Howdy

Oh, im 22 &you can call me Neb🐟 [INTP-T/ Chaotic Neutral tbh]🐟 Anxious artist🪼 I wanna post my art but im scared to be percieved lol

[nebulabunni3]

(16 minutes late) ye olde annual birthday post

twenty two?

whoop-dee frickin doo.

I miss my dog, had to put him down at the beginning of November. Grief is like a pinball machine, and I’m the little ball that Life will not let return & go back into the relaunch spot :/

Im happy I’m alive and danced around the sun again… But it’s the first birthday without my boy, and it sucks.

I got so used to grieving the living that I forgot how to grieve the dead. Fly high my boy. Be nice to your cousins that went before you, and keep visiting us in your silly little ways on this mortal realm.

[blossompencil]

Imagine this..

Having monster roommates isn't as romantic or dramatic as novels make it.

Your werewolf roommate is constantly using the lint roller to keep their fur off everything. The vampire roommate has already joked about 'vacuuming the source'.

Currently, there is a blanket trade negotiation because the naga roommate has the best blankets. You are bribbing them with whereabouts to vampire roommate's stash of blood candies and other sweets.

It's a chaotic but amusing apartment as at the end of the day, no matter what, everyone comes to the living room for dinner to watch the sitcom that makes everyone guess who ends up with who at the end.

[blossompencil]

Imagine this..

You're the manager of an idol group of demons. They're a kind of succubus and incubus. They don't necessarily feed off pleasure.. just intense emotions.

Despite being human, you're a very important part of their group. You keep everyone on track, make sure everyone gets rest, and plan everything so they just focus on performing.

They show their gratitude very affectionately. They are already affectionate with each other, so it only makes sense they are the same way.

Tails curling around your ankle or calf. A chin or two constantly on your shoulders to see what you are doing. Being dragged from your work to be in their cuddle pile.

Your idol group of demons appreciate you very very much! And they always want you to know that.

[blossompencil]

heyya i absolutely love your writing 🙏

can i please ask for more human messenger for the monsters ? im gnawing at my enclosure 😩

Imagine this..

Winter is approaching all the kingdoms. It makes your delivery of messages even more dangerous and time-consuming.. Thankfully, the kingdoms are awaiting your arrival the moment your horse leaves your kingdom gates..

The Elf Kingdom.. doesn't even wait for you to announce your arrival. The gates are already opening as the harsh wind practically blows you inside. Your horse is taken to rest with the high deer while you are taken to a personal tower. Already food and dry clothes are provided. The meeting can wait until you are ready. The Elven King himself comes by to make sure you're settled in alright. He's clearly reluctant to let you leave during the height of the storm.

The Orc Tribes.. left clear markings for you to follow so you find your way to their winter sanctuary. Your horse gladly rests with the giant wild boar. You're allowed immediate access to the large tent the tribe uses for gatherings and large meals together. Hot stew and meed (though understood if you do not drink it) is provided as the elders of the tribe talk with you about the message. As you get ready to leave, they insist you take spare cloaks of fur they have with you.

The Dwarf Camps.. were surprised you risked the trip at all! The storm is the worst at the peaks they reside in. They are practically scolding you for even attempting the journey while getting your horse to a stable and you somewhere warm. Any ruined or less than perfect gear is getting replaced or fixed as you talk with the council about the message. Though their attitude is infected by the dangerous trip you made.. They actually refuse to let you leave until the storm dies down enough for safe passage.

[blossompencil]

Imagine this..

You're a messenger for the human kingdom. Many would hate to be in your shoes.. traveling under the cruel sun and having to adventure out to the kingdoms that the common folk tremble under..

Yet all you see is entirely different worlds.

The Elf Kingdom.. is one of the oldest civilizations. With their long lifespan and sharpened minds, they have seen through wars and disasters. When you arrive through the gates, they already have everything prepared. The best stablehands for your horse. The best room and refreshments for your stay in the kingdom. The Elf King and his advisors value your words and input. Which is a very hard thing to accomplish for an admittedly ignorant group.

The Orc Tribes.. may seem like a gruff group of barbarians, but they value strength in all forms. When they hear you riding in, they know you've survived another grueling testament of patience and endurance. A private tent is set up for you, and your horse is taken well cared of. They take your stay quite seriously. The best of their warriors guarding your tent. The Orc Tribes know all too well of enemies trying to trail behind you for a moment to strike.

The Dwarf Camps.. is another one of the oldest civilizations. Many kingdoms do not interact with them due to their isolated lives in the quarries and mountains. But they appreciate the struggle you go through to make it up the rocky cliffs. Your horse gets the best horse shoes ever possibly made. Dwarven steel. Your gear gets fixed up as you discuss trade with the council of members. The Dwarfs do not let you leave until they know you and your horse are in the best possible shape.

When representatives of each land come visit your kingdom? They always pay you the greater respect than your ruling monarch. It's you who's traveled across blazing suns and chilling storms to keep them informed.

So it will be you each land fights for a chance to marry one day.

