very tired

theo, white australian, 28, any pronouns (they, he, she, ze! go wild!) background by @redllanterns

[myrtaceaae]

Falešné společenstvo musicals

This post as a google doc

Válka hněvu (War of Wrath)

Musical 2026 premiere (english and czech subs)

Musical 2026 public rehearsal (english subs)

Eärendilova plavba (Voyage of Earendil)

Musical 2024 (english subs)

Musical 2024 generálka (english subs)

Individual songs as an album

Beren a Lúthien

Script 2023

Script 2016

Musical 2016 (no subs)

Musical 2023 (no subs)

Spotify

Pád Doriathu (Sack of Doriath)

Musical 2022 premiere (Czech subs on songs, full english subs)

Musical generálka 2022 (no subs)

Script

Individual songs as an album

Děti Húrinovy (Children of Hurin)

Script

Musical 2019 (english subs)

individual songs as an album

Rohirové (Rohan musical)

Script

Some songs (2012)

Musical 2015 (english subs)

Musical 2012 - Koňská opera (no subs)

Individual songs as an album

Aredhel

Script

Aredhel 2008 (no subs)

Aredhel 2.0, 2017 (no subs)

Hobit (The Hobbit)

Script

Musical 2014 (no subs)

Musical 2020 (no subs)

Spotify

Fëanor a jeho synové (Feanor and his sons)

Script

Some songs (2010)

Musical premiere 2018 (Czech & english subs)

Musical generálka 2018 (no subs)

Another english translation

Individual songs as an album

Spotify

Pád Gondolinu (The fall of Gondolin)

Some songs

Some songs (2007)

Some songs (2011)

Númenoru

Script

Some songs (2009)

Some songs (2013)

Spotify playlist

Zrada! Smrt! Láska!

Musical 2025 (english subs)

An open-air performance

Various songs

Nienor Niniel fan movie

english czech

Archive of Falešné společenstvo songbook

Songbook of Poetické společenstvo (Poetic Fellowship)

Alex Lewis songbook

Page at Songs of Middle Earth

More songs

Website

playlist of songs (mostly older songs and musicals)

another playlist (mostly newer ones)

[myrtaceaae]

Updated with war of wrath. hopefully another update coming soon!

[meirimerens]

tensile tectonic friction of chorus, of adyton

[myrtaceaae]

I kinda hate that the diagnosis that medical professionals agree on is "uhhhh it all seems a bit fucked up...plenty of symptoms but"

Like do I have bipolar? Schizoaffective? Is the psychosis trauma driven or is it a psychotic disorder and the trauma is added on?

Because apparently my psychosis isn't really fully mood-linked. And my psychiatrist apparently thought it was trauma related. But then when my antipsychotics were lowered the psychosis came back. So she's not confident on the trauma-hypothosis anymore. So perhaps it's schizoaffective?

And at the end of the day I'll be on a mood stabiliser and an antipsychotic. That's just how it is. So a diagnosis is secondary so long as I can get my meds on the PBS.

But it sure would be nice to have a diagnosis, rather than "well when it comes to diagnoses we can describe what you experience as very complex"

and that's it?????

[myrtaceaae]

No fucking joke but, my psychiatrist literally said "well as you can see when you look at your scripts, you're either bipolar, PTSD, or schizoaffective, whichever makes the medication cheaper."

[myrtaceaae]

I kinda hate that the diagnosis that medical professionals agree on is "uhhhh it all seems a bit fucked up...plenty of symptoms but"

Like do I have bipolar? Schizoaffective? Is the psychosis trauma driven or is it a psychotic disorder and the trauma is added on?

Because apparently my psychosis isn't really fully mood-linked. And my psychiatrist apparently thought it was trauma related. But then when my antipsychotics were lowered the psychosis came back. So she's not confident on the trauma-hypothosis anymore. So perhaps it's schizoaffective?

And at the end of the day I'll be on a mood stabiliser and an antipsychotic. That's just how it is. So a diagnosis is secondary so long as I can get my meds on the PBS.

But it sure would be nice to have a diagnosis, rather than "well when it comes to diagnoses we can describe what you experience as very complex"

and that's it?????

[quinnick]

It’s that time of year again so here is your yearly reminder that the world isn’t ending and people don’t hate you. The sun is just setting at 6 pm.

[mrs-delaney]

Please take your vitamin D

[bundibird]

HEY SOUTHERN HEMISPHERE GIRLIES, ITS OUR TURN TO ENDURE THE DARK DAYS NOW, BUT STAY STRONG. THE WORLD IS NOT ENDING; THE SUN IS JUST SETTING AT 5-to-6 PM. BUT SHE WILL COME BACK TO US SOON. TAKE A VITAMIN D AND HANG IN THERE.

