different parts of my mind

twitter: N01PARTY // rebloging things I like basically, I don't try too hard // she,her // MINOR

[n01party]

alrighty this is a vent blog now besties!! haha!! i feel such a lack of affection and my chest is constantly heavy. i carry on with my day often feeling numb and meaningless. i cry for help but yet i can't accept it when people try because i'm afraid they'll leave in the end when i don't get better. i'm afraid they're gonna get sick of my constant depressive episodes. nobody can do or say anything to help anyway. like what do you say to someone who's stuck? it's gonna get better? i'll help you? but how much can you really help someone? anyway, i just needed a place to vent where nobody will see. please i beg to get better. i can't live like this anymore and i can't bring myself to end it either.

[n01party]

ranting:

wrote a friend of mine three- NO FOUR. FOUR PARAGRAPHS ON WHY I LOVE THEM AND GOT THREE SENTENCES IN RETURN. IT HURTS.

[sjsjsjsjnsnsnsm]

LOOK HOW SOFT HE IS 🥰 LOOK AT HIS FUCKING HAIR LET ME TOUCH IT 🥰

[i-will-help-you-swim]

Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I'm trying to prove something.

[cmoon-rabbit4-blog]

Reblog if your blog is a safe place for asexuals.

[wroteclassicaly]

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Tagged by: @jeromemonaghan (Thanks, babe!)

Tagging: @asiafern @michael-langdon-appreciation @whatcodysaid @icylangdon @leatherduncan @blakewaterxx @lovelylangdonx & whoever else wants to do this!

[leatherduncan-deactivated202101]

ahhh thank you so much for tagging me lovely!!🥺💖

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lightning · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

this was fun!! tagging: @blakewaterxx, @xavier-plymptons, @littledemondani, @fckinsupreme, @dark-mei-rose, @with-dandelions-in-her-hands, @bitchchatter, @angelicmichael, @guiltyfiend, @antichristsxbox, @melodylangdon, @brattylovee, @xavierplympton, @wickedlangdon, @beyond-repentance, @prophecy-is-inevitable, @babyyyodas, @anangelwhodidntfall, @darkened-sunrises, @hecohansen31, @langdons-pinkyring, @vulgarprayer, @matildaofoz, @9layerdevilfoodcake (sorry if i tagged anybody that didn’t wanna be tagged or missed anybody that did wanna be tagged, it’s been forever since i did one of these ajsjsk😭also my memory is fucking horrible i swear)

[blakescoven]

aww thank you for the tag loml 💖 @leatherduncan can’t believe you actually did one of these tag games skdks // and thank you as well darling @wroteclassicaly 💖

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lightning · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

tagging some of you that usually do the same w me 🥺 @angelicmichael @dark-mei-rose @fckinsupreme @xavierplympton @lovelylangdonx @babyyyodas @littledemondani

[dark-mei-rose]

thanks babies 🥺🥺🥺 @leatherduncan and @blakewaterxx

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · (real one) freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lightning · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

tagging @angelicmichael @brattylovee @bitchchatter @langdonshellion @xavierplympton @lady-jane-revisited 

[lady-jane-revisited]

love you @dark-mei-rose 💕

ancient or modern - bitter or sweet - chocolate or vanilla - coffee or tea - create or destroy - day or night - early bird or night owl - freckles or dimples - gold or silver - greek mythology or egyptian mythology - macarons or eclairs - hot or cold - thunder or lightning - typewritten or handwritten - secret garden or secret library - spicy or mild - dark magic or light magic - virtue or vice - ocean or desert - mermaids or sirens - known or unknown - rough or smooth - moon or stars - rain or snow

tagging @ledzeppelinsbonzo @sojournmichael @kashmir-baby @m-faithfull @earlscourt1975

[rhythm-catsandweed]

Thanks @lady-jane-revisited

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lightning · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

@outcastedangel @fangirlxwritesx67 @raptorcat1960 @ritacaroline @nature-and-music

