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[nasrael]

[[past]] . . . #selfie #redhead #instagirl #photography #picoftheday #availablelight #red #nerdgirl #greeneyes #makeup #choker #dontlookback #childhoodtrauma #depression #badday #existence #existinportraits (hier: Niedersachsen, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu6seFLHKDT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=scqgz875c8z7

[nasrael]

#decidetobehappy 🖤 . #smileyourpainaway 😶 Deciding to be happy may be easier to say than literally do yourself. Sitting here, binge watching netflix and sinking in a dark mood. Honestly, I know it better - I know the skills to overcome a depressive episode - but I have to admit, right now I am not strong enough. Well, that sounds too dramatic, I am still able to go to work, I just have a phase of weakness. Only want to do something for social awareness of mental health...and talk. . Maybe? . #happy #netflix #instamood #skills #depression #staystrong #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mindset #awareness #redhead #inkedgirl #makeup #sunshine #instagirl #mood #nerdgirl #clearmind https://www.instagram.com/p/BtR77OFHLcc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ks6qnvgiynd4

[nasrael]

I love to get a slight hint of who you all are 🖤 People are so interesting and different. #instaconnects Hope you have a good day 🙂 . . . #sensual #sensual__bnw #bnw #nudeart #model #photography #photooftheday #potd #blackandwhite #sexy #girl #woman #art #instagirl #instagood #noir #black #white #instalove #look #eyes #tattoos #tattoedgirl #bnwbotw #bnwbeautyoftheworld #portraitsmadeingermany (hier: Bremen, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtNzjXIne1M/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=79bwbt2s7bep

[nasrael]

Some high quality for you from my shooting with @fotografie_torben_schmitz. Love the results 😍 Looking forward to future shootings! ❤ . . . #sensual #sensual__bnw #bnw #nudeart #model #photography #photooftheday #potd #blackandwhite #sexy #girl #woman #art #instagirl #instagood #noir #black #white #instalove #look #eyes #tattoos #tattoedgirl (hier: Bremen, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtEDviKAtQU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v6s40fdd4omv

[nasrael]

[Insert caption] . . . #selfie #redhead #instagirl #photography #photooftheday #availablelight #red #nerdgirl #cravingforsunshine #smile #greeneyes #makeup (hier: Niedersachsen, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsx5fP8glub/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17xsn42whj4og

[nasrael]

Everybody is doing that #10yearschallenge. Well, my oldest pic of myself is from 2013. I am 27 years old. I don't have any photographs of my childhood. I don't wanna show you a picture from "so many years ago" and now, because I would leave so many things behind. I have improved since I was at the absolute worst so much, and I'm proud to say. When I look at my pictures, I see so many faces, so many persons and so many emotions. It's all me. It just feels wrong to throw them into two pictures. Now I am a women to say - I have a wonderful partner - lovely friends - and I have become part of a caring family 😍❤ Many many thanks to all the loving people around me 😘 . . . #childhood #mind #mindset #clearmind #healing #depression #mentalillness #mentalhealth #selfie #portraitsoveryears #life #progress #improvement #girl #tattoo #tattoedgirl #nerdgirl #piercing #mylifeinphotos #pinkhairdontcare #bluehairdontcare #greenhairdontcare #violethair #blonde #redhead #love #family #instamood (hier: Niedersachsen, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/BstH74eAwSX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1q72uh4l9z4k8

[nasrael]

Another throwback because I miss summer so much. #nofilter and #nomakeup . Who else is craving for some vitamine d sunshine? . . #throwback #summer #summerthrowback #sun #sunshine #smile #selfie #mallorca #spain #holidays #vacation #pinkhairdontcare #piercing #tattoedgirl #tattoo #vitamind (hier: Mallorca - Spain) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bssu_1uAi-M/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=i2342wju2zue

[nasrael]

Throwback to summer holidays in Mallorca 😊 . . . #throwback #summer #summerthrowback #tb #pinkhairdontcare #girlswithtattoos #piercing #abs #smile #happytimes #vacation #holiday #mallorca #malle (hier: Mallorca - Spain) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsqRPFzA-32/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=jmtkxz50274j

[nasrael]

This will be the last picture to show you from our little homesession at @miss_s.candyness's 💖🖤 . I am already excited what you guys will say to my following set that I shot at home 😍 Tomorrow is the day! . . #makeadifference #makeup #model #excited #cozy #redhead #nudeart #sensual #sexy #bedtimestories #photooftheday #photography #tattoedgirl #nerdgirl #clearmind #instamodel #instagirl #woman #girl #instagood (hier: Hamburg, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsf6018Fm3Z/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1n7m0bbtpcdec

[nasrael]

