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chester 15 || taken links

[ndpapy-blog]

ok i made the new blog ill message ppl the new url now stay safe memes

[ndpapy-blog]

im remaking my blog, deviantart, spotify probably, 8tracks, everything. if i trust you i’ll message you with the url.  if you want it you can message me and i’ll tell you it maybe sorry if i dont tell you this is for my own mental safety

[ndpapy-blog]

ill go back to my original dream and everything will be ok

[ndpapy-blog]

tfw all your dependeds are gone at once

[ndpapy-blog]

i am finally free

[ndpapy-blog]

if i made a new blog would you follow me there?

[straightboyfriend]

friend: how are you!! me: I’ve wanted to jump off a roof for three days in a row & my self control is wearing thin

[ndpapy-blog]

i wanna make a new blog i feel like filth

[ndpapy-blog]

bpd: what do you want to overreact to today

me: just fuck me up

[softsleepydyke-deactivated20190]

that bpd feel when u desperately want to go out and be around people and then u do and almost immediately get exhausted and want to go home bc human interaction is so strenuous

[relatabledpdfeels]

dont reblog if you dont have dependent personality disorder

tdpdfw ur feelings only consist of:

aaaaaaaaa

“yes of course whatever u say!”

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

why did i do that……

my depended loevs me! happy!!!!!!!!!!!

Suffering™

time 4 death!

[extreme affection mode activated]

nobody likes me everybody hates me guess i ll just go

aaAaaaaaaaaAAa

im alone ! welcome to hell ! welcome to hell !

i am….the worst……………

everything in the whole entire world is my fault

i am a sin against humanity

a b a n d o n m e n t ! ! !

apology time!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[timeforbpd]

That bpd feel

When you dont even have enough energy to do basic daily tasks and you know that the only way to get out of this state is to either hurt someone or hurt yourself so its either neverending depression or being a Total Asshole™

[ndpapy-blog]

nt: oh its fine that youre mentally ill. im not gonna treat you any different!! i see you as exactly how i did before!

me: ................thats absolutely useless but Thanks

[mx-bones-deactivated20160831]

WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARE ON THE VERGE OF GETTING A MOOD DROP BUT YOU’RE IN A GOOD MOOD SO YOU’RE TRYING TO NOT LET THAT HAPPEN

[ndpapy-blog]

me, a simple borderline: *starts fights w people because im bored or self destructive*

also me, a simple borderline: *cries when someone disagrees with me*

*cries if i deem an argument unfair*

*cries if more than one person gets involved in an argument*

[punkpineappple-deactivated20180]

sometimes i want to apologize for talking about my disorder but then i remember that it’s literally called a mental disorder so it’s literally consuming my mind but like lowkey i’m still so sorry???

[pdchloe]

me: *sees that I got notes on the website Tumblr .com*

me: ahhhhh yessss :-)))) the Vaildation™