I won't confess that I waited

long live taylor swift and rainstorms

[myy-tears-ricochet]

[tolerateit]

what the fuck

[xcleanx]

were you sent by someone who wanted me dead? did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed? were you writing a book? were you a sleeper-cell spy? in fifty years will all this be declassified? and you'll confess why you did it… and i'll say good riddance ’cause it wasn't sexy once it wasn't forbidden…. I WOULD’VE DIED FOR YOUR SINS INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE!!!!!!!!! AND YOU DESERVE PRISON BUT YOU WON’T GET TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’LL SLIDE INTO INBOXES AND SLIP THROUGH THE BARS YOU CRASHED MY PARTY IN YOUR RENTAL CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU SAID NORMAL GIRLS WERE BORING BUT YOU WERE GONE BY THE MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU KICKED OUT THE STAGE LIGHTS BUT YOU’RE STILL PERFORMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…………. and in the plain sight you hid……. and you are what you did…… and i’ll forget you but i’ll never forgive…. the smallest man who ever lived.

[lenoreamidala]

taylor swift albums + opening lines

[deadbutprettty-deactivated20251]

girlblogger2008 on instagram

[heatedrivalryy]

the front half of the album is so depressing and then halfway through it’s like she realizes wait why am i depressed. i am taylor motherfucking swift

[tswiftupdatess]

Taylor Swift and Florence recording "Florida!!!" (Via Spotify)

[evermoredeluxe]

im sure lots of people will listen to TTPD and discount it because she talks about matty in it (and ofc people have their valid issues with him, but im not gonna go into that), but the whole lead up to the album has been “we’re investigating,” and imo a lot of us took that as her saying “we’re investigating why her relationship ended” whereas the album is actually about “we’re investigating this caricature of a girl who went through something life-changing, and she has apparently gone crazy” and she’s basically done a public autopsy of herself; something that the media/fans/public have done since the beginning, but this time around she was like “i’ll do it to myself.”

hence, the album aesthetic feels so sterile too imo. she’s trying to distance herself from the subject but!!!!!! she is the subject. and in conclusion, i think what she’s really putting down is “the summary of the investigation of this girl is that she went insane because of what happened to her, but it’s hopefully gonna be okay”

sidenote: i think what we need to take away from the album is to… let her live…

[wedarkacademia]

- Evelyn Waugh, from Brideshead Revisited (1945)

[myy-tears-ricochet]

Why do I feel like such a fraud?

Every thing I like I stole from someone else

Everything I say were words in your mouth

Everything I write is "inspired", a "reinterpretation"

I'm a dog, unashamed as I chase after passer-bys, foaming at the mouth as I beg for scraps of their personalities

[seravph]

the rise of ‘aesthetics’ as a common way to describe literally every facet of yourself is like the most destructive thing I’ve seen on social media this shit is crazy. it is the most beauty obsessed thing in such a subtle and evil way.... it goes down to the books you read the chicness of your clutter the music you listen to how you decorate your water bottle like literally every single thing you do is scrutinized and defined into egirl or cottagecore or dark academia or vapor wave or baddie or whatever and it just forces you to quantify yourself and criticize every thing you do without break ..... am I sitting down in an effortlessly cute way? Is the mess on my bedside table whimsical? Is my shampoo luxurious and glamorous? And it’s all just a way to sell shit and profit off of your insecurity!!!!!! You watch yourself from an outside perspective, making sure you’re not just beautiful but you fit exactly into whatever box you strive to belong to, and it leaves no room for mistakes!!!! You can’t be embarrassing or cringey or gross or ugly unless it’s in an ironic way that fulfills a meta identity that is also quantifiable. Everybody has a uniform now that they’re trying to fit into. If you take care of plants you’re cottagecore if you play video games and like pastels you’re an e girl if you like sweaters and reading (classic white people books only!!!) then you’re dark academia you’re tailoring every single aspect of yourself and isn’t it tiring????? Isn’t procuring yourself tiring????? I’m going to rip a phone book in half

[myy-tears-ricochet]

[myy-tears-ricochet]

"If that was true he must have felt that he had lost the old warm world, paid a high price for living too long with a single dream." - F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby

[myy-tears-ricochet]

I feel so empty, but I'm trying. I sit and watch the rain at midnight. I lie in the sun all day, hoping I might absorb some of its light. I paint a picture, rip it up, throw it out, try again. I write crappy poetry in my pastel purple journal knowing full well no one will ever read it again. I make myself put something else on other than my pajamas, even for an hour. I listen to music and cry and get bored so I stop. I throw out old journals with half the pages already ripped out and stupid snapchat-filtered photos and scraps of paper (why do I still have these?). I eat donuts. I do things; anything. I try, I try, I try. I still feel empty, but I'm trying.

[myy-tears-ricochet]

This love but your not singing about a specific love, your singing about all the love you've ever had. The love you had as a child, that you lost as you became a teenager and everything seemed hopeless, but it's finally creeping back.

[myy-tears-ricochet]

I am poetry

I say one thing but I mean another

I am art

Allow me this lone pleasure; to be art

[flowerytale]

Janet Fitch, from White Oleander