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i'm nell, 27, she/they, chat a lot of nonsense abt IF. check out body count over at @bodycountgame! 

[virgomoon]

people are so lucky i can't explode them with my mind

[evertidings]

— INK\VOID [@notellum]

[evertidings]

Hi bestie I am asking my fave IFs around for this question

"What is one thing the ROs 🤭 want to hear, need to hear, and dread to hear from the MC?"

— [A] Devereux

want: “i’m on your side; i’ll be with you all the way”

need: “your passion is not a burden—it’s what makes you the wonderful person you are”

dread: “you’re too much for me”

— Blane Rekner

want: “you’re not a bad person”

need: “your trauma does not define you. it’s okay to still resent what happened to you, even if it was years ago”

dread: “you’re the reason [REDACTED] left you”

— N Alves

want: “you being in Blane’s shadow is not any fault of your own”

need: “you are not and do not need to be defined by other people. who you are is enough”

dread: “the only reason you stand out is because of other people—on your own, you truly are nothing special to look at”

— K de Vries

want: “you’re never truly alone”

need: “you’re not being punished for something you did, your immortality just is”

dread: “you think you’re protecting yourself but it’s actually the opposite—people dodge a bullet by not involving themselves with you”

— Rylan Villanueva

want: “you can just be yourself with me”

need: “i’m not going to run away if you decide to take off your mask”

dread: “no one you’ve left behind misses you—i know i certainly wouldn’t”

[johnwickfucker]

howling

[christophernolan]

Pick a Jane Austen love confession

“The very first moment I beheld him, my heart was irrevocably gone.”

“To love is to burn, to be on fire.”

“You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.”

“If Ioved you less I might be able to talk about it more.”

“You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope.”

“My heart is, and always will be, yours.”

Voting ended onJul 15, 2023

[tlirsgender]

The poll feature really took off because it taps into tumblr's favorite activity: being extremely opinionated about things that don't matter

[dragonprincessmew]

[oscararcane]

Do you prefer…

Flaky croissant 🥐

Bready croissant 🥐

Voting ended onJul 16, 2023

go go go!

[emeraldotter]

cat employment

[runwiththerain]

the person you reblogged this from reminds you the most of...

the sun ☀️

the moon 🌙

the stars ⭐

Voting ended onJul 13, 2023

[thepig]

having edgy ocs is soooo embarassing like yeah this is johnny... he.. kills people... yeah with a knife and theres blood and stuff yeah... sorry i know...

[lake-erie]

why you hatin on the red hot chili peppers, man?

although i don’t agree with your taste in music, i have to respect your ability to type out this message while longboarding across campus

[nellplays]

fun fact: if someone puts your work on ifdb without your knowledge or permission then users can rate and review it there and the moderators of the site will refuse to remove it when you ask them to! isn't that neat!

[nellplays]

NELL YOU HAD A BABY? How are you? Are you all healthy? I sure hope so! I hope things are going really well for your family!! Just know youre always gonna be an amazing parent even if some days feel like you arent.

i did!! you are too kind, thank you <3

we are all happy and healthy but one of us does Not like sleeping through the night and the other one likes it very much and wishes they could do it again (i will let you fill in the blanks about who is who).

but yeah, a little person is currently taking up 98% of my time, which is why i'm not on tumblr very much and also why i am writing soooo sloooowly

[evertidings]

save the date. the rest of chapter nine is coming to you on june 30th at 12:30pm EST. the password is already up for those of you on the midnight tier on patreon and will be released on tuesday for those on the twilight tier.

to say this chapter has been a long time coming is the understatement of the century. i don't think i've ever struggled so much with writer's block until chapter nine. but it's here and it's here to stay. humour, angst and a good fight all rolled into one.

in this chapter…

learn more about Blane as you figure out why they holed themself up in the bathroom

console or reprimand a sulky A and, at the same time, experience an N that isn't as strong as they like to make it seem

see a side to Rylan you didn't think existed. consequently, see a side of K you didn't think was there

attempt to get to the bottom of things

fight.

after months of being in my word doc, i’m so excited to send the chapter out into the world and share this with you all. all my love <3

[evertidings]

up now for the twilight tier on patreon!! next up, public release :))

[sweatermuppet]

love to be vague & brief. love also to ramble & be highly detailed. depends, really. duality. range

[twofigs]

i am writing all the time except just like inside of me and not outside

[freshpickle]

fuck i completely forgot i need to curl up on my couch and scroll my phone for six hours. can we reschedule