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Synopsis: Michael's not in the mood to do anything big for his birthday but you won't let the day end without a little birthday gift.
Pairing: Husband!Michael Jackson x fem!reader
Warnings: Language, oral (m receiving), unprotected sex
Word count: 2.5k
Drea's note: Very late because I disappeared, whoops!
A gentle breeze flows into the sunset-lit living room. It seems as though every piece of furniture that the low rays hit is covered in a deep orange hue, creating a surreal environment around you. You hear the ocean sing from a distance, its scent filling the large penthouse. The birds outside chirp, filling your ears just on top of the television before you. The sound tells you that the birds are making their way to their nests as the day ends. Itâs a calming sound, reminding you of how peaceful life has been ever since you married Michael.
The day seemed to go by quicker than you imagined. Having not done anything significant, you thought it would be a slow one. You thought your husband was joking when he told you he didnât want to do anything special for his birthday, but here you are, sitting next to him on the plush brown couch as he eats a forkful of the cheesecake you baked for him in the morning.
âItâs 6pm already?â He asks, watching his favourite show begin to play right on time.
You huff and cross your arms. âYup, and weâve done nothing all day.â
âWell I did say I wanted to relax today.â Michael sinks deep into the couch.
You had so much planned for him today. First youâd make him breakfast in bed, then take in for a walk along the beach and end it off with a lovely dinner along the coast. However, all of that was turned down the minute you brought it up that morning.
With a sigh, you turn yourself towards him. âI thought you said we could celebrate your birthday properly this year.â
He hums, keeping his eyes on the TV. This frustrates you, but knowing Michael, he probably had a good reason not to want something huge for the day. Of course his religious beliefs had something to do with it, but you knew that wasnât all it was because as he grew older, he became more lenient with religious practices, especially when it came to celebrating birthdays.
You stand up and face him, blocking his view of the TV. He looks at you while shoving another forkful of cheesecake into his mouth with a blank expression.
âYouâre blocking the TV, pretty one.â He speaks as he chews, tilting his head to catch a glimpse of the show.
âCome one, Mike,â you whine, âtell me.â
âHe chuckles. âTell you what?â
âWhy didnât you want anything for your birthday?â You fold your hands over your chest.
He chuckles some more, clearly enjoying how something so simple - to him at least - could have his pretty girl this worked up.
âI was just lazyâ he shrugs, gently grabbing your hand and placing a soft kiss to it before turning you around and propping you on his lap, âJust wanted to rot in here with you, you know?â
âI canât believe you.â You laugh and he chuckles behind you.
Michael kisses the back of your shoulders. Wrapping his arms around your middle. What an unbelievable excuse right? But you canât argue with him. He barely gets to have a day to himself, even now as his schedule has calmed down.
âWell Iâm not going to sit here and not give you a birthday gift.â You stand up and pretend to dust yourself off before walking away and into the bedroom.
âWhat-â He protests but shrugs and finishes up the last of his cheesecake, turning his attention back to the TV.
You walk into the large bedroom closet, making your way to the end on your side of the hanging clothes. Once youâre there, you crouch down and pull out a black velvet box tied with a red ribbon. You smile to yourself, untying the ribbon and opening the box. In it is a stunning pink lace set of lingerie topped off with a silky black robe. You begin undressing yourself, staring off with your grey leggings and cotton underwear then your black strap top and then your bra. As you stand there bare, you pick up the lacy bra from the black box and swiftly put it on, then the panties. You slip on the robe before walking out of the room back to where Michael is, still sitting with his arms splayed across the couch.
âMike?â You call from behind him.
âHmm?â He answers without looking back.
You roll your eyes and make your way to him, standing in front of the TV again, this time with a sly smile painted across your face. He looks at the black robe and raises an eyebrow.
âGetting ready to sleep already?â He asks, oblivious to what you have planned.
âUntie it.â He stands up; leaving only an inch of space between your bodies; and unites the robe.
âFuckâŠâ He whispers under his breath as the black robe opens to expose your gift to him.
His eyes roam your perfectly sculpted body. Itâs as if a fire in him has been set alight looking at the way his eyes move up and down your body. You watch his eyes slowly darken and a dirty smile paints his face as he continues to drink in the sight before him.
âGosh, you have no idea what youâre doing to me.â He looks down at you before pulling you into his seductive embrace.
âOh I know exactly what Iâm doing.â You retorted before pushing him back on the couch.
He lands with a soft huff, His eyes darkening more than they had already. You spread his legs a bit to stand directly in front of him before dropping the robe. You run your hands over your body swaying your hips, playing with the delicate pink material. The sight drives Michael insane. His eyes close for a few seconds before he opens them slightly as he watches you dance to whatever rhythm you have playing in your head. Without warning, you drop to your knees and tug at his black sweatpants you forced him to wear that day.
âSlow down, pretty one,â He breathes out as he lifts his hips, allowing you to pull the pants and his underwear off.
You smile at the sight of his large member propped up in front of you. The sight has you drooling, and you feel your panties dampen. God, sometimes you think about how easily turned on you are just by the sight of him. He hasn't even touched you yet and here you are, soaking your pink panties like crazy.
âI donât want to,â you wrap your hands around his cock, âneed you in my mouth.â
Before he can even respond, you sit up slightly and place your lips on his tip, sticking your tongue out and swirling it around the tip the way he showed you how he liked it a few months ago. He sighs deeply and closes his eyes as you bop your head slowly, taking more and more of him into your warm mouth.
âFuck, baby. Like that. Just like that,â he grunts with his hands trying his hardest not to pull your freshly braided hair.
To say Michael is big is an understatement. He is huge, probably the biggest dick youâve ever encountered. To be honest, your hands barely make it around this cock as you twist them up and down to make up for not being able to fit him entirely in your mouth. A mixture of your spit and his precum travels down his length as his grunts gradually increase in volume. You look up at him and his eyes are completely shut with his mouth hanging open. This gives you a sudden boost of confidence as you place your hands around his warm balls and massage them slowly, keeping your head bops at a moderate pace. He sucks in air sharply and you can tell the feeling is overwhelming for him. His hands grip the couch as tight as possible as you continue the delicious assault on him for a while longer.
