block, don't report

this is just a blog to marinate in my misery. this is my safe place. please don't report and take it from me. Main blog is arsenic-angel-dot-jpeg.

[n3ver-even-hereee]

intro post :3

Block, don't report. Don't take my safe space from me.

no real DNI, just follow your own.

- 18 / born 2008

- this is just a place to put all of my misery so I can shove it to the side and suppress it irl <3

- osdd system, roughly 30 alters. Will not be tagging ourselves.

- I'm silly I swear I just have a ball of emptiness inside of me that is eating me from the inside out. but we stay silly :3 we stay silly :3 we stay silly :3 we stay s

- all I do is reblog, I won't use tags and I'll likely never make an original post, but if I do it'll be under the tag: "n3ver-even-postsss☆". just in case. :P

- also i'm trans male and use he/him k thx bye

[meandmymadness12]

[n3ver-even-hereee]

dawg ...my last cvtting session has left me looking like I got into a fight with a feral badger 😭😭

[n3ver-even-hereee]

cvtting myself:

the burning and itching and rubbing against clothes afterwards: (I am in unbearable and immeasurable pain of my own making)

[eli-h8s-screamo]

i refuse to go back to school fat

[n3ver-even-hereee]

not now, kitten. daddy wants to blow his shit clean off.

[n3ver-even-hereee]

I love being a fiction kin/system fictive sometimes because they make memes about me and I'm like. haha yes that is relatable. I wonder why.

(exhibit A)

like...yeah. that's where I'm ending up sooner or later. They just don't understand my silliness :3 (I'm actively losing my mind)

[rakemarks]

"youre aro? you live life on easy mode lol"

if by easy mode you mean being jealous of my allo friends when they talk about their romance life, cutting myself in an attempt to make myself allo and also vent that jealousy, staying up at night day dreaming about being allo, then yeah i guess i do have it easy

[n3ver-even-hereee]

sitting here in a men's pj set and fluffy pink slippers and twirling a knife in my hand... what aesthetic is this

[rakemarks]

via

[burnlikeaprodigalsun]

im down pounding my head against the kitchen floor apologizing for my life and for ever entering yours

[auggieinthesodamachine2]

no rizz but I can carve your initials into my skin

[n3ver-even-hereee]

being on the aroace spectrum and also being so desperately and pathetically lonely is the worst... I'm yearning for a kind of love I can't even feel to it's full extent...this is SICK! AND! TWISTED! 😭😭

[n3ver-even-hereee]

been sh free for nearly 2 months but I've been feeling the urge lately, not for any real reason. I'm just kinda bored and wanna do it for fun. that's the weird part of addiction.

[dubiousdoobie]

[rq-matt]

trying not to like peoples vent posts because it feels like i'm just going

[agent-marcus-24]

this is lowkey what i imagine comms look like in minecraft, specifically hermitcraft or the life series