It's all about control

Independent rp blog for Seitarou Tanabata from Nanbaka. Written by Drew. Read my rules before interacting please. This is a sideblog so I can't follow back.

[nanbaself]

I now play this muse on my multi-muse https://cultofmuses.tumblr.com/ feel free to still use some links here to get some information I have yet to find a place for over there.

[nanbaself]

bubblegumsix‌:

☠️: You’re a spoiled little bitch, you know that? It’d do you some good to not get your way for once.

Elf’s face is weird. He wished that expression would get stuck on his face.

“You should really learn to watch your mouth before you get yourself smacked and not by me. You know he’s not a fan of foul, uncultured language.”

Yeah? Well, he wished your gum would stick your vocal cords in place but wishes just don’t come true.

[nanbaself]

❝ you can approve or not approve as you wish, but this is one thing you cannot influence and mold to your liking. ❞

@bubblegumsix

“You sorely mistake my ability to change things Six. If I don’t like something I make sure I either change it or make it disappear.”

[otwilightprincess-archive-blog]

dragon age starters

feel most free to change pronouns ,  etc .

❝ it doesn’t matter that they won’t remember me. what matters is i helped. ❞ ❝ bad things should happen to bad people. ❞ ❝ i’m here to set things right. also ? to look dashing. that part’s less difficult. ❞ ❝ planning has never been my strong suit . now, killing…killing & love-making. those i am better at. ❞ ❝ oh ! we could get matching outfits ! ❞ ❝ i’m not saying i should be your first pick for a dance partner at the ball , but in the deep roads , i’m your man / woman. ❞ ❝ draw your weapon & say that again ! ❞ ❝ we’re here to kill them all, yes ? for sport ? ❞ ❝ you tend to get up to interesting things. you meet interesting people & then you kill them. ❞ ❝ i never worry, darling. a leash can be pulled from either end. ❞ ❝ it’s like you need permission to be alive. ❞ ❝ has anyone told you what marvelous eyes you possess, my dear ? ❞ ❝ have you ever licked a lamp post in winter ? ❞ ❝ i’ll try not to hit anyone. ❞ ❝ there you are. everyone’s been looking for you. ❞ ❝ the last man standing gets final say on who is right or wrong. ❞ ❝ i like my hair the way it is, thank you. ❞ ❝ do you think about how to kill everyone you meet ? ❞ ❝ are you… sassing me, ____? ❞ ❝ yes, but she/you seems more… “ooh, pretty colors !” than “muahaha ! i am princess stabbity ! stab, kill, kill ! ❞ ❝ congratulations ! you have found a wastebin . ❞ ❝ what are you going to do with that sword ? ❞ ❝ not listening ! la la-la la la ! ❞ ❝ i saw you looking at the girl/boy in town earlier . ❞ ❝ anyone wishing to accuse me of weakness is welcome to try. ❞ ❝ …did you cut your own hair ? ❞ ❝ ”one by one they follow, drowning in the sea”. the rest of the poem is sad.. ❞ ❝ you aren’t all stone, ____. there is a person inside of you. ❞ ❝ we crush the heads of rude women when we feel like it. just so you know. ❞ ❝ protect what matters with everything you have, or you’ll have nothing, and deserve it. ❞ ❝ i want you to know that what we had was real. ❞ ❝ in the end you are always alone with your actions. ❞ ❝ somebody’s been drinking. ❞ ❝ let’s show them our hearts, and then show them theirs.. ❞ ❝ do you feel that ? my magic-sensing nose is tingling. ❞ ❝ well, shit. ❞ ❝ you worry me, you know that ? ❞ ❝ i’m cold. & it’s indoors. this is so wrong. ❞ ❝ i saw what you were doing back there. ❞ ❝ we will never speak of this again. ❞ ❝ you’re a big softie ! ❞  ❝ i’ve got just the thing to cure that pout. ❞ ❝ eight, nine, now you die. ❞ ❝ daughters never grow up. they remain six years old with pigtails & skinned knees forever. ❞ ❝ i don’t need my pants, anyway. ❞ ❝ smiles. we must be careful how we present ourselves. ❞ ❝ be careful what you wish for. power is treacherous. i have seen many people–great leaders–consumed by it. ❞ ❝ don’t touch me ! stay away ! ❞ ❝ i think of him/you/her as much as he/you/she thinks at all. ❞ ❝ i knew nothing of friendship before we met. ❞ ❝ you can approve or not approve as you wish, but this is one thing you cannot influence and mold to your liking. ❞ ❝ there you go, breaking my heart. ❞  ❝ does anyone else feel the verge to vomit? ❞ ❝ i…love you. just… wanted to tell you that. ❞ ❝ let those who would destroy us step into the light. ❞ ❝ it’s dangerous when too many men in the same armor think they’re right. ❞ ❝ if you love a character, you give them pain, ruin their lives, make them suffer. maybe even throw in a heroic death. ❞ ❝ i do quite like watching you leave. ❞ ❝ send him a fruit basket. everyone loves those. ❞ ❝ did i stutter ? ❞ ❝ are you kidding ? i’m surprised you didn’t kill anyone just coming over here. ❞ ❝ the world may want my time, but you have my heart ❞ ❝ have you ever heard the saying ‘let sleeping abominations lie’?  now would be the time to consider it. ❞ ❝ that sounded much better in my head . ❞ ❝ i have an excellent sense of dramatic timing. & good hair.  ❞ ❝ the air hurts. i have to stop. ❞ ❝ challenge someone to arm-wrestle me. ❞ ❝ so, you’re not like a lot of other girls/boys. ❞ ❝ not long ago this was impossible to imagine. you, the man i love, victory close at hand. ❞ ❝ how do you do that ? make everything better with a smile ? ❞ ❝ it gets no easier. your struggles have only just begun. ❞ ❝ there comes a time when you must stop running, when you turn & face the tiger.  ❞ ❝ it’s family, you protect. doesn’t matter who it is, blood or not. ❞ ❝ perhaps we should carve our names into the giant tree ? ❞ ❝ hey ! that’s mine ! ❞ ❝ our mistakes make us who we are. ❞ ❝ fear makes men more dangerous than magic ever could. ❞ ❝ don’t let anyone tell you when to move on. take their hand & say, “my choice". ❞ ❝ words are easy, like the wind; faithful friends are hard to find. ❞ ❝ shitballs. fuck. shit. crap. ❞ ❝ living a lie … it festers inside you, like poison. ❞