âShit, pretty one, stop. Stop.â He whimpers, pulling your head up softly.
âWhatâs wrong?â You frown confused. âI was almost done.â
âI was too close, baby. I want to come inside that pretty pussy of yours.â
His breath is shaky as he replaces your hand on his cock with his own, pumping himself slowly, before he motions for you to stand up.
âTake it off,â he commands, unbuttoning the black shirt he has on.
âNo.â
âExcuse me?â He gives you the look, the one look that would scare anyone else if they defied him. It has little to no effect on you now, but you do love seeing him like that.
âTake it off for me,â you say smugly, turning around to expose the ribbons keeping the lingerie on
He scoffs with a grin, throwing his unbuttoned shirt behind the couch before standing right behind you. He places a kiss to the top of your head then your neck and rests his head on your shoulder.
âIf you were anyone else I would be very upset with you. You know that right?â he places one more kiss to your neck as he pulls on the soft ribbon keeping your bra on.
âI know,â You sigh as your boobs bounce slightly at their release.
âYou just love pushing my buttons,â he pulls on the ribbon on the right of your panties.
âI do.â
âNaughty.â He pulls on the one on the left and your panties fall to the warm floor with a quiet thud.
Without warning he sits back on the couch, turning you around and placing you on his lap this time facing him. Your hips seem to move on their own as they rub against his veiny length. You need him inside you so badly and he can see that. unbeknownst to you, he decides to tease you a little bit, bucking his hips as he wraps his mouth around your hardened left nipple.
âBaby, please,â you moan as you rock your hips harder, your clitâs rubbing against his cock enough to have your juices flooding.
âPatience, pretty one.â He mumbles, swapping your left nippled for the right.
You canât wait any longer. Once again, you decide to defy him, lifting your hips up and angling his thick cock to your entrance. You look at him with apologetic eyes as you drop your hips, pushing him deeper and deeper into your soaking vet pussy.
You both moan at the feeling of your bodies connecting. Michaelâs once annoyed face now melting into something darker, something you should be used to but the way his brown eyes darken with lust for you still catches you off guard. He grunts as you sit, his dick deep inside of you.
âI couldn't wait, Iâm sorry,â You whine as you rock your hips, feeling every inch of him inside you, âNeeded you so bad, Mike.â
His eyes are hooded again but this time, his jaw is clenched and his hands grip the soft flesh of your hips, attempting stops himself from fucking the hell out of you. Itâs not often you take him completely so he knows you need time to adjust, but fuck, the sight of you like this, tits bouncing slightly in his face, pussy clenching his cock for dear life is driving him insane.
You whine from the mixture of pain and pleasure engulfing your nerves. Your body begins to adjust to his enormous size and you bounce on Michaelâs dick a bit more, allowing a few inches of him to slip in and out of your warm pussy.
âThatâs it, pretty one. Youâre doing so well,â He fondles your right boob keeping one hand on your thigh, âtaking me so well.â
You bite your lips at the sound of his words. You speed up, letting more and more his cock slip in and out of you. Your moans get louder as his cock hits that sweet spot inside you. Michael loses it too, his head falls back with a loud grunt and his hands fall to his side. Youâre both a moaning, sweaty messy on the couch, breathing hard as you bounce on him like your lives depend on it. Somehow youâve managed to ignore the feeling of your thighs burning for this long, unfortunately, Michael hasnât. He feels your hips falter, looking up at you before hauling your movements.
âLay on your stomach, Y/N,â He lifts you up and waits for you to get into position.
Michael props a fluffy cushion under your stomach to arch your hips in the slightest before gently spanking your butt. Your head drops to the edge of the couch with a satisfied sigh. He spanks you one move time before slipping himself into you. He barely gives you time to adjust to the new position his cock hits your g-spot before heâs thrusting hard and fast in and out of you.
Your mouth falls open and a mixture of a scream and a moan leaves your mouth at the intense feeling behind you. Thank the heavens youâre the only tenants on the top floor. Michael grinds with every thrust he makes, his eyes fixed on your reflection in the mirror facing you both. As if you werenât a moaning mess while riding him. you eyes well up with tears of pure pleasure ass Michael fucks you with so much passion.
âLook at yourself, pretty one.â He lifts your head so you're face to face with your messy reflection in the mirror. You mascaraâs running and your face is damp from a mixture of tears and sweat as he pumps himself in and out of you.
âMi-Michael!â you cry out, feeling yourself getting closer to the edge.
âI know, baby, I can feel it.â You look up at his reflection. His eyes are fixed on you. He leans down to press a passionate kiss to the sweet spot on your neck as he whispers dirty words of encouragement to you.
The knot in your stomach tightens, your vision blurs as you climb closer and closer to the edge, and then it happens. Your body shakes as your legs clench from the gravity of your organism. Your eyes close tight as you scream Michaelâs name like its a prayer
âThatâs it, pretty one, let go for me. Make a mess on my cock,â He whispers into your ear as his thrusts falter.
As he reaches his high, you feel another organism creeping up on you. You warn Michael, begging him not to stop fucking you. He grunts, trying his best to grant you your wish. He holds out long enough for you to cum again. Your second orgasm is stronger than the first one. Your nails dig into the leather and you scream Michaelâs name louder than you ever have. Heâs soon to follow, halting his movements to spill his thick seed inside you with whimpers of your name falling from his gentle lips before he presses his sweaty body onto yours, resting his head in the crook of your neck.
God, you loved hearing him moan like that. You thought he only did it in his songs but here you are, hearing those exact sounds in between moans of your name. What a lucky girl you are.
âHappy birthday, Michael,â You breath out still under him.
