[dogg-meat]

[negligibleawareness]

had to log off for over a year to finish college, graduate summa cum laude, and then get engaged

[dexi-draws]

Another Vi ❤️‍🩹

[visualeffex]

vi’s back on my mind 😪

[lsbnfinn]

chloe and her angel

[larimooo]

I love life is strange so much 😭😭

[loveridden1999]

my two moods these days

[zeepz-art]

Been getting into life is strange recently 🦋

[saintprey]

raw and rough. it suits you

[scuttlebite]

Here’s a tribute to my favourite game franchise

[covid-safer-hotties]

[theunfortunate-author]

[ibajo256]

[negligibleawareness]

shoutout to the passionate & other thoughts

I've started writing my first fan fic tonight and wow, this is incredibly difficult and I am even more impressed by the large body of works on AO3. My degree is in the English language and my career focuses heavily on an analytical read of information that is then presented in a formal, heavily cited report. I'm actually in report development at work right now, and it's genuinely more difficult to stare at the screen and will myself to bring these characters to life than it is to cite every single sentence I write at work. (Every. Single. One.)

I'm more frustrated with myself now for not writing in college. I mean- I did, but it was entirely for school. I wrote essay after essay with nothing but success. It's what led me to the open door of my career in an otherwise terrifyingly brutal job market. But I never wrote for pleasure.

I enjoyed the deep satisfaction of finishing an essay and seeing my arguments come to fruition, don't get me wrong, but it's not the same. So many stories and poems lived in the back of my mind as I zoned out watching whatever YouTube rerun at night because I was too exhausted to keep thinking.

Arguably, I'm working harder than I did in college. I can't keep making excuses for why I can't write. Truthfully, I'm so rusty. I haven't written for purely fictional purposes in well over a decade, probably. I folded my creativity into my analytical writing and never looked back. I regret not forcing myself through the awkward fears I had towards creative writing the past few years, because those fears haven't gone away. I'm just dealing with them now, rather than before.

Anyway, here's to hoping I can put together something small just to say I did it.

[negligibleawareness]

fuck, it's over 2,000 words long now. it's going to be multiple chapters. it's consuming my waking thoughts and the dialogue stews in my head as i fall asleep every night. i've committed to the bit. it's an angsty pricefield fic. lord help me.

[negligibleawareness]

update: it's looking to be at least 15 chapters and i'm currently writing an amberprice flashback chapter

[sunsbleeding]

[pc98-rom]

[rubyedgar]

The way Max and Chloe look at each other gets me every time..

"She's my partner" 🥹

[emmasclefairy]

MAX CAULFIELD FANART (by me teehee)

I FINALLY NOW HAVE A PROPER STYLUS AND A NEW TABLET TO WORK WITH YIPPEEEEE!!!!! This is my first drawing i've done NOT with my finger on my phone😛😛

(dark room background is from pinterest!!!)