[nanbaself]

bubblegumsix‌:

☠️: Just because he excuses you a lot doesn’t mean he always will. Not that I care. Maybe I’ll bleed out and die and never have to look at Manji ever again.

You whine too Elf. You have no right to call anyone that.

☠️: Exactly. If you’re going to do something then do it already. I have better things to do than stand here and chat. I hate chatting and you know it.

“Think what you will. He might scold me but that gentleman would never cause undoable harm to me Six, you don’t have to be so salty just cause you’re not the favorite.

At least he doesn’t spend day in and out whining like you.

“Oh I know very well, which is why I’ve been forcing you to stand here and have this lively conversation. There are more ways to torture someone than with a blade Six.”

[nanbaself]

tclesnmirrors‌:

                      Before Uno even realized what was going on, the painful            sensation of his skin  being  pealed  off  his  arm  took  over his             senses. He let out an agonized  cry,  wanting nothing more then             to  twist  away  from  his  captor.  Tears  prickles  from  his eyes,             rolling down his cheek to join the  blood  that  stained his pants.            It was for a second, but his  vision  went  black  and  everything             felt numb. But that  temporary  peace  didn’t last when he came             to not  a  moment  later.  His  breathing  was  labored,  unable to            process  that  what  he  was  seeing  from  the  corner of his eye             was his raw muscle without his skin covering it. He felt sick.

“Now then, we want it to stay clean while it heals,” he said, standing up and returning to his tools. He gathered up some gauze wrap before returning to Uno’s side. He wrapped the sore, red and slightly bloody area in a long gauze wrap, whistling a bit while he worked.

[nanbaself]

bubblegumsix‌:

☠️:You and I both know the boss would be angry if you did that.

He’s not scared of you Elf. Nor is he scared of pain.

-He removes the stale piece of gum and replaces it with a new one-

☠️: I wouldn’t be nearly as interesting to harm as your plaything. You know what happens when you attack me.

“Isou might hold a grudge but I feel like I could convince that gentleman to forgive me. After all, it is just a tongue, not like you even need it. Whiner.”

Watching him exchange the gum was gross and Elf made a face at it. Nasty.

“Oh I’m sure you wouldn’t, you’re a boring person who just sits there and doesn’t care that’s why it’s almost not even worth my time.”

[nanbaself]

bubblegumsix‌:

Too bad Elf wouldn’t pass out. That’d make his day more enjoyable.

☠️: I don’t care if you take out your pent up aggression on me. It doesn’t change how I feel about you.

Plus then he had an excuse to see Isou if he got hurt, and he wouldn’t have to do any work for a while.

Too bad, he’s not so weak Six so dream all you like.

