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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

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I got 100%??? On my GIS test I barely studied for??? And now I don’t have to take the final???? Holy fucking shit this post works.

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It's one of those nights, where all the failures and mishaps come back to mind and I remembered why I didn't want to be here. Why I don't want to be here. And I'm struggling. I know I'm burden. With less than a handful of people who do genuinely care. But I'm struggling. It's a constant battle. I know I'm too much, and I try my best to keep it all locked down. But it's killing me. I'm dying from all the hurt. I think I give up

Suicide loss.

I'm not coping, Nathan. I miss you so much it hurts me. It pains me. I know that's nothing on what you were going through that it got to here. But I'm hurting. I'm still alive and hurting, you passed your pain to us, and as angry as it makes me, I'm still more sad that you were hurting And I didn't know. I still remember the very moment I found out, and I can still feel the pain I felt that moment. The world froze. I couldn't breathe. a part of me died that day. A part of me left with you.

You were hurting And didn't feel like you could come to us. You were hurting, and now you're in a better place. I'm glad you're no longer hurting, but now I'm shattered. I had so much planned for the future with you in it. The funny antics, the drinks at mum and dad's, I could imagine the drunk phone calls from you and mum. I would have continued the little prank war we had. Your surprise gift arrived. The one I had ordered ages ago. I was going to send to you.

I don't know how to Cope, I don't know. I'm lost. I'm sick to my stomach. I miss you. I love you. I loved you so much. I wish you could just come back. I'm hurting now. I need you to come back. And tell me this is a sick prank.