guys have a good year, be healthy, stay strong, and remember that I love you all <3
Myriam out.
Wow i havent been on tumblr forever-
sorry guys for the inactivity its just that im forgetting tumblr exsist, and also ive been busy with school work tvt
and my rp blog is like a year or smth after i made it its uh still open if u guys wanna ask (unless it is if not ill open it in a sec-)
18/8/24
I feel ashamed to create a new post so ill just edit this one but IM SO SORRYRYRYRYR I KEEP FORGETING I HAVE PPL PROB WORRYING ABT MEE IM SO SO SORRYYYYY :(((
I want to advertise my rp blog since its getting inactive and no one's interacting with it (well except for one follower i have)
but at the same time i dont wanna be annoying and force u guys to ask it
SO IDK WTF TO DO AAAAAAAAAAA-
Shiny finally made a statement in response to everything, and I can sum it up as a simple:
"I do not care who I've hurt, I only care about having my roblox account."
Here is Shiny's full, unedited statement:
As for me? I need a break. This whole thing has driven me past my limit, and I ended up in the hospital. I'm also close to losing my job because of it, believe me or not.
I'll still accept things from people such as updates and the like, but I need space to breathe.
This was a post I did not want to make again, but here we go. My heart got over my head again, and this is where it got us.
The original content was never deleted:
Google Doc: Shiny Archive
Original Video: Shiny Bezyer: Roblox's WORST Creator
Here is the new video that goes in more detail:
Shiny Bezyer had been lying to my face for months now, making me think she'd changed. She was better. She was okay. I was wrong.
Given information I now know [most detailed in the video prior,] it is safe to say Shiny has a very unhealthy parasiocial and abusive relationship(s) with multiple minors.
Not for the feint of heart:
I'm desensitized from the aforementioned behavior as I've been preyed upon multiple times in my life by now
Below are text receipts and highlights of stated behavior:
[Also, thank you to 0rbot for some of the screenshots and evidence]
At this point i just feel so fucking guilty. I should've read the signs viewsbourg gave me. Yet I decided to push them away, and it ended up with me being groomed.
It's all my fault. MINE. if I just listened to everyone else claiming she's a bad person i wouldn't have gotten involved. Now I've been groomed by this PINCHE PENDEJA QUE SE LLAMA LA INNOCENTE. (please translate that yourselves im not in the mood.)
I feel so bad for the victims that had suffered this before. I just wanted her gone off of any social media. I want her to get help, to be better. But whats even the point in saying to get help if she's gonna do this act over and over and over again just to trick people into grooming them.
What's my verdict? I hate shiny. I want her gone off social meda and get help. I want her OFF OF ANY BLOG SHE ENCOUNTERS.
Do not witch hunt or harass shinybeyzer / shinymc / any other aliases they go under . Many things I will claim later on in the post can only be alleged as a lot of evidence has been lost from the deletion of my old discord account ( 0rbrot#5083 ) , their deletion of their old blog ( Shinymc ) , and their deletion of the current blog ( Shinybeyzer ) . this post will contain passages about manipulation , emotional abuse , and mentions of suicide and self harm . Everything detailed below is my own experience and it may vary between people
TLDR at the bottom
this will be the last time I talk about this unless this somehow manages to outrage me more . but I feel like this whole ' goodbye letter ' is just the pure embodiment of manipulation .
Here is their final letter to me .
it starts off by guilt tripping me , ' you can block me ' as well as the later part where ONCE AGAIN they assume that I hate them , or that I'll forget about them .
guess what ? I'm never forgetting you . I would never forget someone who manipulated me for 4 years and drove me near insanity just from the sheer amount of times I needed to repeat that fact . Then gauging the fact that I " sent her away " as if I hadn't warned them hundreds of times that I would cut them off if they kept going .
