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[nazezdha321]

hi everybody :) it’s been a while! 

first, i just wanted to apologize for disappearing. life is getting ever more stressful and busy and i can’t imagine it’s going to change anytime soon, but i am going to make more of an effort to set some time aside for myself and the things that make me happy. reading fanfiction and being a part of this online community are a few of those things - but they’ve also been taking a lot out of me. that’s the second reason i disappeared. and the third is, cumulatively, my mental health has been awful. it turns out your actions have consequences! everything everyone warned me about was true! (i am doing better now). 

i have decided to a few ground rules going forward. i’m not pushing myself to finish fics that aren’t bringing me joy. they might bring me joy one day, so i’m going to keep them up, but they are not being updated if i do not want them to be. as such, comments rudely demanding updates are being deleted. die mad about it, write your own fic, i don’t care, but i am not going to handle it. i am also not taking prompts or requests for fic, unfortunately, unless we have a separate or previous arrangement. requests for fic snippets are always open, of course! and you’re always welcome to comment, dm, or visit the askbox to talk :) 

i am going to be better about managing my time and my mental health (especially so that i can get a good grade in therapy when i am able to access it again in september, which is something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve). 

eventually, i’m going to redo this blog and probably ao3. new theme, new era !!

fourth, i just wanted to thank you for sticking around, if you still are! i’ve got a couple things almost ready to be posted that i’m really excited about :) ilu <3

i am also looking for movie and show recs please get me into something new i am on my millionth rewatch of daredevil

[anxietyproblem]

[gefdreamsofthesea]

i've been looking at moodboards for the past month and i have lots of time to waste.

I got fairycore.

So sparkly

[steve-rogers-best-girl]

If the Disney+ Daredevil series doesn’t have a hallway fight scene they will be hearing from me and my really good lawyer.

[dani-m-art]

When the wifi goes out

[nazezdha321]

every single day i wake up and i think about daredevil season two episode one “do you mind if i ask you a personal question” “go ahead” “are you insane” and then i go back to my life of suffering and misery

[nicola-coughlan]

Thank you. That’s the thing I wanted to say. Thank you.

[nazezdha321]

ohhh we’re getting emo abt sw rebels again

[bloodraven55]

that some people respond to any well-foreshadowed reveal with “ugh that plot twist was so predictable” proves bad faith criticism has rotted their brains to the point they think it’s bad writing if they can correctly identify information the writers were intentionally giving them

[bloodraven55]

like you do realise that the entire point of set up and pay off is that you’re supposed to pick up on the clues the writers give you right? you do understand that plot twists only work when they retroactively make sense bc there were hints building up to the reveal right??

[ojibwa]

i rlly hope it gets easier soon bc i am fucking losing my mind

[pinkcatminht]

[nazezdha321]

me showing up 2 class for the debate with my chosen topic, should america become socialist? 

[nazezdha321]

great news my english class is now socialist !

[nazezdha321]

me showing up 2 class for the debate with my chosen topic, should america become socialist? 

[fulltimehabibti]

i wanna thank the onion

[loving-jack-kelly]

Im obsessed with the idea of outsider pov its just so good and such a fun way to flesh out characters like. The complex inner life and relationships and motivations I know are there compared to the person who sits across from them on the bus every day on the way to work and only knows that they exclusively listen to a single song on repeat every morning

[nazezdha321]

no one: 

me, getting back into the big bw fic because one (1) person commented on the little bw fic:

[armandgender]

okay wait u should all take the nyt dialect quiz which will tell u where ur from based on the words you use for certain things. don't dox urself in the tags tho

[thatdisasterauthor]

Didn’t even get close for me.

Also, I have QUESTIONS about the answers here.

[charmingpplincardigans]

I'll literally never forget the day I referred a sunshower as the devil beating his wife behind the kitchen door and every single person at crafternoon (all from the northeast originally) just stared at me like I was the one doing the beating.

[nazezdha321]

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