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I’m back home from vacation 😭and I have a few of these so I’m giving one away on here.

The book is titled Morbid Curiosities: Collections of the Uncommon and the Bizarre by Paul Gambino.

This book features unique collections from 17 individuals, myself included.

I’m not one for making rules and I wouldn’t want anyone to follow me who doesn’t wish to, so we’ll skip all of that (however, if this book interests you, you should probably be following me ijs 😌). So reblogs count and feel free to reblog as many times as you want, as each reblog will count as one entry.

I’ll pick a winner on October 31st because it’s a good Halloween gift 🎃

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I dare you to reblog with your bra size.

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nativeluver

42C 4 me

theneons

These last few weeks I’ve been confused Sometimes I wonder if I’m better off alone. You fall in love, then break your heart. You fall in love again, its never ending.

The Ataris - Giving Up On Love (via theneons)

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thatonefrostycanadian

The second you see somebody, you know if you love them. You do. It’s special, you feel it.

Daniel Christopher Preda (via average-canadian-fangirl)

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I walked away because I wanted you to chase me. But you didn’t.

should i give up on you//3-1-16 11:24 pm (via i-accidentally-fell-in-love)

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animalsnaps

Don't give up yet...We haven't met yet. 😍

That’s very sweet but there is only one guy I want unfortunately he doesn’t want me but it’s ok you get used to being alone it feels like I’ve been alone all my life I guess it will just continue.

hey! i just saw your post and i just wanted to reach out. sorry about whats happening on your GAC blog, its horrible and nasty and people have been treating you. you seem like you have a lot going on in your life and on your mind and the extra hate probably just bogs you down even more. i honestly hope everything works out in your favor! good luck and stay safe :)

Thank you I appreciate it I don’t think I ever felt so alone by being in the GAC Family when I first started supporting them it was fine people used to talk to me but now I just get ignored by everyone & I’ve had enough there is very few people who really know me but everyone seems to think they do. I have always been nice & respectful to everyone but it seems that is a bad thing but I won’t change for anyone. This is me. I guess people can’t stand nice people. I refuse to be shunned for being myself. I just need out I have enough stress I love the guys & the show but I know when I need to exit also.

Just me with my new hair color

#Christy mature women #redhead

Why does love vex me so?

I really stink at love so I guess I should stop trying. I am at the point where I’ve given up on men and love I used to believe in it & have faith in it but after so many disappointments I guess I feel sometimes I am just unlovable. I always seem to fall for the wrong ones because they never fall for me. Why do I fall for these men if it is impossible for them to love me? I am so frustrated and discouraged with it. What am I doing wrong? I love until my arms break then they let me down. I can’t just fall for anyone very few men interest me so it is so hard for me to open myself up to just anyone. I give and give and I feel no one appreciates it. What limit must us givers set? I know love isn’t about what we get in return but do I have to do without always? why is this vexing me so? Everyone says don’t look for love it will come to you but it never does. I don’t expect much but a guy has to show a little bit of interest in getting to know me or wanting to spend time with me it never happens. Am I that boring & uninteresting? I really would like to know. I feel sometimes like no one will ever understand me. i talk to people then they leave so why even try to open myself up to anyone? I am tired of being the action one it seems like I am always the one who has to initiate conversation and i’m tired of it. Are people that wrapped up in their own will that they don’t notice others? I am confused & disheartened about people & men in general anymore I actually care about others but it seems I’m the only one lately. I know it’s not true but it feels that way to me everyday. I know what I want, I know what I deserve & i know what kind of guy I need but very few men fit that description it’s not that I expect too much I just know what kind of guy can keep me interested. I know I am a damn good woman but it seems no guy can see it cause they are blinded by superficiality maybe I am just too old fashioned or too old I see things so differently than others. I am not sure what it is but I wish I knew the answers. I’m not getting any younger I don’t want love to find me when I’m 60 cause I will be too old to enjoy it by then. i have just lost hope & I am too discouraged to try anymore because I’ve tried so much in the past only to be left behind & empty handed. It makes you very weary when things constantly turn out wrong. It seems like I have been constantly knocked down I am too weak to start over or try again. I can’t do it anymore because love has only brought me distress & pain so I am starting to think it’s not worth it anymore.

#love #relationship #True Love #soulmate #dissappointment

You're awesome

Aww thank you you are too

(I don’t have a dirty mind I have a sexy imagination, that is why I like pics like this words are very sensual to me because I am a writer)

Pushing her against the wall looking deeply into her eyes He says "You Are Mine" Holding her hands tightly against the wall he kisses her passionately sucking on her lower lip Catching her breath she says "Then Own Me" Kissing her passionately once again moving his hand between her legs he plunges his fingers into the soft folds of her inner thighs making her moan with pleasure. He pushes his fingers in deeper making her shiver with sensual delight. She kisses his neck as he plunges another finger deeper inside her delicate folds collapsing into his arms she moans intensely into his ear "yes deeper baby" as he obeys she writhes in sheer pleasure then he scoops her up into his arms and lays her on the bed looking intensely into her eyes. Pinning her hands down once again he moves his soft, full lips gently kissing all over her neck & breasts moaning intensely once again she murmurs "take me own me yes please"....

#love #relationship #erotica #sex #writer