[i-love-the-smell-of-your-blood]

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lighting · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

Tagging:

@sleepdeprivedstorm @mothonfire @in-my-defense-i-was-left-alone @frank-ieros-knuckles-deactivate @iguesssoyeaj @nottillivehadmycoffee @polyam-bug-wannabe @crypticcandi @penelopeinhel

[in-my-defense-i-was-left-alone]

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lighting · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

tagging: @polyam-bug-wannabe @spiderway95 @mistythegenderqueermess @joeymarahart and whoever wants to

[transfagrified-in-the-void]

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lighting · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

@petewentzfrommychem @homosexual-having-tea @anmcrtist (hA! Finally can tag u!!!) @ anyone else

[anmcrtist]

Thank you for the tag ❤

Ancient or modern // bitter or sweet // chocolate or vanilla // coffee or tea // create or destroy // day or night // early bird or night owl // freckles or dimples // gold or silver // Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology // macarons or eclairs // hot or cold // thunder or lighting // typewritten or handwritten // secret garden or secret library // spicy or mild // dark magic or light magic // virtue or vice // ocean or desert // mermaids or sirens // known or unknown · rough or smooth // moon or stars // rain or snow.

Tags (if you want): @velvetkilljoy-reanimated @tooemotolive @skeleton-gutzz

[glitterbombrevenant]

thank u!!!

Ancient or modern // bitter or sweet // chocolate or vanilla // coffee and tea // create and destroy. art is the weapon. // day or night // early bird or night owl // freckles or dimples // gold or silver // Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology // macarons or eclairs // hot or cold // thunder or lighting // typewritten or handwritten // secret garden or secret library // spicy or mild // dark magic or light magic // virtue and vice // ocean or desert (neither) // mermaids or sirens // known or unknown · rough or smooth // moon and stars // rain or snow.

k i know i kinda broke some of the rules but ehh who cares

tagging @haltyoubillowychickenwing @in-my-defense-i-was-left-alone @joeymarahart

edit: i may be stupid

tagging @percabeth-stan-4-ever in place of @in-my-defense-i-was-left-alone

[percabeth-stan-4-ever]

Thank you!

Ancient or modern // bitter or sweet // chocolate or vanilla // coffee or tea // create or destroy // day or night // early bird or night owl // gold or silver // Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology // macarons or eclairs // hot or cold // thunder or lightning // typewritten or handwritten // secret garden or secret library // spicy or mild // dark magic or light magic // virtue or vice // ocean or desert // mermaids or sirens // known or unknown // rough or smooth // moon or stars // rain or snow.

I chose a lot of both but I just couldn’t choose between them!

Tagging @stargazing-at-the-moon @daughter-of-hades1218 @whythefuckdoiexist @ithefriendlyneighborhoodasexual @i-love-books-and-i-cannot-lie

Also @padfootalltheway sorry I forgot to tag you!

[daughter-of-hades1218-deactivat]

thanks for the tag!

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lightning · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

tagging (totally did not write ragging, ily all) @screechingnightchild @susane-jackson @percabethfangirl @percabeth-stan-4-ever @my-apollo-gies @angelinathebook @anybody else who wants to do this

[nightshade-anura]

Tysm for the tag @daughter-of-hades1218 !

ancient or modern // bitter or sweet // chocolate or vanilla // coffee or tea // create or destroy // day or night // early bird or night owl // freckles or dimples // gold or silver // greek mythology or egyptian mythology // macarons or eclairs // hot or cold // thunder or lightning // typewritten or handwritten // secret garden or secret library // spicy or mild // dark magic or light magic // virtue or vice // ocean or desert // mermaids or sirens // known or unknown // rough or smooth // moon or stars // rain or snow