Are we gonna talk about how the music quality of 127 AND WayV jumped off a cliff when Winwin left* both groups? Like, why is Ten's solo music better than basically all of WayV's most recent releases? I will say 127's Favorite was sooooo good but that is an outlier (and this would have been a concept winwin would have been amazing in)
It makes absolutely no sense when Winwin was contributing close to nothing in terms of stage presence, dancing, rapping, or singing. And this is coming from a winwin lover
can i just say how ridiculous it is that black & poc readers still have to scream and shout about being represented properly in fics?? youâd think that people would get the hint by now, but no. you still have your plain old, brunette with long straight hair and pale skin. like donât you guys think itâs getting old? itâs 2026.
WHERE IS THE TRUE INCLUSIVITY?
specifically writers who have the âx readerâ inserted. iâm so sorry but your fic is NOT x reader if you have your own descriptions of the readers insertedâyouâre literally creating an OC. my skin does not flush pink, no he did not run his fingers through my hair, nor did they glide through that easily. and yes, many may say âmake your own ficsâ and i do!!!! but we should not have to fight for representation if your fic is for READERS. itâs supposed to be all readers, no? so why are you inserting certain characteristics that not everyone has? of course you donât know what all of your readers look like, which is why you donât add things like that in there. itâs easier for many people not to feel this struggle and to tell us to âstop being dramaticâ because YOU donât have to experience that.
itâs completely unfair to the fans that would love to see themselves represented more and canât, because writers in 2026 have yet to realize that not everyone has pale skin, flowy hair, and a slim figure.
pairing. step-dad Johnny x step-daughter female reader
genre. arrest me daddy officer AU, cop Johnny, angst, M/F, pwp, one shot
warnings. age gap(y/n: 18, Johnny: 38), y/n is manipulative(and has extremely unhealthy coping mechanisms), multiple hook ups, death mentioned, y/n dealing with the loss of her mother by acting out, peeping, boxer-brief snatching, side characters: Jaemin Jeno Jungwoo, this gets pretty nasty. smut warnings under cut. minors DNI.
word count. 16k+
now playing. Agora Hills//Doja Cat
smut warnings. dom/sub dynamics, masturbation, stepcest, loss of virginity, heavy on size difference, daddy kink/use of âdaddyâ + pet names, dry(wet) humping, fingering, face fucking, face slapping, squirting, possessiveness, overstimulation, spitting, choking, handcuff use, multiple orgasms, sex in public, rough sex, unprotected sex, breeding, etc
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Thereâs no denying how hard this year has been, each day feels more and more like a battle. Itâs hard to wake up, hard to put a brush through your hair, hard to bother with putting away your laundry. Little things really, they feel meaningless, everything generally feels meaningless.
âHey, itâs already half past noon and you havenât eaten anything yet.â
Concern rings between each word, dragging your body to the side to blink your eyes open and peer over to where he stands. Thereâs those same eyes that droop at the corners, never bright or optimistic anymore. They used to hold a softness, love, adoration, never toward you romantically, but still enough to make you feel special.Â
You are special to him though, thatâs why heâs concerned. Even when he has to look away, maybe because you remind him too much of her. Of the woman you both loved more than anything, the loss you both continue to suffer from.Â
âNot hungry.â You mutter, pulling your blanket on tighter as soft fabric rubs against your hips and sets off warmth between your chest.
He sighs, head knocking on the door frame. âYou know, I wonât let you deteriorate, your mom wouldââ
âMomâs not here.â You say, cutting him off. A small pang of guilt hits when he nods solemnly, chin tucked to his chest without looking at you again.
âFine. Have it your way.â Letting go of your door handle, he shrugs and shakes his head. âIâll leave my card and cash out on the counter if you change your mind and get hungry later. Have to get ready for work, Iâll be home late so donât.. worry about me.â
Youâd be lying if you said you wonât worry. You always worry. Always fear the thought of receiving a late night call that he didnât make it, that heâs on his deathbed hooked up to life support leaving his fate in your hands. Instead you nod and barely raise your fingers out of your blanket to wave goodbye.
Itâs always the same routine when he has these night shifts. Pester you about eating, about getting some fresh air, doing something productive with your free vacation time, just being a damn nuisance you donât want to deal with. You have to get through it, act like you donât care too much, keep up a calm facade despite the anxious way your heart begins to race.
Itâs been weeks of planning, trying to figure out what it would take to make your sweet nurturing step-father finally snap.Â
Jaemin: Swing by to get you tonight around 10?
Yeah. That should be late enough, and from the clues youâve gathered, you know exactly where to go.
The sound of the shower turning on from the master bedroom alerts your ears, jumping out of bed and into your slippers to tiptoe down the hall and twist your momâs key through the lock to allow yourself in. Itâs lucky youâd found it mixed in with a bunch of her items, making it easy to pocket and hide in case youâd ever need it.
Heâs already inside of the shower by the time youâve rounded the corner and crouched down by the connected bathroom door. It gets steamy, but the glass still clears up enough to take in his long muscular legs, sleek lean back, thick arms curling up to run shampoo through his hair.
Itâs different today, having to cover your mouth to hold in your gasp when you spot him leaned back against the wall. His eyes are shut tight, sharp eyebrows furrowed together frustratedly, arm jerking furiously. The fog clears up along the glass with each hit of water, making the view of his large hand stroking up and down his length vividly clear.Â
To your surprise, he never brings anyone home. Many would consider him to be a young handsome eligible bachelor still, a good career, attractive face, fit body. You certainly wouldnât be shocked if he decided to start dating again. The sad truth is you often find your step-father still mourning the loss you both took. He cries through the night, wakes up with swollen eyes and dark circles, he plays it off and puts on a smile for your sake but his pain is evident.Â
Itâs hard to watch him struggle. The way he pulls on his cock seems painful, writing his internal guilt with each whimper and groan that squeezes from his tucked in lips. He doesnât want you to hear him, he doesnât want to experience pleasure through his pain. Doesn't think he deserves it.