[nebulabunni3]

Love that for messenger human

RAAAAHHHHHHHH

[the-seelie-court-official]

"that doesn't sound sincere- it sounds rehearsed" is one of the most devastating and fucked-up statements you can make to anyone in the neurodivergent/ADHD/Autistic/Schizophrenic/Disordered Personality sphere. yeah bitch it's rehearsed. because i wanted to get it right when i said it

[beanthebugboi]

I’ve recently discovered how much better life can be when we normalize this. My best friend and I have started saying “hang on, I’m scripting” when we need a minute to mentally rehearse during big conversations (and “bear with me, I’m doing improv” when we’ve reached the end of our script and start to struggle with words lol)

[sparkylurkdragon]

I say 'loading' a lot to my support workers, meaning 'I have run up against Brain Fog, give me a moment'.

[onelastchorus]

rest in peace to these beautiful amphora style CGs that were genuinely one of my favorite parts of the amphoreus patches..

[tordenvejr]

i don't even find perfection that interesting, like if you polish and prune something too much it can lose its soul and charm. art and people need to be a bit imperfect in order to be captivating

[sushigeeg]

Give me a Yuu who recoils at the sight of spilled ink, because it looks a little too much like blot.

Yuu, who cowers when Riddle starts to go red.

Yuu, who hates the feeling of sand and avoids brushing shoulders with Leona.

Yuu, who panics when they’re too deep in the water, never trusts the Leech twins at the beach, and get scared by too many limbs.

Yuu, who shrinks away when Jamil looks them in the eyes a little too long.

Yuu, who rushes to compliment Vil, lest he get upset.

Yuu, who clings to Grim a bit tighter and doesn’t like going to Ignihyde alone.

Yuu, who stays awake until they physically cannot because they’re scared they won’t wake up.

Give me a Yuu with a little bit of trauma, because no one would be okay after that.

[helpthegremlinisloose]

Give me the boys *noticing* how yuu reacts

Give me the boys feeling genuine guilt over what they've done and how they can't fix it

Give me the boys knowing that no matter how they may change and grow they've permanently scarred someone

Give me the boys laying awake at night knowing they've hurt someone so deeply they live in constant anxiety because of them

[jadednoodle]

Give me Yuu's friends who notice these changes, but shake in frustration at not being able to do anything about it

Give me Ace and Deuce feeling misplaced guilt about not having saved their friend sooner from being a literal prisoner in Scarabia

Give me Ace with that sinking feeling in his gut when he wonders if Riddle still would've overblotted if he hadn't antagonized him so much. If he could've prevented the scars Yuu now carries from the roses thorns

Give me him brushing the thought off with his usual laugh, trying to bury it, but remaining unable to sleep. The sight of his best friend bleeding on the ground burning into his retinas every time he closes his eyes

Give me Ace eventually just giving up and heading to Ramshackle under the pretense of annoying Yuu

Give me Ace who, although he will absolutely deny it, relaxes when he sees Yuu unharmed, albeit a bit disgruntled at being woken up

Give me Ace who worms his way into Yuu's bed, claiming the rest of Ramshackle is too creaky and dusty to catch any sleep. It's more of a safety hazard, really. You should probably bring it up to Crowly!

Give me Ace who, even with all his teasing and mischief, can finally sleep when he hears Yuu's soft breaths next to him. Warm. *Alive*

Give me Ace who would rather die than admit it, but his world would be thrown upside down if something happened to his best friend. And he *definitely* doesn't sleep better because of Yuu next to him. Nope no way

[puckpuckvt]

I want to be in his arms so much

[lesbiansforboromir]

You actually cannot skip to being good at a creative endeavour that you haven't put much practice into. You cannot trick your way out of the 'knows that your work is not what you want it to be but don't know how to improve it' stage by planning or reading or talking about it really really hard. At some point you just have to craft through it until your brain finds it's own unique way back to the 'everything I make slaps' stage and be prepared to start the cycle all over again. You just have to make that project you're excited about slightly less good than you want it to be. (Says this standing in a pool of blood and covered in blood and also coughing up a little blood)

[lesbiansforboromir]

everyone stop reblogging this I hate to be reminded of my own good advice

[shop5]

let’s be real the pressure to use AI as an adult is exactly what they said the pressure the do drugs as a teenager would be like but the people that told us that caved immediately for the AI and definitely did not just say no

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

another hot topic drop

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There's a new T-shirt, hoodies (including fuzzy ones like the Grim-inspired hoodie), and a varsity jacket!

More merch, and of increasing effort in visual design... Maybe this is a good sign? Although the efforts still seem to be highly concentrated on the dorm leaders.

[nebulabunni3]

The grim hoodie is a WANT!

[kosmogrl]

[moldavite]

hopefully i'll get to do something other than endure soon. that would be really nice

[egberts]

also part of growing up is realizing that the embarrassing music you liked in your early teen years still goes hard as hell

[nebulabunni3]

Everyone else can let me down, living or dead, but you know who would NEVER let me down???

THATS RIGHT!!!

Gumi would never disappoint me OR my ears!!!

[dick-hardboiled]

There is absolutely a platonic explanation for that

[dick-hardboiled]

But I will also entertain the non platonic for my own edification do u understand

[goldensunset]