ruined by this mess

nora del rey. 7teen. if being afraid is a crime, we hang side by side.

[n-oradelrey]

aight, so i'm sure a good majority of you have unfollowed already, but i just wanted to say it's been real Monroe, and i wish the best for all of you. stay gold, pony boys. xPippa

[hudson-quigley]

Mad because I kissed her? God, how fucking immature can you get, Nora, this isn’t fucking middle school, we’re practically adults and you’re pulling this? You’re no better than my mother. 

[n-oradelrey]

No, no. D-don't say-- I-- I'm so sorry, I'm so--

[hudson-quigley]

Because why, Nora? This’ll be great I’m sure, please, fill me in.

[n-oradelrey]

I was just-- I was mad, and so-- I just-- I didn't mean for--

[nerdherdsjackie]

You fucked me up Nora, are you happy now? You broke me. Thanks a lot.

[n-oradelrey]

I-- I didn't-- I just--

[alabeee]

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…I would rather be wrong Than live in the shadows of your sun My mind is open wide And now I’m ready to start…

[narcisisst]

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[n-oradelrey]

Baby, when I'm yelling at you It's not your fault, it's not your fault Baby, 'cause I'm crazy for you It's not your fault, it's not your fault Maybe I'm a little confused It's not your fault, it's not your fault. Baby, it's wonderful news It's not your fault

[hudson-quigley]

idk i’m lost

[hudson-quigley]

What?

[n-oradelrey]

I did it-- I did it because--

[nerdherdsjackie]

You think I’m scared? I’m not scared Nora. I’ve done everything, I do everything people ask and I get this in return. You out of all people. I thought, I thought this wouldn’t happen to me again. I’ve sacrificed everything to make you happy, yet you have the audacity to think I sit back and watch things happen? Fuck you Nora, fuck you for being so goddamn ungrateful. I’m not the scared one, you are. You were so paranoid that your best friend would take a guy over a friendship. Now what do you have left? A meaningless ring to remind you of everything you’re not anymore?

[n-oradelrey]

J-Jackie...

[hudson-quigley]

So this really is all one big game to you, huh? First somehow getting Jackie to blame herself for me kissing her and making you mad but now sleeping with me to get back at her? Do you realize how fucked up that is? She’s supposed to be your friend, your best friend even and you just.. You just really don’t give a fuck do you? I have no idea what in God’s fucking name you thought you’d be gaining from this, from fucking me just to get back at Jackie for something that she didn’t even do but whatever you thought it was you might as well toss that thought out the window because it’s not happening. This is really fucking messed up, Nora, and the worst part is that you don’t even care. 

[n-oradelrey]

Hudson.

[emiliadixon-deactivated20140331]

I thought Nora was cute and shy

[xiaotaili]

i guess someone killed her mom and aunt and her dad said she couldnt see her bf so she went bat shit cray

[n-oradelrey]

same

[nerdherdsjackie]

Then if I didn’t do anything you’re a..you’re an…awful — no. You’re a shitty friend, Nor.

Fuck you.

[n-oradelrey]

You want a reason, Jackie? Because I can. I'm not some scared little girl who's too afraid of the outside world to get what she wants, and I'm not going to let other people take what I want without a fight.

[hudson-quigley]

No, Nora, that’s not what I want to do. I want to hear what you meant. 

[n-oradelrey]

I just-- I said it in the heat of the moment and I-- I--

[nerdherdsjackie]

He…nevermind…it’s — it doesn’t matter anymore

W-why are you doing this?

[n-oradelrey]

[hudson-quigley]

It does matter, Nora. What did you mean a step a head of her? 

[n-oradelrey]

Nothing, Hudson. Don't you wanna take off my bra again?

[hudson-quigley]

What did you say about Jackie?

[n-oradelrey]

Nothing. It doesn't matter. Let's not talk about Jackie.

[nerdherdsjackie]

You…and Hudson…

I— he told me…I..

[n-oradelrey]

Told you what? He was probably trying to spare your feelings. Practicing, since he doesn't seem to be so great at it yet.