You wonder what brought this on, what set him off enough to finally break the silent celibacy pact you assume heâs held himself accountable to. Todayâs different from the way he barely touches his cock whenever washing suds off his body, scrubbing himself clean in such a robotic way without any expression.Â
Sliding onto your knees, you have to adjust the oversized boxers hanging from your hips, rolling them up tighter to squeeze around your middle. He hasnât mentioned anything about his underwear going missing yet, hasnât had the nerve to question you about the different items from his closet that he canât recall seeing for weeks now. Itâd be too weird to suspect his step-daughter of invading his privacy and personal belongings while at work.Â
Johnnyâs always been too nice to ever think you could do anything wrong. Not you, not with the angelic side of yourself you grace him with. Itâs almost too easy messing with him, rolling around on his freshly washed sheets when he leaves for work, spraying his cologne on your pillows to feel closer to him.
He wonât say anything even if he notices a familiar print of his underwear peeking out from your pajama bottoms.
âShit.â You murmur, pushing back on your legs to inconspicuously crawl your way out before he can exit the bathroom. Too fast to sneak out to take in the evident failure pulling his cheeks down into a frown.
Johnnyâs lonely, heâs real lonely, and you can fix that. You want to fix that.
A knock rasps down your door minutes later, halting your hand from traveling past the waistband of your stolen boxers after burrowing back inside of your bed. âIâll be heading out now, if you need anything Iâm only a phone call away.âÂ
Staying silent for a moment, you decide to get up and listen at the door for his breathing. Keeping your movements light enough to not make the floor creak as you make your way over. His breath comes out evenly, fingers tapping a couple of times along the doorbed before he lets out a quiet sigh and turns to leave.Â
Itâs better for him to believe that you went back to sleep, lessen any possible suspicion, cover your ass if you ever fuck up and accidentally leave evidence. Heâs too good at his job.
The cop car stays parked across the street from your house most days when heâs working a lot, not helping the ongoing joke you hear about how your step-dad does that on purpose to ward away the men who want to date you. For the most part it worked too, living by his rules to focus on your education throughout high school and not waste your time fucking around with teenage boys.
Times have changed though, and with this year long break you both agreed would be best for your mental health, you have gotten bored.
Beyond bored.Â
Sneaking over to your window, you watch as he takes one last glance back at the house before getting inside of the car. Heâs handsome as ever in that stupid pig uniform, the halster cinching his waist in further really accentuating his build.
Jaemin: Your step-dadâs not roaming the streets tonight by chance?Â
Watching his car drive off you reply with an angel emoji, exclaiming how excited you are to get out.
âIâll see you later Johnny.â
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âDidnât think youâd ever agree to going out with me.â Jaemin grins from ear to ear. Rounding his car to get the passenger door opened for you.Â
âDonât be so modest, you know Iâm into you.â You say flirtatiously, settling into the car seat. His eyebrows raise, grabbing onto the roof of the car to duck his head inside.Â
âYou seem to be into a lot of guys.â
Thatâs true, you canât lie about that. Opting to offer him a coy smile, you shrug and tap the tip of his nose. âAnd youâre at the top of that list.â
Scrunching his nose back at you, he nods acceptingly. âNot only that, but your dadââ
âStep dad.â Youâre fast to correct, clearing your throat. âHeâs not my father.â
âRight, that, well..â Jaemin stands up straight, cooling his hands off on his jeans from the hot car roof. âIsnât he like, a cop?â
âYeah, so what?â
âThought you told Haechan last semester that youâre not allowed to date..â walking around, he gets into the driver seat and reaches over to buckle your seatbelt. âDidnât you say thatâs his rule? Your step dad?â
âYou sure do have a lot of questions, Jaemin.â
âIâm not trying to piss off a cop.â He chuckles, gripping onto the steering wheel. âSilly if you ask me. Youâre 18, he canât expect you to stay abstinent until marriage.â
âWell he does.âÂ
âOh.â
âAnd I donât care.â Leaning over the middle, you grip onto his thigh. âRight now all I care about is you and me.â
Jaeminâs mouth falls open with a hidden smile, eyeing your hand inching up his thigh. âSomeoneâs eager.â
âLetâs go to Agora Hills.â
âWhat??â Snapping his head up, he stares at you with blown out wide eyes. âOh I thoughtââ
âYou thought wrong, letâs go.â
Slowly nodding, he releases the brake to pull out of your street. Shaking off his shock as he pulls onto the freeway toward the notorious spot up in the mountains. âWell, if I had known, I wouldn't have made a reservation for us at that new Italian pizza spot.â
âNot really hungry,â you shrug, gripping at his inner thigh. âNot for food anyway.â
Jaeminâs eyebrows raise all the way up, a grin spreading on his face as he steps down on the gas pedal and switches to the fast lane. âDonât think Iâve ever made it out here this fast.â
Directing him to park off in the more secluded area, you smirk and push your way past him to the backseat. âLetâs not waste time.â You say with a wink over your shoulder at him. âIâm so wet already.â
âFuck.â He practically howls, using the door to get out and climb into the backseat with you. âYou really werenât playing with me with all those slutty pictures, huh?â
âWant you so much.â You say huskily, climbing onto his lap before he can fully even settle into the backseat. âAll I can think about.â
Jaeminâs state of shock canât leave him fast enough, groping his palms up and down your sides. He grabs onto your hips and squeezes, hissing between his teeth. âFuck, youâre so sexy. Been waiting for you to be legal ever since I saw you last summer at my little broâs party.â
Thatâs when it all started. Last summer when Jisung invited you to his graduation party. The group of guys youâd come to know as his older brother and college friends couldnât take their perverse eyes off of you. The appeal of your innocence had struck a nerve for every single one of them, desperate to stay in touch with the forbidden fruit they knew better than to dare to take a bite of.
