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[sespursongles-deactivated201906]

And speaking of Sophia Tolstoy, her diaries are just so depressing. 

“I am to gratify his pleasure and nurse his child, I am a piece of household furniture, I am a woman. I try to suppress all human feelings. When the machine is working properly it heats the milk, knits a blanket, makes little requests and bustles about trying not to think […].“

She wrote this when she was 19, one year into her marriage to Leo and as she was pregnant with the first of his 13 children.

A few years later, when she was 25 or so:

“I am so often alone with my thoughts that the need to write in my diary comes quite naturally … Now I am well again and not pregnant—it terrifies me how often I have been in that condition. He said that for him being young meant “I can achieve anything”. For me […] reason tells me that there is nothing I either want or can do beyond nursing, eating, drinking, sleeping, and loving and caring for my husband and babies, all of which I know is happiness of a kind, but why do I feel so woeful all the time, and weep as I did yesterday? I am writing this now with the pleasantly exciting sense that nobody will ever read it, so I can be quite frank with myself […].“

During her 12th pregnancy she wrote about taking scalding baths and jumping from high pieces of furniture to try and miscarry.  And at one point while reading her husband’s diary (which he told her to read) she found the sentence “There is no such thing as love, only the physical need for intercourse and the practical need for a life companion.” In her own diary she wrote “They ebb and flow like waves, these times when I realise how lonely I am and want only to cry…”

A few years before her husband’s death, she published a cycle of prose poems titled “Groans”, under the pseudonym “A Tired Woman”.

[julienbakerfavormp3-deactivated]

the most depressing quote from her diaries:

“I have served a genius for almost forty years. Hundreds of times I have felt my intellectual energy stir within me and all sorts of desires - a longing for education, a love of music and the arts… And time and again I have crushed and smothered these longings… Everyone asks, “But why should a worthless woman like you need an intellectual or artistic life?” To this question I can only reply: “I don’t know, but eternally suppressing it to serve a genius is a great misfortune.”

[artistformerlyknownasbutttrumpet]

i was training a young person at work, and she referred to sexual assault as "SA" out loud, and i immediately was like, "no, it's sexual assault, call it what it is," bc idgaf if the algorithm overlords have taught y'all that you should fear direct language, how tf do any of you expect to ever address real issues with any amount of seriousness if you can't even say the words? imagine an advocate looking a sexual assault survivor in the eyes and asking "did he grape you?" it's absolutely fucking absurd, but these young interns and new hires are coming into an environment where we deal with survivors of all different kinds of abuse, and they're coming with the mindset that the words are as bad as the actions, and that makes them shitty at the job and look juvenile af

i HATE self-censorship for a lot of reasons, but being in crisis work makes it even more frustrating. who are you censoring for? like i am being so fr, WHO are you censoring for? have you even thought it through? people who have been raped know that they have been raped. if someone attempts suicide or is grieving someone who did, saying "sewer slide" isn't going to protect them from any of the feelings. a murder victim's family isn't going to feel better bc you said "unalived" instead of murdered. if anything, it's just extremely invalidating and othering. it's saying "what happened to you is so bad that i won't even say the word," which is NOT trauma-informed care. you are not protecting survivors/victims when you self-censor. the ONLY things you protect when you self-censor are the puritanical ideologies that are being encouraged by rich fascists who want your money and obedience

say the fucking words, guys. just say the goddamn words before i go insane!!!

[anglaised]

theres a reason u associate east asians with femininity and black people with masculinity and it has nothing to do with actual masculine or feminine “behavior” and everything to do with race science 😭 u have been taught race science, u haven’t unlearned race science 😭😭😭😭 READ A BOOK ABOUT RACISMMMM

[gnomebutch]

do some people really not view women as an oppressed group that deserve protection? it’s literally one of the only groups that have been oppressed by every single culture throughout all of history.

[treecitysessions]

Even in left wing circles it’s literally like pulling teeth trying to get people to take misogyny seriously as a real problem that is killing women and ruining their lives everywhere all the time and not like a haha silly 1950s problem we just make jokes about now

[muttsandmustelidae]

still thinking about the dog gender essentialism thing bc it’s So bad man. i’ve legitimately seen multiple people repeating the phrase “a girl dog will love you, a boy dog will be in love with you 🥺” and i personally think that people who say this need to stay exactly 1000ft away from all boy dogs forever

[probuccalfat]

when will the terfs realize that even if every trans woman and tgirl fell off the face of the earth like somehow got thanos snapped out of existence tomorrow, it wouldn’t get us any closer to solving/eradicating misogyny like it would still be there… because it isn’t caused or furthered by trans women and girls

[knownqueerbaiter]

idk who needs to hear this but it’s healthier for you to just accept that you’re gonna be kinda fat than it is to live the rest of your life miserably trying to monitor yourself to maintain a skinny weight your body doesn’t want to hold onto

[knownqueerbaiter]

“nothing tastes as good as skinny feels” what feels even better is living a life where your self-worth isn’t entirely dependent on your thinness and you don’t constantly monitor and shame yourself. attaching the tweet that was worth at least five hours of therapy for me

[bewbin]

you were born in 2006? what are you? a Honda Civic?

[redstonedust]

i understand (on paper) why companies are anti-piracy but its funny when random individuals are also strongly anti-piracy. like how does it negatively affect your life if someone you know downloads a cracked torrent of sims 4. you dont work for EA. EA isnt gonna pay you for this. you lose nothing. its fine. chill out.

[anglaised]

Ariana Grande is wealthier than you in terms of looks and wealth 🤭

im having a delicious piece of cake now

[arianator-99]

The OP:

Ariana Grande-Butera:

I think we can see who is better 🤭 I think OP knows too, which is why they responded with cake instead of a ✨face card✨

[anglaised]

???????????????? u r insane

[arianator-99]

Am i? How about we let the audience decide then, troll.

Who has a better ✨face card✨

Ariana Grande-Butera

“Anglaised”

Voting ended onJul 26

[anglaised]

i really dont think this is gonna go the way u think it is 😭

[mizumanta]

[inthetags]

Reblog and put in the tags the first album you’ve ever bought and your latest.

[classycookiexo]

[trans-masked]

To start out I’m going to say that literally anyone in the trans community can be guilty of this: when you see your personal dysphoria overriding your actual morals and political positions you need to step back, breathe, and reevaluate. Your discomfort does not mean you’re unsafe or that you have the right to lash out at the people around you.

If you believe you are experiencing “secondhand dysphoria” because you personally would be embarrassed to look the way someone else looks or to act the way someone else acts you just need to leave the room. Telling someone that you would be miserable if you were them is flat out hateful and it doesn’t matter what feelings you’re going through, it’s unacceptable to talk to other human beings that way.

If you see a depiction of a uterus or vulva and your first reaction is revulsion and anger you need to keep that to yourself and work through those feelings mentally or in private with someone you trust. Dysphoria over having or not having these organs is difficult but falling into the misogynistic hatred of the bodies of around 50 percent of the population isn’t productive. Again, bigotry doesn’t become ok just because you’re having big feelings.

If you find yourself being resentful of other people, cis or trans, for being gender nonconforming that is something you need to figure out. You can try to come up with a million reasons why you’re right and everyone else is an evil fake trans bigot or you can just accept that your experience of the world is nowhere near universal and actually practice acceptance.

[i-am-the-oyster]

[loveridden1999]

when england lose, women bruise