Hello! Could I request that MC break the RFA + Saeran and V, and that they feel guilty? Sorry if it's a strange request, but I really love ANGST xD
Hi, anon! I suppose you mean that MC break up with them, so if you meant another thing, you can request again.
Also, since you didn't specify, I'm gonna write it as headcanons. Thanks for asking and I hope you enjoy them.
P.D.: I really love writing and reading angst too so... *insert evil laughter*
MC breaking up with the RFA + Saeran + V
âWhen you tell him you want to break up, his eyes fill up with tears even if he doesn't shed any.
ââDon't cry, Zen, you gotta be strong. You have to talk to them. You can't lose themâ he thinks to himself.
âAt first, his words are stuck in his throat. Then, he talks:
ââWhy? Why would you want this?â
âYou explain your motive as he's heart seems to stop beating.
âThis can't be happening, right?
âWhen you end up talking and try to walk away from his apartment, he grabs your arm to stop you.
ââNo, please, MC. Let's fix this. Don't do this. Don't go.â
âYou bit your lip, feeling a mix of guilt and sadness.
ââZen... I'm sorry. I can't. This is my decision. Please, understand it.â
âThe second you leave the apartment, Zen lets his tears run down his cheeks thinking about how he has lost the most precious person in his world.
âBefore you finish the sentence âI think we need to break upâ, he has started crying.
âHis painful sobs almost make you change your opinion, but only almost.
ââIt's better this wayâ, you think to yourself.
âYoosung tries to stop you from leaving by hugging you and burying his face in your neck.
ââPlease, don't go. I love you!â
âWhen you leave after a while, Yoosung's heart shatters forever.
âAt first, he is a little too much insistent and sends you messages to come back with him.
âBut, when you don't reply to him anymore, he finally understands he has to let you go. Even if he doesn't want to.
âWhen you tell her you want to break up with her, she doesn't say anything for a minute or so.
âThen, she takes a big breath and calmly asks you why.
âIn truth, she isn't calm, but she tries to pretend it.
âHer mind is running wild. Did you get bored of her? Are you in love with someone else? Did she do something wrong?
âAfter you explain her your reasons, she nods and gives you a sad smile.
ââOk. If that's what you want... I won't stop youâ.
âIt's very painful for you to see because you know she is suffering inside. Even if she thinks you can't see it.
âWhen you close the door behind you, she takes off her glasses and tries to wipe her tears. What she can't because they won't stop coming out.
âFor the first four days, she is tempted to call you and ask you to come back with her. But she doesn't do it.
âHe reacts like Jaehee: outside is keeping his calm, but inside...
âTries to reason with you.
â"I love you, MC. Don't you love me too? Is there something I can't give to you? Tell me what's wrong and I'll fix it."
âYou are dying inside because you know your words are killing him.
âWhen you go from his apartment, he takes a bottle of wine and drinks it. Jumin, no, please.
âWill call you drunk and tell you that he loves you a lot. You try to calm him and make him go to sleep.
âIn the morning, he will call you and apologize for his behaviour. Then, he'll try to give you space.
â"We have to break up."
âHe laughs at first, but you can feel a little fear in this laughter.
â"It's not a joke. I'm sorry."
âHe is confused. And his tears are almost falling from his eyes.
âWill ask you why and, if it's for something he can solve or change, he'll give you reasons to stay with him.
âIf you still don't want to be with him, he'll let you go.
âFor the first days, he'll hack your phone to stalk you.
âIf he is the Saeran from his main route or Ray, he will react calmer than Unkown or another type of Saeran.
âHe still will be panicking and crying.
âHe doesn't want you to go.
â"Please, don't leave me as everyone else has done before." Please, don't leave him. I'm CRYING!
âIt will take a little while to convince him. Also, you have to assure him that you won't leave him at all. Only that you can't be his girlfriend/boyfriend.
âHe still will send you flowers and, like his brother, will stalk you a little bit.
âAt the moment you sit in his couch with a serious look on your face, he knows something is wrong.
âDoesn't want to think that something is wrong, but then, he hears you talking about breaking up.
âHe has a sad expression but doesn't say anything until you finish.
âWants to know what he didn't do right. He can change, he can be better for you...
ââJust... don't leave me, MCâ he speaks so low you almost can't hear him.
âEven if you hear him, you pretend you didn't to make things easier for both of you.
âWhen you leave, he starts crying and thinking what could he do to make you stay because he will always love you.
I finally finish it!!! Sorry that this took so long. Also, let me know if any of you want a second part where MC tries to get them back.