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natalia samuels . 27. westbrook. you are not afraid. you are a cathedral waiting to be filled with hymns; you are an infinite playground; you are sky-bound and sprinting, so cover your heart in goose bump armor. it will only beat stronger, beat louder.

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the_native_tiger: Hi. I’m still here, I just continue to have an angsty relationship with social media. But what better way to express my apprehension than with a selfie. This time in black n white! 👌

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Megan Fox at Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles premiere in Westwood, California. August 3, 2014

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olivia easton.

Olivia had just gotten back into town from an audition she had finally convinced herself to go this morning only to get cut after the third round, she believed that she had done better than a few of the girls  that had gotten to stay and could already feel her past habits of self criticism starting to kick in as she walked around the Westbrook park aimlessly. The blonde not hearing her name being called out until she felt someone approaching her. “Sorry, I’m lost in my thoughts. Hi there.”

“Hey,” she breathed out with a smile as she approached Olivia. It had been quite a long time since she had ran into the other, wanting to catch her now, otherwise it’d drive Natalia crazy. “Anything special on your mind?” She inquired. Natalia would save the catching up and just dive right on in, she preferred that anyway -- always hating the questions one could receive after long times spent between seeing a friend or family member.

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evelina rhodes.

Looking at the boarded up door and the sad FOR SALE sign plastered onto the large window area next to it, Evelina folded her arms across her chest and sighed in disappointment. “Excuse me,” she turned to face the person walking up. “—I’m sorry, but do you know what happened to the antique store that used to be here? Mrs. Pearson, the owner… Is she still around?”

“I’m sorry,” Natalia noted as she stared up at the boarded building that she hadn’t quite noticed before, ever really. “I’ve lived here way too long and yet I never once stopped in. Though it must have closed while I was gone in the beginning of the year. Hopefully she had just retired?” 

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james alexander.

“I wouldn’t sit there if I were you.” The blonde looked over briefly to the chair next to her that was vacant, but now was finding an occupant. “I mean, if you plan on staying here for longer than a month, I wouldn’t sit there.” People who talked to– grew to like her, they all left. Owen, now Max. Everyone. “Unless maybe–” She swallowed the spit pooling in her mouth, “We can just agree you hate me, and maybe that’ll counteract my bad luck.”

Natalia almost froze at the sound of the other woman’s monotone voice speaking up. She was about to move believing somebody else was already occupying it until the blonde continued to speak and so Natalia got even more comfy, stirring the coffee that was in her hand. “Lucky for us both I’ve been here all my life and don’t plan on leaving soon?” She ended it with a question. Natalia obviously didn’t know where this was coming from but she also didn’t want to pry and so she stirred her coffee and took a long sip, “If it helps people find me annoying for always being so upbeat and cheery--” She mused with a small chuckle as if it could help find the other some semblance to smile or feel better.

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diesel hutton.

“I ain’t saying I’m good, but I do know a few tricks. Come on, it’ll just be one game. You win, I’ll buy the next round.”

“Listen I may have spent a good portion of my teenage years around bars but I still never learned jack about pool! Darts though, I’d be able to school you in a game of darts, definitely.”

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leon pahinui.

“Hey, uh, d’you mind getting the door for me?”

Delivering boxes of soap would be easier if he had more hands, honestly - if the door was a push he might’ve managed, but alas this shop had a front door you pulled and with four boxes stacked in his arms Leon didn’t have a spare hand to grab the handle. He was lucky enough to accost a passerby, though, and he gave them his politest smile so they knew he wasn’t a murderer.

“Oh gosh--” She jumped over to help the man, squeezing past him to grasp the door handle and swing it open. “I can do you one better if you need help carrying the boxes? It looks like you’re carrying so much, I could only imagine how much they weigh.”

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gabe cohen.

Gabe politely smiled and made eye contact with the person in front of him, his coffee cup in hand; him trying to make up for what just happened. “Sorry if I’m being rude, I’ve just had a very long shift at work.” The brunette ruffled up his hair with his free hand, his hair then falling right back down. “Don’t hold it against me for almost splashing a steaming hot cup of coffee on you.”  

“Unfortunately, this isn’t the first time this has happened to me,” she sighed down at the coffee stains etching themselves into her blouse. “And it’s definitely not on purpose, I swear I’m a good person and people don’t just throw coffee on me for the fun of it---” Natalie laughed a moment, shaking her head. Honestly, when you worked in a place as hectic as the ER, if you weren’t paying attention you could collide into a few people or so. Blame it on sleep deprivation for the times it happened. “Where do you work?” She mused, attempting to salvage the topic elsewhere as she scrubbed at her blouse as if it could take the stains out. Though she didn’t really mind, it was an old blouse after all.

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alanna mortensen.

“What’s a girl gotta do to get some service around here?”

“I came here all the time as a kid,” she murmured as she walked in behind the other female patron. “You have to sit down yourself before they even acknowledge you. They don’t mean to be rude about it, just how they’ve always been doing it.”

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fang zhou.

Perhaps it was the exhaustion, the poor sleep patterns, the dehydration, the lack of regular food intake, the introduction of tobacco as a way to smoke his stress away – whatever it was, Fang’s body had finally had enough. For a brief, alarming moment, it had shut down.

“What?” Fang groaned, squinting up from where he’d collapsed on the floor. His ears were ringing. Out of his peripheral vision, he could see someone moving towards him. “The fuck?”

“Hey....” Natalia had rushed over as soon as she saw said person collapse. She attempted to get them to focus, never once shaking them or attempting to lift them but rather hoping they’d turn over to at least be on their back for it was always the safest bet. “--Can you hear me?” She could hold a finger up waving it gently back and forth as if it’d get them to focus quicker.

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[poisonyvi]

In the past, I’ve been reluctant to share any bits of truth about myself or to really let people in on my reality. So I have said some things to throw people off the scent of what’s really going on in my life. So I have sort of aided the media in printing these misconceptions, which I regret.

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jaxon morgan.

He shook his head slightly, with a shrug of his shoulders. “No, what was it? Natasha? Naomi? Something with an N, right?” He asked, he was able to keep his features solemn, but the longer he looked at her, a smile cracked across his features. “You aren’t the only one to say that. Apparently, no one believes I’d be able to disappear and come back alive. I don’t know. The lack of faith is insulting.” The smile that wore itself on his features faded drastically as she held out her arms for an simple embrace. He shook his head at the sight, “No.”

“You’ve always been a terrible liar,” she quipped as if she really knew the Jax beneath the facade. Really, Natalia had only scratched the surface in the time they had gotten to know each other in whatever mess they could have considered themselves. Not strangers, not friends but something definitely strange. “Hey,” A pout formed on her lips for the sense of dramatics, “I didn’t think you’d have gone off and died. I just always expected you not to stay around for long. I guess I was partially right. Though it is good to see you back.” She admitted lightly, letting her arms fall back down to her sides after a moment. “Not even if I said I really need a hug right now?” As if that’d change his mind but she’d still tease anyway.