Poems you will never read.

I might post poems 😊

[nakamkavi]

I am not waiting for you anymore but why does it feel like I still am,

I used to look forward to your texts and the conversations we had, the time we spent.

Now i dread it, somewhere in me I'm scared of your texts, what do i even say to you anymore,

I'm scared of you coming back, because I know I will be stuck again waiting for you.

I miss you less now, but I am sure that I won't ever stop missing you,

Don't make me wait for you to slap me across the face and block me forever.

Don't let me live in limbo.

[nakamkavi]

Thank youu for the spamm 🎀🌷

You are welcome

[nakamkavi]

Why doesn't she like me back !??!??

[nakamkavi]

I titled my poem a poem because i am starting to hate poems

[nakamkavi]

when I am gone burn my poems with me

[nakamkavi]

All I wanted was a hug, instead I ended up with a million insecurities and a strict calorie deficit diet

[nakamkavi]

I resonate with him so much

Yearning Ceo

[nakamkavi]

Bhai yaar what is so wrong with me that I can't be loved

[nakamkavi]

Shadow

When it was my turn to love you,

you weren’t even there.

I prayed to every god,

even sold my soul,

and still you weren’t there.

I dreamed of your shadows

just to learn your day from night,

everything you do

from breath to bite.

Tell me all. I crave you.

I am nothing on my own,

an aimless vector,

direction without your magnitude.

Gravity pulls us together,

yet you keep me apart.

Let me in. That is all I beg.

Let me be yours. That is all I wish.

What must I become

to be something you could like?

Rip away my skin,

maybe then I could blend with you.

Pull me apart and keep what you want.

There must be something,

anything in me you would hold dear.

Accept my version of love,

gloomy and subversive.

Yet you would rather choose suffering than me.

You would rather hate,

die,

than live to love me.

[nakamkavi]

[nakamkavi]

Why do you think it's titled sitting duck

[cheeni-baapu]

Yahan immandari chalat babu

Nahin toh ghari jaake sutti babu

[imsoflyrn]

Me to @nakamkavi every waking hour on ig💋

[nakamkavi]

Jab cheat karne ki bari humari ayi tab sabne ghost kardiya

Yeh bhooto se darr lagta hai

[nakamkavi]

Mera Ghar 💘

[nakamkavi]

@imsoflyrn apke liye 😊

[nakamkavi]

Hinge wali naas krgyi

Atp do i even deserve real genuine connections maybe i should just stop trying and rot in my bed alone 😂

[nakamkavi]

Roz raat 4 bj hi jate hai

[nakamkavi]

@imsoflyrn miss you 😢💔💯

[imsoflyrn]

Miss you more yaara, please come live here😦💔

[nakamkavi]

Iim Calcutta ka form bhardu 😳🔥

[imsoflyrn]

Bharde, omg rozgar days are not so far?

[nakamkavi]

Cat nikalna asan thodi hai 💔

[imsoflyrn]

Iim ke gate pe jaake mera naam lelena bas😝

[nakamkavi]

Aise baat karne mein maza araha hai

[imsoflyrn]

Ikr, you'll forever be a part of my digital footprint

[nakamkavi]

Wow romantic 😍 ek dumse flirting chalu

[imsoflyrn]

😭😭😭😭🙏🥀

Saale pitti kardu teri?💋🔥

[nakamkavi]

Sabke samne nhi yar😋💯