I am not waiting for you anymore but why does it feel like I still am,
I used to look forward to your texts and the conversations we had, the time we spent.
Now i dread it, somewhere in me I'm scared of your texts, what do i even say to you anymore,
I'm scared of you coming back, because I know I will be stuck again waiting for you.
I miss you less now, but I am sure that I won't ever stop missing you,
Don't make me wait for you to slap me across the face and block me forever.
Don't let me live in limbo.