“Maybe I should just have your tongue removed then. You honestly really don’t need it.” The only question was did he want to get in trouble and give little jerk the pleasure of seeing that annoying doctor?

[nanbaself]

tclesnmirrors‌:

                      The gambler bit down harder on his lip to keep himself from               speaking up. He couldn’t make his situation worse then it already              was. Uno had to hold out for  someone  to find him, if anyone did               find him. He wasn’t  completely  sure  that  it  was possible. It felt               like he was forever  going  to  be  some  kind of a play toy for this               asshole.   When  the  blade  was  removed  from  his  face,  blood              began to bubble from the clean  cut  before it trickled down to his              chin.  The  air  hitting  the  wound  made  it  sting,  causing him to               wincing in pain. Nothing could  prepare  him  for  the sensation of              something sharp twisting in a circle on his arm.

                                                           “ nGH! ”

                     He let out a small noise of pain and gritted his teeth together              to keep himself from making anymore sounds. FUCK, it hurt. Uno               felt nauseated to his to the  bottom  of  his  stomach. It felt like he               was going to have a heart  attack  with how fast and panicked his               heart was. 

Elf was precise, his hand practiced maybe not at this particularly but he had learned many things and had many talents. As he moved the blade, he talked though really was it more to amuse himself or was he talking to Uno?

“I’m rather glad I had that gentleman teach me how to do this, I never did it to such a large area but I’m sure you’ll be fine.”

As he came to the end he made one final cut before using the blade to peel up the skin, grabbing a corner he started to slowly peel it off to reveal the sore, red and blood-covered skin underneath. With the large piece of skin removed the blond tossed it away, taking time to admire his work. “Lovely~ Doesn’t seem I caused any major bleeding.”

[nanbaself]

tclesnmirrors‌:

                      Uno’s eyes widened, wanting nothing more then to               recoil back to avoid the  blade  that  was far too close to               his eyes. His throat tightened,  making it hard to swallow              and breath. With his heart thrumming in his ears, he was               falling into a  state  of  panic.  But  he couldn’t move. He              knew he couldn’t move.  Not  when  Elf  could easily just               take his eye out with one upward movement. 

                      The  talk  of  removing  color  from  him  made  the             inmate realize just what  he  was referring to. His tattoos.              He was going to  remove his tattoo’s by pealing back his              skin.  His  heart  stopped  entirely  and  it  was  harder to              breath then before. He planned  on  mutilating  him while             he was still alive. The mere  thought  of the pain that was              to  come  cause  his  mouth  to  go  dry. He  was dead. If              no one found  him  anytime  soon,  he was sure he would             die  by  the  hands  of  the other. Elf already made it clear              that he didn’t like his very existence. 

Oh, that was fun how the blonde went still as soon as the blade had been placed against his skin. Still and quiet, just listening, such an obedient patient. “Oh my, it seems Jyugo didn’t learn his manners from you. He must have got them from the green-haired one. You’re such an obedient patient~ I’ll have to give you a sticker or something afterward.” Elf said in a cheerful tone as he pulled the blade away from Uno’s face.

“I suppose since it’s the easiest I’ll start with your shoulder first,” he said, moving to the side of Uno and placed his hand on the blonds shoulder, the other hand holding the blade as he placed it against his skin, right about the tattoo before he started to follow the outline of it slowly, cutting just the first bit of skin. The less blood he lost and the faster he healed the better.

[nanbaself]

jailbrxaking‌:

“Tell….my friends? i….don’t have friends in every building you know…but…i’ll try..if it works, i’ll do anything to find Uno.” letting his hands fall, would that be fine? or would more people go missing? he could only find out…

“It’s fine, just get as many buildings as you can. Don’t let any staff, guard or otherwise hear what I’ve planned. Trust none of them since we don’t have the slightest idea what this man looks like. This could be our best shot of getting 11 back instead of just waiting till he’s returned.”

[nanbaself]

jailbrxaking‌:

He was right….he’s always right. 

“I knew….since before the building 5 attack..that they wanted to take someone, someone around me….” digging his hand into his arm as he spoke, something he should have done before.

“Elf is here…somewhere…same with the scarred guard, but right now elf has left and he doesn’t want to talk to me anymore…..If i had told someone sooner…maybe this would have been avoided.”

Hajime stood, staring his inmate down as the annoying lockpicker seemed to finally break, to choose to come clean with everything he had. The guard was silent, taking in all the information. However, then he said something he didn’t expect.