âYouâve been so good,â you hum, grabbing onto his bare biceps. Gripping the smooth soft skin between your digits. âSo patient, waiting for me like such a good boy.â
Jaeminâs head falls back against the seat, front teeth exposed between his plump pink lips. Thick eyelashes fanning heavily over his lust-filled gaze. âYou still a virgin?â He questions curiously, sliding his hands beneath your baggy t-shirt. âNever heard a virgin talk like that..â
âI watch a lot of porn.â You say cheekily, running the tip of your nose against his. âAnd Iâm so fucking horny.â
Jaeminâs throat bobs, hips jerking up under yours. âFuck, youâre seriously something.â
To reaffirm that, you roll your hips down against his. Building up a fast and hard rhythm against his crotch. âDidnât Jisung tell you about me? I gave him his first blow job.â
Letting out a howling laugh, he cups over your bra and squeezes your breasts. âOf course you did, that little fucker canât believe he never mentioned it.â
âSo greedy, wanted to keep me allll to himself.â You moan, wrapping around his built shoulders. âFuck, that feels good.â Grinding down your hips faster, you fall into a rapid bouncing motion. Assisted by his large palms clutching your hips to rock you up and down his clothed hard-on even faster.
âBet you can cum like this, nasty slut.â He pants between his teeth. Hammering his hips up to meet your middle with each slam against his cock. âFuck youâre really dripping baby.â
The flimsy pajama shorts you snuck out in hardly do anything to conceal the thin material of underwear plastered to your cunt. Soaked through and pressed directly against Jaeminâs sweats as your shorts move to one side and fully expose your panties. âMaking a mess all over me.â
Biting down hard on your lip, you nod against his forehead and swallow down throaty whimpers. âMore more, gimme more!â
Jaemin slinks down into the backseat more, wrapping his muscular arms around your waist. He pulls you to his chest and rams his hips up faster. The sound of your covered bodies slamming down on each other fills the car between groans and stuck inhales of breath. Digging your nails into his shoulders as the friction builds and rubs your underwear against your clit painfully. âAh! T-that hurts!â You whine, not stopping your lower half from fucking dowm against the material of his drenched sweats. âYouâre so big!â
âFuck, ah yeah.â He grunts, reaching lower to bury his hands inside the back of your shorts and grab onto your ass. âG-gonna fill you up so fucking good baby. Make you take my cock like a real whore.â
âAh, please please.â Scrabbling at his chest, you circle your hips down with rabid need. Pressing your clothed clit right against his throbbing length to reach your orgasm. Sucking at his bottom lip, he concentrates on rolling you up and down on his size. Jerking up each time your pulse against his cock.
âFuck yeah baby, just like that.â He nearly drools, shoving your shirt up with one hand to place his palm against your stomach. âFaster!â
Getting his other hand on your lower back, he ruts you against him vigorously. Mouth hung open as pre-cum drips out of his cock and makes his boxers sticky.Â
âAh!â Falling against him, you tremble and wrap your weak hold onto his thick biceps. âIâmâIâmââ
Jaemin sits the both of you up straight again, jabbing his cock between your ruined panties. âGood fucking whore.â
âFuck, ahh!â
Shaky hands run up his shoulders to his neck. Latching your lips onto his for a kiss that turns hungry within seconds. Seeking out each otherâs taste through your release spilling out onto his groin. He licks at every crevice, sucking your tongue to steal your moan as he continues to fuck your clothed cunt after youâve finished.
âSâtooââ
âShut the fuck up.â He spits, more aggressive as he slaps his hands down on your ass and throws you down against his cock. âMake me cum, virgin slut.â
Lights blare into the rearview window followed by the sound of rubble and rocks under rubber tires coming to a stop nearby. The bang of a door and heavy footsteps play between the sounds of your heavy panting, mixed moans and tongues gliding against each other.Â
âShit babe, stop. Itâs the cops.â He says in a breathy panic, gripping onto your hips with extra strength to stop your grinding. âFuck, what the fuck.â
âOpen up.â A tap tap tap hits against the backseat window, freezing both of you in place. âPolice.â
âShit, shit, oh my God.â Shoving you off, he quickly readjusts his hardened length. Swiping a palm down his face to clean off the sweat dripping down from his hairline. Sitting up and clearing his throat, he rolls down the window with a shaky smile. âOfficer.â
A familiar face pops into view, bending down with his arms rested against the car window. âDo you know that youâre on private propââ
âHi daddy.â
Johnnyâs face goes near white when you sit up behind Jaeminâs broad frame. Speech cut off by his loosened jaw hanging his mouth open.
âAh, fuck.â Jaemin whispers under his breath, scratching at his neck nervously. âOfficer, Iâm sorry, I didnât see any signs.. itâs so dark out here.â
âGet out of the car.â Johnny points at you, directing you toward the door at your side. âNow.â
âOkay.â Hiding a smile, you press to Jaeminâs side to leave a kiss against his ear. âSorry about this, Iâll text you.â
Too afraid to speak, he nudges you away and frantically nods. âJust go, oh my god.â
âUgh.â Rolling your eyes, you slide out of the backseat to be greeted by your step-father half-sat on the trunk of Jaeminâs car. âDidnât know you parole the hills too.â
âI donât normally.â He says much too calmly for your liking. âOfficer that usually does has been on leave because his wife just gave birth. Thatâs why Iâve been working more this last week.â
âOh.â You knew that, of course. Having stood in the hallway sneakily while he went over his extra hours with his lead. âI had no idea this was private property.â
Pushing off the car, he hooks onto your elbow. âLetâs get you home.â
âWhat?â Ripping out of his hold, you shove him away. âIâm on a date.â
âItâs 1 in the morning.â Deep lines resembling whiskers appear on his cheeks, sucking at the backs of his teeth. âNow,â opening up the passenger seat door to his cop car, he tips his chin toward you. âGet in.â
âSuch bullshit.â You mutter, plopping into the cop car petulantly.Â
âLanguage.â Slamming the door shut, he rounds to the driver side, tapping the drunk of Jaeminâs car. âGet out of here boy.â
âYes sir!â He calls out, running back to the front of the car to get his engine warmed up.
