ok i just told someone this on discord and they told me to post it SO.
worrying is something your ego does, you (as the observer) are not your ego and therefore, are not the one who is actually worrying. and YOU, the observer, know that everything goes your way because you say so because that's how the law of assumption works.
one of my favorite things about my life rn is that im SO SURE that one of my manifestations is true, like it's so obvious to me that it's real and going to happen. but in order for that manifestation to happen, around half of the other things im manifesting have to happen too. so, basically, im manifesting everything i want because im manifesting my biggest dream. boom.
ok so starbucks is a BITCH but. there's a local coffee shop that ive had an interview with thats wanted to take me, but only chose someone else over me because they had more experience a year ago. now ive got experience from starbucks SO. Hopefully they take me. they're so cute and theyve got a great atmosphere
accidentally manifested that i keep failing things because i keep telling myself that i always fail. proof that manifestation is instant LOL (ive been flip flopping between different mindsets and my bedframe broke in the middle twice)
if you shed away all of the terminology and fixed explanations, shifting at its core is simply the act of loosening your grip on this reality through meditation, and refocusing your awareness onto another reality that has always existed within you.
was organizing my manifestations list/CR script today (was feeling inspired by @necrotizingmessage and their most recent post) and noticed a lot of things are already done or are in the process of being finished
honestly, i dont know if i was ever planning on coming back. i was in a bad spot when i went on hiatus. i was halfway in the grave mentally, and i had the mindset of "nothing ever works out for me, so why try anymore?" i was tired and sick of being disappointed, so i did what i always do: i quit as a defense mechanism.
but, today, i was hanging out with my best friend, when suddenly she said-
"god, i need to start manifesting. ur always getting what you want."
she had no idea that id stopped trying. that id given up. she just looked at my life, and saw a success story where i saw repeated failures.
so, let me tell you what i manifested in the last month, once i stopped actively trying to get anything.
- my own apartment for 500 a month with utilities included
- free furniture
- a good, reliable schedule at work
- my bank account never being below 500$
- constantly finding deals and coupons for stuff i want
- my z flip 6
- a haircut that always looks good on me
- 5 pounds of weight loss
- freedom
- a cat that's so amazingly sweet, well behaved, and extremely affectionate.
i didn't do anything for any of this.
seriously. i stopped doing everything id been doing when i went on hiatus. i stopped listening to subliminals, i stopped affirming, i stopped trying to shift, i stopped reading loa stuff online, i stopped EVERYTHING.
and the moment i stopped looking for it? i got everything.
hey guys sorry i havent posted in a while im like extremely depressed and i barely even believe in shifting or manifestation anymore because i keep getting disappointed . like i believe that you guys have had successes but rn it just doesn't feel like I'll ever get there. so. yeah. ill probably be back once im like not so fuckin miserable but this is my unofficial hiatus post
my z flip 6 is coming Wednesday and mom's told me I can rent out the basement for only 500 a month (places around me are at least 800 for a place half the size of our mother in laws, which is a full living room, kitchen, bedroom, bathroom, and huge living room)
okay consider me insane for this if you want But. dr where everythings the same except the zombie apocalypse starts and I'm prepared for it. bc I've marked out literally EVERYWHERE in my town that's a good spot for a base, people I'd want in my group, and what could go wrong that id be able to fix and what I wouldn't be able to... and I think it'd be fun. lol.
