ilya's hand(s) here...
#don’t even talk to me about the second gif#how Ilya goes to touch Shane out of habit#but Shane’s taking them both in his hand. Shane’s taking the lead this time#something something mutual masturbation being their norm#but this isn’t. because this is Shane instigating with the purpose of making Ilya feel better#helping Ilya take his mind off whatever’s happening at home#this is shane caring for Ilya in a way that he isn’t actually ready for yet and Ilya just. gazing up at him#hand trembling over his side and up to the marks on his hip#because Shane is the one focusing on wringing out their pleasure so Ilya can just /be/#and /being/ is dangerous with the man you love so close (on your lap) yet so far (panicking in the afterglow)#anyway. hands!!!!! I’m always fully fine and normal and well adjusted about hands#ilya rozanov#shane hollander#heated rivalry#ilyashane