âPussy.â You scoff to yourself, turning your torso to glare at your step-father. âThanks for ruining my night.â
âLast I checked, youâre not even supposed to be out this late.â Reaching over to click in your seatbelt, he begins to drive off. âSince when do you sneak out past curfew? Is this something new I should look forward to now that youâre an adult?â
Johnnyâs jaw twitches, tapping along the steering wheel without taking his eyes off the road. Tension between the passenger and driver seat grows thicker by the second, forcing your hands to ball up into tight fists.
âAre you mad at me?â You ask quietly, keeping your gaze lowered to your balled up hands.Â
âNo, Iâm not mad.â He sighs, gripping the wheel tighter. âIs that your boyfriend?â
âHeâs not my boyfriend.â
âOh.â Clearing his throat, he hums and squints. âAre you dating him?â
âNo.â
âRight.â
âYouâre mad.â
âIâm not mad.â He huffs, exiting the freeway that takes you back home. âYou snuck out behind my back to meet some guy that isnât your boyfriend, why would I be mad.â
âWell you have no right to be mad, youâre not my fathââ
âIâm not your father.â Johnny finishes for you, pulling into the same empty spot on the street out in front of your house where he always parks the cop car when heâs working overtime. âBut I am your legal guardian.â
âIâm eighteen.âÂ
âIâm aware, you havenât gone a day without reminding me.â He smiles softly, turning to face you. âListen, Iâm happy to see you out of your room, living life. Even if it means finding you at Agora Hills of all places with some boy.â
âHeâs 21.â You mention to annoy him, unable to catch any sign of change in his calm expression.Â
âYes, I saw his drivers license.â He informs, tight-lipped. âYou still live under my roof and therefore must adhere to my rules.â
âI donât want to.â Crossing your arms over your chest, you slump into the passenger seat. âYour rules are dated and overbearing.â
âOkay, which of my rules would you like to negotiate to change?â
âA ten oâclock curfew is ridiculous, Iâm not a child anymore Johnny.â
âIt is a bit late right now.â Motioning to the time on the car's dash, he runs a hand through his hair. A anxious habit of tugging at the ends. âHow about midnight?â
âThatâs still too early.â
âThatâs two extra hours.â He says firmly. âAnd if youâre going to be out at these late hours with 21 year old men, Iâd like to meet them first. For your safety, Iâm not asking for anything outlandish here.â
âI already told you, heâs just some guy Iâm fucking.â Sitting up, you make sure to emphasize the end of your sentence. âWell, would be fucking right now if you hadnât interrupted.â
Johnny visibly swallows, tucking his bottom lip under the top row of his teeth to not respond abruptly with any anger. âYou canât expect me to be a virgin until I get married, Johnny. Iâm an adult now, I have to go out and explore! Itâs part of growing up!â
âMidnight, and no later. If you plan to stay out any later, I at least want you to come back home where I know youâre safe. And if Iâve already met him, he can even come over.â
âTo my room?â
âWith the door open.â
âCome on man!â Smacking the compartment between you, you lean closer to his face. âWould you rather me run out to Agora Hills every night behind your back to get railed in the backseat of some guyâs car? Or at least come home where you know my whereabouts?â
Pursing his lips tight, he leans away from you. âI have to get back to work, please, donât sneak out again. Weâll discuss this tomorrow.â
Giving him a look that could kill, you grab onto the door handle to exit.Â
âBy the way,â he looks over you much too fast. Turning away, showing off his perfect sharp jawline. âYou can do much better than some 21 year old loser thatâs going to take you out to Agora Hills of all places.â
âWhatever.â Shoving the door open with too much force, you kick it shut like a total brat. âYouâre ruining my life!â Storming to the front door, you glare at him over your shoulder for one more look.
Fuck he always looks so criminally good in his stupid uniform. Another night with your vibrator attached to your clit for hours until you go near blind would have to get you through this, again.
Flipping him off, you slam the door shut behind you and make the walk of shame to your bedroom with clenched thighs. Arguing with your step-dad always managed to get your blood boiling, heat churning through your stomach. He never argues back, never raises his voice at you, hardly ever even displays much of a reaction.
Itâs sickening how watching this big hunk of an authoritarian man act so weak with you always gets you going. Crawling back to your bed, you search for the dildo you purchased using his account to ensure heâd see it in his purchase history. Johnny never said anything, he never does, practically allows you to walk all over him. Especially ever since your mother passed away. As fucked up as it is to take advantage of his kind heart, you canât feel bad.Â
Turning to face your window, you wait for the sound of his engine to exit the street. Sighing to yourself as the buzz between your thighs gets louder and you turn on the highest setting.Â
Youâre going to need it after that.
âââââââââââââ-
âSo what is this? I thought you were dating Jaemin.â
âDating?â You question with raised eyebrows full of sarcasm.Â
âYou know what I mean..â he remarks equally as sarcastically. Leaning against the hood of his car. His baby really.Â
Everyone knows about Jenoâs legendary sports car that he spends hours working on. The exterior beams shinier than any cheek highlighter could ever with the amount of time he spends waxing it. Endless summers of working odd jobs that hired underage teenagers with a permit for some chump change finally garnered him enough to set down a decently size down payment.Â
The ridiculous sports car zooming around your town always seemed to piss off the local police, most specifically your step-father.
âI want you to take me to Agora Hills.â You say cheerfully, tapping at his thick arms crossed over his chest.Â
âPfft, I donât go up there.â
âWhy not?â You pout, making him roll his eyes.
âSo your daddy can prowl my ass and slap me with a ticket? No thanks.â Jeno scoffs, grabbing your wrists before youâre able to smack his biceps again.
