teenage emotional garbage

KnY, Mitski, MSI, MLP, CRK ••• 💞 || Genderfluid // beginner (?) digital artist // Michiharu, shinogiyuu, sanegiyuu (cursed) any Muichiro and sanekana shippers DNI // Non-english //

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IMPORTANT!

I know I haven't ever mentioned this in two years of having this blog, which is my bad, but I wanna explain something very, VERY important about me. I'm a very introverted and asocial person and I struggle to keep the conversation for more than 5-10 minutes (and when I do, I feel the almost paralysing anxiety). Well, I wouldn't tell it if it wasn't a real issue for me on the internet, while answering some comments.

Yes, I do feel intense stress while commenting back and I can't really speak my mind if it's about something important (like my vents) so I often just like it to prove I appreciate the support from some of you.

So, if anyone is confused why I don't type back something like "Thanks!" Or something, just know I REALLY, REALLY appreciate your comments, I just struggle to say it out loud.

(Also, it hunted me for a while, that's why I decided to make this post)

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A bit late but happy pride y'all

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I think I won't be posting or I will be posting very rarely until like late June or possibly until the end of the summer/half through the summer because I've been under so much stress and pressure I can't really focus on creating anything interesting to post. Also, it's just for the sake of my mental health since it got a bit too bad.

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Kny au idea

Antiques market au

In short, Muzan, Kokushibo, Douma, Akaza, Nakime and Kaigaku are selling everything they find throughout their lives (it's mostly Kokushibo's shit) (yeah they can walk when the sun is out)

Roles:

Akaza and Kaigaku are watching if no one is stealing and they operate the cash register

Nakime and Douma are taking out and packing items

Kokushibo exercises power over them, orders what to put out for people to buy and when, he sometimes presents the items, showing how to use it

Muzan sits in the shade, not giving any fuck about anything. He would sometimes talk with Kokushibo about money (half of it comes to Muzan) and he'll sometimes give some advice when it comes to attracting costumers

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I forgot to post Kokushibo art, don't mind me

Tw. May be unsettling

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I won't be able to finish my pvc cosplay on Thursday, so I'll pull up as Kokushibo instead

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Kizuki's ages are so weird, because wdym Kokushibo was 200+ years old when Akaza was an infant and wdym Rui is older than Kaigaku

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Idk if I might be onto something but I think Michikatsu got his mother's way of getting angry/crashing out (how do I word it). Yk, Akeno literally was held by the midwives when she found out her husband wanted to kill Yoriichi and as we saw in the manga panel, she even managed to pull his sleeve and as for Michikatsu, he completely crashed out when Yoriichi died, slicing his body in half

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"My confession" or any other DDLC songs may be one of my favorites to listen to when I'm doing/creating something sad or creepy, like an art work. "My confession", in my opinion, feels like a feeling of exhaustion, not wanting to do anything and just go to sleep and never wake up. It is an undescribable feeling of being hollow and helpless or, totally the opposite, hopeful and silently admiring someone. It also feels like the end of something meaningful, something that gives nostalgia now, something that once made you happy, but now it's gone.

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I need more top Muzan x bottom Michikatsu/Kokushibo fanfiction recommendations because I feel like I've read everything

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I honestly need more gender bend Kizuki content WITHOUT unnecessary sexualization or mischaracterisation

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Headcanon! Demons can have a "human" appearance to disguise themselves in the crowd. When they show some big emotions like, extreme anger, cat-like pupils may appear or worse, Kizuki rank (just like in Tamayo's case).

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Fem Kokushibo muscle study bc im so cooked for my exams she will save me trust

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Is there actually any Yoriichi official art

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Officially Michikatsu's spiritual animal is a cat because his name is MichiKATsu

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My OC as a human

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Introducing the language Michikatsu uses in analog horror au. It's called the Makhasan language and it doesn't exist in the universe where the comic is taking place