Something colourful for you 💖 . . . Teamed up with @miss_s.candyness #colourful #redhead #nudeart #model #sensual #bedtimestories #coffee #firstcoffee #coffeelove #makeup #girl #woman #photooftheday #photography #selfmade #mood #tattoedgirl (hier: Hamburg, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsbJqocF5tp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wo52ls7hajbd

[nasrael]

Good morning, loves! 🖤 . Hope your day started right. I won't tell you to "start your day right", because I myself can't, at the moment. Though it's important to beginn anyways. . . @fotografie_torben_schmitz #sensual #bnw #bnwsensual #blackandwhite #black #white #photography #photooftheday #model #sexy #girl #tattoo #tattoedgirl #nudeart #skin #mood #instagood #instamood #instamodel #startyourdayright #mindset #clearmind #instalove #instagirl #shooting #woman #availablelight #blackandwhitephotography (hier: Bremen, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsXqayIFbAx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1904i3e8ouqze

[nasrael]

New week, new try. . Let's set our goals and reach them step by step. . . @fotografie_torben_schmitz #newweek #newtry #monday #goals #stepbystep #sensual #bnw #bnwsensual #blackandwhite #photography #photooftheday #bnwsociety #sexy #girl #tattoo #tattoedgirl #eyesclosed #instagirl #instagood #noir #model #black #white (hier: Bremen, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsU_ZfhlyZ_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2u6vs3pok51

[nasrael]

Being sensual with @fotografie_torben_schmitz . . . #sensual #bnw #bnwsensual #blackandwhite #photography #blackandwhitephoto #sexy #art #girl #instagirl #instagood #photooftheday #noir #model #black #white #instalove (hier: Bremen, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsTBhKZlq6l/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ww716e2zwtug

[nasrael]

Still busy getting rid of that phase. 🖤 . . . #Depression hit me hard after #christmas. I saw it coming. I thought I would be #strong enough to overcome it without serious issues. But it shouldn't be. Now, I am doing better - already a long time ago I have learned the necessary skills to deal with mental health issues everyday. At least, my #wonderful boyfriend and my #beautiful #friends always #support me. Thank you very much! ❤ . You are not #alone. Don't be afraid of asking for help! People love you. . . #thankful #love #staystrong #mentalhealthissues #mentalillness #depression #Wohlfühlmensch #mentalhealth #mindset #makeup #halloweenmakeup #costume #tattoo #tattoedgirl #redhead #red #hair #help #sexy #girl #owl #accessoires (hier: Lengenbostel) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsLwp1TA_cZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=innau95t1htr

[nasrael]

Wenn die #Gedanken nicht bei den Augen 👀 sind - und die #Feiertage in #Stress ausarten. Ich musste heute leider schweren Herzens einen Familientermin absagen, weil meine gezählten freien Tage bis auf einen, alle verplant waren. Und ab morgen wird schon wieder gearbeitet. Es war eine schöne #Zeit, durchaus - aber dabei soll es auch bleiben. Immerhin steht auch noch #Silvester an 🤷🏽‍♀️ Für mich war #Weihnachten für viele Jahre eine schlimme Zeit. Hinter unzähligen Streitigkeiten musste ein Familienbild aufrecht erhalten werden, welches das ganze Jahr nie erfüllt wurde. Genützt hat es aber nichts. Umso dankbarer bin ich für meine Wahlfamilie ❤. Schöner könnte ich mir die Weihnachtszeit nicht vorstellen. #Danke! Wie geht ihr damit um? Könnt ihr dem Feiertagsstress und den vielen #Erwartungen gerecht werden? Und was macht ihr an Silvester? . . . #mood #instamood #keepsmiling #lichtspiel #christmas #keepgoing #memories #childhood #blessed #dankbarkeit #wohlfühlen https://www.instagram.com/p/Br2n-Vsghfa/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=tr6ogstc0bdl

[nasrael]

Alle schauten sie auf ihre Smartphones und pflegten ihre Social-Media-Präsenz. Stille herrschte. Wie so selten im Leben. Nur das wir auf der Autobahn in Richtung Apokalyptische Reiter waren 😋 . . . #apokalyptischereiter #konzert #mirrorselfie #party #weekend #frei #freiheit #ootd #goals #didit #fun #stimmung #goodmood #friends #goodtimes (hier: A1 Lohne/Dinklage) https://www.instagram.com/p/Brsi_43AkVt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ogljpb7d68td

[nasrael]

Funshot at Rockharz festival 💕 . . . #pinkhairdontcare #nofilter #fun #selfie #colourful #portrait #selfportait #Rockharz #rock #nerdgirl #alternativegirl #sky #liveforthemoment #throwback #blue #festival #watchout #tootired #goodtimes #summer #summerthrowback (hier: Flugplatz Ballenstedt) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrDd53IAT0Q/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1exlz8ywrygmx