Tagging: @tac0cat-m30w @wisdom-borb @chaoticintovertedbean @chaotic-and-friendly @where-nothing-is-tagged @erinisbadger @bitchyrunawaywonderland @antoniolovestea @surebutyourenotnicodiangelo @doremifasolangelo @crispnebula @thebigqueer @gerardwayslambsauce @rayanicaraynbow @didnt-want-to-be-a-halfblood @dam-death-person @jumpjiveandwail @flamedragon1 and anyone else who wants to do it 💚

[dam-death-person-deactivated202]

Thanks for the tag @my-apollo-gies 🖤

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lightning · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

Tagging: @blue00phoenix @sunshinediangelo @definitely-a-living-human @disolace13 and anyone else who wanna do it 🖤❤

[vaedazed]

Thanks for the tag @dam-death-person!

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lightning · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

Tagging: @dam-solxngelo @pocky-otp @emrysbutgay and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it (I know like no one don’t judge me) 💜

[pocky-otp]

Thank you for tagging, @disolace13 :)

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lightning · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

Tagging: @emrysbutgay @the-inevitability-of-death

I don’t know people shendjejfnnenf

[emrysbutgay]

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lightning · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

Tagging: @wontadmitimemo @newtinaboot @bumblebeeddie @devil-horned-witch @mrhenrib @rat-on-fire @carmen-sandal-eggos @n01party @feral-goblin-son @andydandy0511

It’s okay I don’t know many people either andhakjdhf

[n01party]

thank you @emrysbutgay :)

ancient or modern · bitter or sweet · chocolate or vanilla · coffee or tea · create or destroy · day or night · early bird or night owl · freckles or dimples · gold or silver · Greek mythology or Egyptian mythology· macarons or eclairs · hot or cold · thunder or lightning · typewritten or handwritten · secret garden or secret library · spicy or mild · dark magic or light magic · virtue or vice · ocean or desert · mermaids or sirens · known or unknown · rough or smooth · moon or stars · rain or snow

tagging: @lemonadepunk

EVEYEONE ELSE I KNOW IS TAGGED ALREADY AND I-

[n01party]

alex turner during eyctc era is meta don't fight with me

[koyubiasparabisket]

ヤギ汁を食した夜

~感想~

おもしろい

夜はチョコケーキをみんなで

頬張りました

ちょこ選んでよかった

[n01party]

screaming

[loversdreamersandyou]

[acitybythelightunited]

[lord-des-fleurs]

[mycozyaesthetics]

🌿🐈🌱

[birdsoldier]

[witchy-kitchen-craft-deactivate]

Spooky foggy Edinburgh. Part 1

[detailedart]

Sky Variations & Nebulae of Water. Part III. Art by StrayChild on ArtStation.

[thefallenauthor-deactivated2023]

( these photos are mine ).

"The world is a stage and the play is badly cast."

-Oscar Wilde

[ratcarney]

“OH, YOU'RE A WALKING CONTRADICTION IN A MAGA HAT, IT'S WHERE I WANNA BE, GOD BLESS THE LAND OF THE FREE, SO WHO ARE YOU TO TELL US WHERE WE DO AND DON'T BELONG? AND WHO ARE YOU TO TELL US WHO TO LOVE AND WHO TO NOT? BECAUSE YOUR MOTHER TOLD YOU YOU WOULD WIN WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG! OH IT'S A BOY'S WONDERLAND, WE KNOW IT NOW! BUT NOW THE LIBERALS AREN'T LIBERAL, THEY'RE JUST AS VENOMOUS! AND YOU CAN'T HAVE AN OPINION UNLESS YOU'RE ONE OF US! NO SECOND CHANCES, YOU'RE BRANDED, YOUR KIND ARE DANGEROUS! WE'RE BRINGING EACH OTHER DOWN, WE'RE TEARING EACH OTHER DOWN! SO HAVE I GOTTA KILL MYSELF TO BE ORIGINAL? AND IF I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL AM I A CRIMINAL? CAN YOU AFFORD TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL? CAN YOU AFFORD TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL?”

[n01party]

ALEX TURNER ARMS??!

plz follow my twitter if you see this i need more am moots :)