âDonât call him that.â Unable to tug yourself out of his grip, you lean in closer to his chest. âHeâs my step-dad.â
âNarc is what he is, I swear that dick head pulls me over at least every other week.â Jeno grunts, tugging your arms down to pull you closer to him, chest to chest. âWe can go to my place, sneak through the back. My parents wonât know youâre there.â
âNooo, I wanna go to Agora Hills.â You whine, continuing to pout with a stomp of your foot. âWanna suck you off in the backseat of your fuck-mobile.â
Jenoâs eyebrow raises, half-laughing with a curious glint in his gaze. âNever heard that one before.â
âYouâve also never given me a taste before.â With a cunning smirk, you press in closer. Teasing his chin with a flick of your tongue. âStop being so selfish.â
âWhatâs with you and that spot? I donât get the big deal.â
âEvery girl wants to lose their virginity up at Agora Hills.â
Jeno seems awestruck for a moment, nudging his nose against your cheek. âYouâre a virgin?â
âDid Jaemin tell you that Iâm not?â
A pleased smirk slowly creeps onto his face, lowering his gaze to your lips. âIf every girl dreams of getting fucked out there, I can only imagine how often you dream about getting fucked in the backseat of my car.â
âLetâs go.â
âââââââââââââ-
âI like your lips.â Jeno leans back against his seat after parking. Slowly dragging his gaze from your eyes to your lip gloss lathered mouth. âBet theyâd look really nice, all swollen and red, wrapped up pretty around my cock.â
Smoothing a hand down his stomach, he runs his bony long digits down the zipper of his jeans. âDo you like sucking cock?â
Heâs already hard, rubbing over the bulge thatâs pressed against his crotch. Lazily teasing at himself as you check him out and your eyes bounce over his lower half. âI havenât.. done it too much.â
âPftt..â his tongue clicks, tracing the outline of his member along the material of his pants. âThatâs a shame.. I like girls with experience.â
âI like to learn.â You say abruptly, dropping your chin shyly. âI may not be experienced but you can teach me how to do whatever you like..â
âAre you asking me to train you?â He asks smuggly, smirking to one side. âTrain you on how to suck my cock?â
âIf thatâs what you want..â
Jeno seems pleased by your response, eyes bouncing and sparkling with intrigue. Seemingly enjoying how embarrassed and humiliated youâve become from his questions. âShow me your tits.â He says flatly, leaning deeper into his seat.Â
Anything Jeno says to you right now has to be done. Youâre here with a mission and itâs to make sure you get caught, even if it means taking off your top. Throwing it aside, you sit up on the passenger seat on your knees. Dragging your hands up your stomach to cup under your bra-clad breasts. Shoving your cleavage up together, bouncing your perky mounds of fat for his enjoyment.
Jeno reaches out to land a slap on one of your tits, humming and moving your hand out of his way to cradle one of your breasts. Sweeping his thumb down, he presses roughly against your nipple. Smoothing his fingers over your chest to squeeze and pinch the hardened bud through the fabric of your bra. âYou have great tits.â He notes, all while focused on your chest. His other hand reaches out so that he can massage both of your breasts. âNice and big.â
Itâs hot in his car now, arching your back forward for him to enjoy your chest more. Nipples tugged at, lowering the cups of your bra underneath your tits so that he can properly flick and squeeze at them. Underwear grows uncomfortably damp pressed against your core, gripping your thighs together harshly to stop yourself from bursting out a tunnel of hot liquid. âLike how I play with your pretty titties?â
âUh-huh..â you mutter quietly, looking down at how large and veiny his hands look while squeezing your fleshy fat. Digging the tips of his fingers into your tits as if youâre some type of stress ball.
âBet theyâd look so good milking my cock.â He hisses between his teeth. âYou wet for me now, pretty girl?â
âY-yes,â you nod eagerly. Throat dry, voice shaky to hold in your moans. He continues to pinch, rolling your nipples between his fingers.
âBet your wet pussyâs throbbing, aching to feel my cock.â He says, hands dropping back to his crotch. Inhales of air fight your dry throat, watching as his hand drags down his zipper once again. Tented large against his tight jeans, he sits up straight and slowly begins to free himself; sucking in a deep breath as he gingerly pulls his cock out.
Heat flushes down your chest, struggling to take your next breath. He strokes once, twice, three times to spread around the precum gathered at his slit. Veiny cock pulsating against his palm with each drag, the glistening head so flushed it looks near red.Â
âYouâre really.. fucking big.â You drool, spit pooled all around your tongue. âI always thought you would be, with how cocky you are.â
âYou talk too much, you know that?â Jeno scoffs, flicking your chin. âShow me that mouth is useful for something more than yapping.â Pinching your chin, he shoves his pants down lower and settles back with his hands behind his head. âYou wanted to suck my dick? Start sucking, and be careful to not use your teeth.â
Dropping your jaw open with a thrilled nod, you bend over to get your mouth positioned above his erect cock. Drooling for a taste with your tongue lolled out over your bottom lip.
Gripping around the base of his size, he slides his other hand into the back of your hair and grips tightly. âKeep those pretty lips open nice and wide for me baby. Lay your cheek down on my thigh like this.â Pulling on your hair, he angles your face to the side so that he can watch the tip of his dick drag along your upper lip. Smearing your glittering lip gloss all over his already shiny cockhead.Â
âYou look so fucking cute like this.â He grins, biting back a groan when you start to flick your tongue out against his slit. âWanna see you take every inch.â
The angles not the best for your neck, especially positioned in his car to not jab your stomach with his shift. You open wide for him to begin feeding his length inside of your mouth. Eyebrows furrowing once he gets a few inches in and you feel a painful stretch pull at your lips. Pushing in past the gagging sounds that reverberate around him, he aids the glide with a press of his hand to the back of your neck. âCome on pretty, take all of it.â
Already taking in loud deep breaths through his nose, he grits his teeth and releases the base of his size. Sliding the last few inches in despite how you choke and tighten up around him. It feels too good to stop now, fucking spit out past your mouth with his thick cock filling you up. The tip meeting his palm laid out on the back of your neck. âSucking dick like a pornstar.â He rasps. Deep tone falling even lower, husky and thick with horny lust.
