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Forgotten feelings - 13/07/2017

~Hope~

I always dreamed, I would come home to see you sitting in my lawn staring at the sky, just waiting for me... I yearn for the day I can open the door to see your face... I just want to go home and for once your there with me..

#come home with me #let's go home #where are you

~Sweetie~

Even though you never told me to go away, I still feared I was a nuisance. I kept my distance so you wouldn't get annoyed- I miss you..

#I don't want to hurt you #I love you #no more hurting

skins-4eva

~Emotions~

I think there's something wrong with me... Apparently it is not normal to be perfectly okay one minute, to have your thoughts clouded by darkness and doubts the next, to have the hate and anguish unearth itself... Feelings that make my chest hurt so bad that, it's hard to breath...

#I'm hurting #depression #anxiety #drowning #take me away #unearthed feelings #fears #doubts #I'm insecure #I'm unstable #I love you #please love me

saintzacharie

thats the depression talking

~Relationships~

If I take them seriously... I will not give up... I'm scared of taking them seriously because it hurts me to freaking much in the end... because they always leave..

#please don't leave #i'm scurred #help plz #relationships #tell me you love me

~Fear~

I'm scared that nobody will ever care about me the way you have... I'm scared they won't appreciate me as much as you did... I'm terrified to see you happier with somebody else, knowing that I couldn't be her...

#i can't let go

das-unwichtige-maedchen

vethox

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Please.. please tell me to stay...

phoenixwasting

~Broken~

Maybe I'm the problem... all he thinks about is her... all I think about is him... I found someone great and I don't want to let him go but that's not fair to him... do I need somebody to care for me like he did or am I just being selfish and keeping him for my own happiness..

#selfish #dysfunctional #i am the problem

~Question~

Is it bad... the temptation I have... how horrible I feel inside... how I can feel my skin aching, yearning for comfort... isn't it awful... how badly I want to shred my wrist...

#sinner #cutter #depression #take me away #I give up #salt my wounds #kick me #hurt me #I quit #I'm hurting #please hold me

~I'm sorry~

I'm sorry I'm insecure, I'm sorry I'm apologetic, I'm sorry I'm emotional, I'm sorry I'm a sinner, I'm sorry I stress you out, I'm sorry I cause you problems, I'm sorry I was honest with you... I'm sorry I bothered you, to the only man I ever loved

#i'm sorry i love you #I'm sorry I'm like this #I can't change #anxiety

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