Then they pull the sympathy card . " I won't hate you " . No shit , you're right , you have no reason to , I'm not the one who made your life the way it is , I'm not the one who enabled it either . The reason the truth hurt so much is because you're living in god damn denial . the truth hurts , yes , but if you never face it , you'll only keep digging your grave .
once again , assuming I'll be outraged . that I'll ask them to never talk to me again . Basically just saying this to ask me to prove them wrong , but you know what ? you're right this time . Never talk to me ever again .
and finally , they definitely weren't the bad person in this situation , see ! they're wishing me happy pride month ! ! how sweeeeeeeet ! ! ! /s .
Sorry , the first part was rather emotional . But I've got a lot of things I want to provide now that this person has left tumblr , again .
it's rather hard to provide withstanding evidence for emotional manipulation , as it is a gradual thing and difficult to prove with as few screenshots , but I'll still try my best .
I've been friends with Shiny since late 2019 ( 4 years ) , we met through the AF / PR community ( now Stars Align ) On discord , most messages still being there , mostly being a relatively positive friend ship until 2021 ( below ) where they were chased out of the community for being hyper - sensitive to jokes and criticism and not being willing to listen to others ( will bring up later ) .
before long , I was greeted with a long message detailing about how I was their only friend left , and how much they loved me and needed me in those trying times . Unfortunately I have no evidence to provide so feel free to not believe me on this one .
Our relationship turned sour quick as we'd argue regularly . I set my boundaries straight and refused to blindly accept them without criticizing them for their actions at the time . this continued on relatively often but I never paid mind to it . but it only got significantly worst .
Their manipulation tactics :
they will claim that they have suicidal thoughts and need your help
they will claim nobody else accepts them , they will bash themselves for their looks and / or state of being ( unemployed , living with parents )
they will claim that they have no other friends despite being them having many readily available to use as a speaking vessel whenever you intend to block them
A lot of evidence for the claims above have been unfortunately lost from our earlier conversations and may not be evident at first , once again , i apologize for being unable to provide full proof for all of my claims .
All these actions are used to gauge your sympathy , or to pity you into caring . If you do not reciprocate , they will :
They will exaggerate your words . ( ex : We should stop being friends ➞ You hate me and want me to die )
They will assume that you dislike them because of X reason ( their words : being ugly , having no friends , etc .)
Double down and claim to go cry , self harm or kill themselves .
They will ignore your points in favor of the above .
their selfishness :
Shiny is an incredibly selfish person , even if you are there in their time of needs , they won't treat you better than a stranger . Despite the superficial amount of support they give you , they don't want to treat you like a person with their own thoughts , or even care about what others need / want .
[ These conversations happened while I delayed a roleplay mission from a discord server I and friends created to roleplay fighting missions . They god mad that I wasn't willing to upload the mission until the members of the group got a hang of the concept of role playing , as some were new to it ]
[ Below : this is just childish ]
3 . they will never change .
They might tell you that they're in a horrible position , and that they're way of living everyday on their phone is bad , but don't let that fool you , they don't want to change .
Despite telling you they're changing or that they've changed , their behavior has remained the same for the 4 years I knew them . You might say " ooh well , changing these fundamental and integral parts about oneself is quite difficult and requires a lot of willpower " . That's true ! That is difficult . But you know what's not ? Working 20h a week
Despite this , you might tell yourself that you can still help them . Put their life back together , fix them , even . But I'm sorry . I have not observed any change in their behavior except for short moments where they act nicer while still making excuses to avoid changing .
Miscellaneous :
Things that belong a bit everywhere .
[ Below : refusal to change ]
[ Below : " Evil Self " ]
[ Below : Sheer breakdown and respectful response . ]
[ Below : " They go easy on me , but you don't " , referring to how I told them to get help . ]
TLDR : Shiny is a selfish , manipulative , abusive , controlling , lazy and childish 23 year old . And from my experience , they only need friends to justify themselves and validate their actions blindly . They do not desire to change despite constantly insulting themselves for the way they are . And finally , they manipulate and emotionally abuse their friends for the benefits without reciprocating the feelings in any meaningful way beyond telling you so .
But actions speak louder than words . And so far , I've only heard silence .