[forestgreenlesbian]

happy pride

[dragon-in-a-fez]

does the body ALWAYS have to keep the score? maybe we could just have a friendly game this time. maybe we can just have fun without putting numbers on it

[tiktoks-i-enjoyed]

Clip of Lucy Dacus on the Las Culturistas podcast.

[deadgenerations]

ABS estimates 80pc of tobacco consumed in Australia last year was illegally sourced

The experimental estimates are based on "nicotine metabolite concentrations" detected in wastewater samples, combined with data showing a co

hiking the tobacco excise tax has got to be one of the worst policy failures in Australian history. Billions lost in taxes leaving a huge hole in the budget, instead funneled into organised crime families, smoking levels INCREASED, the police are being pulled this way and that trying to deal with this waste of time, it's led to a wave of fire bombings and shootings from competing crime families, and the big tobacco companies haven't even taken a hit in revenue.

And if you're Australian I don't need to tell you the industry has boomed because I'm sure you've walked down a street literally anywhere in the country and noticed dozens of new dodgy tobacconists going up in the last couple years.

[myrtaceaae]

Oh and it's obscene also that the price of nicotine replacement has also matched the tobacco excise. What do you mean I'm paying $64 for some mist inhaler, when I could buy an illegal pack for half the price.

I've genuinely been thinking of going back to smoking because of the pressure that not smoking has on my budget.

[sunflowersosa]

Nigerian Pride 🏳️‍🌈🇳🇬

I meant to have this out yesterday. Happy belated pride. :)

[sunflowersosa]

I'm glad you all like the Nigeria Pride post!

Originally, I went in worried the opposite would happen. Growing up, I've been taught that Nigeria, the country, is homophobic. (I was born in America.) But over time, I learned that there's tons of other queer Nigerians; some are out, and some are in the closet 😭.

I'm also not used to this much attention, lol

Thank you all!

[specialagentartemis]

Aro and ace activism is housing reform, is well-funded public housing, is an expansion of affordable housing, is allowing single people to get affordable and public housing, is rent controls to make it possible for single people to be able to afford to live alone on a single salary.

Aro and ace activism is healthcare reform, so that no one needs to rely on a spouse for health insurance, so that healthcare is available to everybody regardless of income, so that no one’s lived experiences or basic dignity are dismissed or overridden by doctors

Aro and ace activism is well-funded and expansive public transit, so that you don’t need to have someone on hand to drive you places if you are incapacitated, so that you don’t have to pay for an ambulance if you need to get to the hospital quickly

Aro and ace activism is disability and elder care services, so that no one needs a spouse to care for them, so that no one needs children to care for them, so that marriage is not a bind for disabled people, so that people on disability who want to and can live alone can

Aro and ace activism is community-building, it’s public events, it’s free social activities, it’s mutual aid, it’s activities that bring community members together without socializing relying on just a romantic partner

Aro and ace activism is developing a culture of believing when people tell you who they are and what they want rather than assuming you know them better than they know themselves

Aro and ace activism means a better world for people without “normative” desires or “normative” social support, which means a better world for everybody

[specialagentartemis]

#isn't this just aro activism? like op is right but this is like. about relationships

Quick question do you think ace people don’t have a complicated relationship to relationships. Do you think ace people don’t have a significant incentive to not tie basic quality of life things to having a partner and children. Do you think ace people are respected by doctors or society.

[myrtaceaae]

I have a very clear idea of what I want to draw for scribbles and drabbles. Unfortunately. It is graphic torture. And I have a very weak stomach.

[lmaonade]

what is your favorite type of cookie. not allowed to throw shade not allowed to be mean to each other just say what kinda cookie you like the most. this isn’t a competition just a conversation between friends there is no right answer 

[regicidal-defenestration]

The mind strains to conjure up any soul who can throw a fit as fiercely as Gonzo can

[myrtaceaae]

My psychiatrist: so sometimes psychosis can be associated with significant trauma —

Me: (so not me then)

Psychiatrist: — like with you.

[scrupulosity-comics]

title of this is just ‘lesbian sex’

[scrupulosity-comics]

lot of terfs have been reblogging this so I may as well publicly state that the woman on the right is modeled with permission after my transfemme friend. if you relate to it as strongly as many of you claim in the tags I urge you to reflect upon that with empathy and compassion about the depth of experiences you truly do share with trans women.

otherwise fuck off I guess. my art is not fuel for your hatred.

[chateauofmymind]

have you ever suddenly + involuntarily lost consciousness

yes (fainted)

yes (head trauma)

yes (substance-induced)

yes (lack of oxygen)

yes (blood loss)

yes (multiple)

no

Remaining time: 5 days 8 hours