“They’re here? Inside the prison?” What made 15 suspects that, had Elf told him? Had he seen them? “if you want to find Uno, probably the best thing you can do is get a word to your inmate friends. If a guard acts weird if you believe the man with the scar is here. Hopefully, his pawn did this without order so when information goes around, maybe he’ll give a small sign of who he is.”

[jailbrxaking]

“I knew tho…i knew what they wanted and i kept quiet.” he should have told someone, not kept it to himself, it had eaten at him the whole time in building five, feeding his resolve, but it was still a hanging threat.

[nanbaself]

“How about you start talking then 15, once and for all, tell me what I’ve demanded from you from the start. It is my job to handle this and I’m tired of you keeping things from me then pissing about it later. If you want my help, then trust me fully. Or handle it yourself, and I’ll make sure I keep a better watch on you. Because one way or another, I will get 11 back, and I will make sure to cave in that brats skull and rib cage before locking him up here.”

[nanbaself]

tclesnmirrors‌:

                      The blood from his face began to drain away as he noticed             just where the man was going.  His  eye  latched onto the sight of             the scalpel being opened from its protective case.  The guy didn’t            plan  on  doing  what  he  thought  he  was  going  to do right? He             couldn’t help but shift away  until  his  back  hit  hard  against  the             wall behind him with the binds  around  his  wrists digging deeper             into his skin.

                      Would he ever  see  Jyugo  again? Would he seen anyone            again? He got the feeling that Elf was going to keep his word and           ruin to the point  of  no  return.  What  would people even think of           him when he got out of this? He was  scared.  Uno was never put           into the position  where  he  would  be hurt this much. Not that he            ever thought someone  would  actually  kidnap him. It was one of            those situations where he  never  thought it would happen to him.            He bit down on his lip  nervously.  While  he probably should have            stayed  quiet,  he  got  the  idea  that  this  would  happen  to  him             whether he spoke or not. 

He took amusement in watching the color drain from the face of the blonde as he opened the scalpel. He wondered what awful ideas went through his head and what he thought he was planning. Whatever it was, it seemed enough to kick the chair that he was tied to back a bit until it hit a wall. “Oh trying to run now are we~?”

Elf took slow, even steps towards Uno. He placed his empty hand on his shoulder, the other bringing the scalpel up to just under his eye. “I hope I brought everything I need, I might only plan to remove the first layer or so to get the color off but I’m not sure how much that might bleed,” he said, slowly dragging the blade down Uno’s cheek, drawing a thin cut. “Of course, I do have Isou if something goes wrong, but you should still try not to squirm.”

[nanbaself]

jailbrxaking‌:

“Its my fault Hajime…..Elf too Uno because of me…because he’s my friend…when we used to be friends? but i don’t remember……if only…i stayed away..”

“Whatever, you might have drawn their focus to this place but you didn’t make them take an inmate. If you are an inmate, this is not your job to worry about or stop them. this is a failure on us guards and I will make it right. What did you plan to do? avoid the world. You’re as foolish as you are annoying you know that.”

[bubblegumsix-blog]

☠:Looks like the baby is out of his crib.

[nanbaself]

“Excuse you, need a lesson on respecting your higher and elder again Six? Or have you forgotten I’ve been here nearly double all of you tiny cry stains.”

[bubblegumsix-blog]

☠️: Finished with your plaything already? And here I was hoping I wouldn’t have to deal with you for another hour. Anyways, don’t you have better things to do than lecture me?

Screw “rankings”, Six was only interested in appeasing Isou, Elf could be the king of the world for all he cared and Six would still sass him.

[nanbaself]

bubblegumsix‌:

☠️: Finished with your plaything already? And here I was hoping I wouldn’t have to deal with you for another hour. Anyways, don’t you have better things to do than lecture me?

Screw “rankings”, Six was only interested in appeasing Isou, Elf could be the king of the world for all he cared and Six would still sass him.

“No, it passed out. It’s no fun playing with it while it’s asleep. Plus I needed another scalpel from Isou the one I was using got dull and wasn’t working very well anymore and some times are just easier done with that. However, I do have time to do better than lecture you if you’re wanting to cross me Six.” He’s in a mood, so he’s wanting something to take his aggravation out on.

[nanbaself]

jailbrxaking‌:

“I don’t keep things from you….not when it comes to this….” he was really worried how this was going to end, he didn’t want uno hurt… “Is there….any way to make someone remember repressed memories?”

“Good.” He said, sighing and picked up 15 by the back of his shirt, placing him over his shoulder and pat his back. “As a guarantee? Not that I’m aware of. There are some things that are said to work however there is a question of how true they really are.”