Hey, pals, I'm not the type of person to do this, but I'd just like to put a little bit of info in from an experience others have had.
Shiny keeps attempting to talk to people who are uncomfortable with talking to her, and she keeps attempting to get people to unblock her. Although she hasn't communicated with me personally, I've talked to her once. And it's ironic as reading this, she had talked about a similar thing people have mentioned. That apparently, people would hate her because of ethnicity.
The first thing I talked about (af/pr) normally related, and she changed the subject to something about her country and general fear of being demonised because of where she came from. Which is.. ehh... but I don't understand why she brings it up. Is it for sympathy? God only knows.
The other part is that she keeps attempting to talk to my friend, who is a younger person of the af/pr community. I told them to block her and unfriend her to my friend, but she kept worming her way around. She keeps trying to contact my pal, and it's making me and him feel uncomfortable. We are both MINORS, and it's disgusting that she keeps trying. Why? I don't know, and I'm horrified. We both are. She somehow makes her way around it to continue and talk to those vulnerable. Shiny, we are not therapists.
I hate the fact that she has guilt tripped and mislead multiple people into a rotten sympathy. And I stand with you with this, we need to keep this community safe from people like that. And I'm glad people are speaking out. I worry for the well-being of my friends, and I'm terrified of the outcome.
Hello, I would I like to add on to this, as I believe it is important for people to know, especially with Shiny’s recent response.
This is a very serious topic, so I would advise to proceed with caution.
TW: Potential Grooming or Grooming Behavior
Shiny has recently come back to tumblr with a response to people bringing up stuff they have done, almost a year ago. They came back claiming that they have “changed” and that all the allegations were false or ill informed.
Recently, with this thread being brought back up and more recent/new things being added to it, they made this response to it all:
This statement is false.
Let me highlight the most important part of this response.
There is evidence. And I got permission from this user to share this
This was asked, at the time, by a 13 year old - a minor. Shiny was 23.
The screenshot below confirms Shiny stating they are 24 now, meaning last year they were 23. (This was posted in 2024)
This screenshot is from 2023, showing that Myriam, at the time, was in fact, 13 years old.
Her age was stated directly in her bio, and Shiny and Myriam used to be mutuals, so there is no way Shiny wasn’t aware that Myriam was 13.
Whether or not Shiny had the intentions of being creepy or being innapropriate to this user from their response, the fact that Shiny, at 23 years old, still responded to this ask in this manner is not ok. The way they responded to Myriams ask is concerning and disgusting.
It’s also concerning how Shiny said there is no evidence of themselves being inappropriate with a minor when that just isn’t true, this screenshot proves that. While this is just one instance, there could be many more behind the scenes.
The reason I bring this up is because the majority of the fanbase that Shiny is trying to insert themselves in is made up of minors. I believe it’s important for people to see this and be made aware of this user and the troubling nature of their behavior on this (and perhaps other) platform(s).
Regardless of people’s past wrongdoings, there’s unfortunately almost nothing we can do to ensure they stay off the internet and out of the fandom spaces we call home. The best we can hope to do is stay vigilant and keep ourselves and others informed when people like this continue to stay active in our communities. With this post my aim is to spread awareness rather than hate; I simply want to bring attention to this behavior and the misinformation being shared. Feel free to form your own opinions about this individual, and stay safe.
Imma be real honest I was a victim of this but I NEVER thought, even if I'm 14 I never thought I was groomed. This was actually the first time this happened, and this happened a second time yesterday. This bitch just fucking lies To my face.
I can't be the only one frustrated with the fact that NOBODY seems to be talking about the new Candy Cadet story in Ruin, it's not even that hard to activate him! like, seriously, why isn't anyone talking about the story he tells, about a mother and a son, why don't I see even one of the theory channels talking about this strange story?? Why is everyone ignoring him and treating him as if he doesn't exist???
I havent been active for a damn while im so sorry-
But tbh i dont really know much abt the RUIN thing from SB. I did see the trailer but never had time to see them gameplay, so i dont know what the Candy Cadet store is used for tvt
