Just Write and Inspire

My personal blog. Inspiring others through writing. "God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved: God shall help her, and that right early. - Psalm 46:5"

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In the midst of this pandemic, we do not know what will tomorrow may bring. We do not know what will happen in our daily living. But one thing is for sure, that GOD IS ALWAYS THERE FOR US. Everything will be better in God's grace. We just have to belive in Him, trust Him and keep on following Him. At first it may not be as good as you plan, but rest assured that His plan will be better than yours.

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"Bahay kubo, kahit munti"

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There are things we usually forget.

Cellphone, wallet, car key, homeworks or projects, reports, laptop, water jug, cleaning our house, saying goodbye or I love you before going out or even giving a hug or a kiss with the one we love.

But you know what, the most important thing that we ALWAYS forget is talking to GOD. Thanking Him for waking us up and giving us another day to live. Asking for His guidance for the whole day.

We forget to ask for His help through prayers. We forget that His just there waiting for us to call unto Him. (Jeremiah 33:3 "Call unto me, and I will answer thee...")

We don't just pray because we need Him, we also pray to thank Him for all the answered prayers. Remember, God is always there for us. (Hebrews 13:5 "I will never leave you nor forsake you..")

Now my question is, when is the last time you talk to Him?

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To love or not to love

We are all capable of loving someone. Because the one who created us is GOD -God is love. It is written in the bible, "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love". 1st Corinthians 13:13

The greatest of these is love....

Love is the greatest of all. And we are only human. We tend to fall in love, without even knowing why, when or to whom. Ang magmahal ay masarap sa pakiramdam. Ang tingin mo sa paligid mo maganda. Kahit may nag aaway pa sa harap mo, nagiging positive nalamg bigla ang vibes para sayo.

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Kahit sa picture man lang. 😂

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In love, you need to learn to sacrifice. And that is being selfless.

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“Some people look at me like I have the answers to their every question. Others look up to me like I am the answer to everything. But the truth is, I am broken, I am incomplete. I have nothing and I am nothing. Nothing at all.”

— Lukas W. // I’m not the answer

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Why I hate you

You don't like my pics on socmed

You don't comment whenever i tag you

You forget to say i love you, when going to work or when saying goodnight and good morning

You don't call me anymore

You made me feel that it is your obligation to chat me not because you want it.

You forget our monthsaries

You don't video call me anymore.

You keep distancing yourself from me instead of your ex

You don't appreciate me or my effort anymore

You tell me that I'm dramatic, instead of comforting me.

You say i love you but made me feel that it is just a routine for you.

You are not interested in me anymore.

You promise to love me more, but now, you hate me more.

You pursue me, but now you're letting me drown

You know I hate you but I still love you. My love for you is greater than my hatred towards you. And that's all that matters.

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My Prayer List for my Partner

His work

His heart, mind and soul

His courage

Healing from the past and his health

Leadership

Wisdom in finances

His heart for the Lord

His personality, his speech

His friends

Being a good father and a good husband

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Lesson Learned:

Let all your worries and fears to God. And everything will fall into place. Trust Him.

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Kailangan maging busy!

I need to...

I have to...

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I am proud of you

Take a deep breath and relax.

Ur doing great and I am so proud of you

Whatever u are doing and what u have done for ur family is great. You are a good provider. I know how heavy ur burdens are. Its ok to cry it out. What's wrong with boys crying. Ok lng un, bsta at the end of the day laban pa dn. Inhale all the positivity and exhale all the the negativity in life. Imagine. I am hugging u right now. Im always here for u. Remember. U are precious and loved. I love you. I know we need money. But dont lose urself over it. Mahal mo ba mama mo, lola mo, si jacob, maging baby natin at ako? If ur answer is yes. Don't lose that love. I know it is hard and tiring.. Wala naman sinabi si Lord na magiging easy un journey natin, but it will be all worth it. All of ur hardwork, ur sacrifices will be paid. You will reap what you sow. Believe in yourself. Again ur doing great and im so proud of you. Upto this end. Pls. Feel my presence. I am hugging u rn And know that I am here for you, always. I loved you, i love you and will always love you.

(6.19.19)

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May A na may J pa. 😂

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Ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit kinakaya ko pa.

Samahan mo ako sa laban. Hindi ko kaya ng magisa pero kung kasama kita, lahat kakayanin ko.

Mahal kita. At andito lang ako palagi, para sayo.

(061819)

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Heavy Heart

Lately. My heart is so heavy.

I've been too negative in everything that happens to me.

Everything seems wrong. That nothing is going to be right for me.

All that goes in my head is not going well. I've been pessimistic.

I always cry. Every night, every hour, everyday.

I cry for being a failure. I cry for being worthless. I cry for being unappreciated. I cry thinking that my partner would betray me. That he would cheat. I cry for being a toxic friend. I cry for being ugly and not as sexy as other woman. I cry for small things. And I cry for no reason.

I believe I cannot trust anyone anymore. They all lie. They are all inconsistent and will leave me someday.

I'm hurting inside for the things I've made up. For the things that is not really happening. For the things I can't control.

Where did I go wrong? What am I missing? Why is this happening to me?

Until one day I realize that I should stop being negative. I should be thankful and blessed for what I have right now. I forgot that I have a BIG GOD. And that I should trust Him. His process. His timing. There are things that I can't control, but there is a God who can handle it.

There are no person that can be perfect. I learned that I should dwell on things that can lift up my heart. So I can be more optimistic. To love myself. To appreciate what others are doing for me. I should love, to be loved. I should trust so I could be trusted. Or I'd rather love unconditionally.

And now, I stop being problematic. I won't expect anymore to stop my disappointments. I will be more understanding and loving. And appreciate even the smallest thing that happens to me.

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Kailangan ba dapat sexy ka para mapansin ka ng mahal mo. Hindi naman sya basta mahal mo eh. Fiance mo na sya. Pero mga nilalike nya or comment sa socmed eh ibang babae. Mga nakatwo piece or sando na kita cleavage. Mali ba ako na silipin ko sya sa ganon? Magpost din ba ko ng ganito sa socmed para pansinin nya ko? Nagpopost ako ng pics ko never niya nilike. Mnsan gaagwin nya kasi sinabi ko. Bakit ganon. 🤔 Will someone answer me. 😅 Panget siguro tlga ko at hindi sexy. 😩 Kaya di niya ko napapansin. 😢