Gathering a bundle of your hair, he pushes against your stuffed mouth once more. Testing out how much your gag reflex can handle with half of his dick already resting heavy in the back of your throat. The extra gurgle of spit that spills out around him allows his hips to speed up and thrust in and out. Using the extra lubrication to thrust again and again and again. Holding you down roughly as a throaty deep groan exits his lips and you suffocate on his cock. Lurching around the massive intrusion, flailing your hands and slapping his thighs.
âHoly fuck thatâs so good!â Jeno cries out. Lifting his hips off of the car seat as he bottoms out inside of your mouth once again. Tears spring free from your eyes, panting heavily through your nose. The biggest cock youâve ever swallowed fucks your throat hard enough to leave itâs shape behind. The heady scent of tangy ball sweat and soap fills your head, forgetting that youâre here to piss off your step-father as your hair gets pulled at roughly once more.
Wet gagging fills up the car, the sound of skin clashing against skin emitting with the forceful thrusts he delivers. Cum-filled sack slapped against your cheek each time further solidifying what a whore you are right now.Â
Jeno throws his head back letting out another howled moan. Holding your head down and grinding his cock in your throat with circling hips. Agonizing seconds go on like minutes, and all you can do is swallow and heave around him. Making the biggest mess of drool and tears beneath his ass. The resistance to gag again becomes weaker the longer he keeps you there, nose pressed up against the stubble of pubic hair left from shaving a few days ago.Â
Finally hauling your mouth off pours out an obscene amount of spit. Drenching his thighs and groin with tons of it as you continue to hold in your gag and cough, gasping for air with wide teary eyes. âJ-Jenoââ
âWhat a fucking good cock slut you are.â He sneers, brutally grasping your cheeks. His fingers dig into the hollows, shaking your head side to side. âTried to lie to me, sucking dick like itâs oxygen.â He scoffs, releasing your cheeks with a wet slap to your face. Not too hard but enough to shock you, turn your neck to one side. âIf Iâd known you could take cock like this..â
He whistles, cupping your face with both hands to look at him. âLook so pretty like this.â Picking the wads of spit clinging to your chin, his palm rubs all over your face. Mascara stained down your cheeks, lips dried of gloss and swollen from painfully stretching out.
Smacking at your cheek again, he pulls your bottom lip open for your tongue to hang out. Kissing at the backs of his teeth as he presses down the center of your tongue. âFucking nasty.âÂ
Without another second to waste, he shoves your head back down and kicks his hips up. Lining his cock up to your mouth with ease, no guided direction needed. Fucking deep into your mouth until he hits the back of your throat again. Swallowing around his cock sliding through your wet mouth, pulsating on your tongue, trapping your air to the point of feeling lightheaded. His hands slap down on the back of your head, pushing his hips up with violent thrusts.
âThroat taking me so fucking good.â Jenoâs teeth grind. Hips falling back down to the seat with wet splats only to thrusts even rougher into your mouth. Heavy sack slapping your face harder than before. âSlutty throat, just another hole for me to use and ruin.â
A loud broken groan leads to him pulling you off, smacking his fat wet cock down on your cheek. Shoving your messed up hair out of your face to begin dragging his long girth down the center of your nose.
Lights streak through the car window, an alarm ripping you both out of your horny daze. Jerking through your spine as you cough under his length and squint up at the brightâs illuminating his face.
âFuck. Shit. Get off of me!â Jeno curses, shoving himself away from you with his hands pushing against the backseat. âI fucking knew I shouldnât have come up here with you.â
Your step-dadâs timing is really something. Not that you planned everything perfectly to make sure he always finds you before anything can actually escalate and go too far between you and whatever guy youâve managed to lure up here.
No, that would be diabolical wouldnât it? Your step-father would be the last to believe that any of this could possibly be on purpose. He loves you too much to believe negatively of you. Thatâs what eats away at you sometimes. Heâs just too damn nice to you to the point that it drives you insane. Because you want himâno, you need him to be anything but nice to you. Your mother would have scolded him for spoiling you all of the time, for accepting what an insolent brat youâve been ever since her funeral.
Knock knock knock taps at the backseat window on Jenoâs side. You ignore it and continue to search for your top, knowing this is likely where your night ends.
âItâs your dad.â He says under his breath, pushing down the window button to open. âOfficer.â
âLee.â He sounds calm and easy as usual. Nothing out of the ordinary, no tension or frustration there. Itâs infuriating, he should sound fucking pissed. His head pops into view, leaning over the car window with a soft smile and nod in your direction. âHello, again.â
âDaddy.â You smile coquettishly. Wiping your chin off with the back of your hand and leaning over Jeno to get closer to him. âIs there a problem, officer?â
âGet out of the car.â Johnny says deeply. Tone falling into a serious one before tapping the hood of the vehicle and pulling away to stand up straight. âRight now.â
Jeno snickers quietly, nodding his chin for you to exit his car. âWhatever.â You mumble, using extra force to slam his backseat door shut.Â
âItâs 1am, you know?â Your step-father asks, eyes dragging down your frame. His eyebrows furrowed together as he takes in how crumpled and strewn your t-shirt looks. How obscenely tiny and tight your shorts are. How heâs never seen your eyes and lips this swollen before. The light makeup you had on earlier ruined and smeared down your cheeks. âWhat did I tell you about coming out here?â
âOh come on, you want me to be the only freak in this town that never visits Agora Hills? So I can be ostracized by every girl when I start school up again? What if I want to join a sorority?!â You complain, huffing past him with a roll of your eyes. âGod, you seriously expect me to be known as some damn loser too depressed to ever go out ever since my mom died.â
Johnny grabs a hold of your arm before you reach the passenger door of his vehicle, spinning you around to face him. âIs that what this is about? Youâre worried the other kids in school will judge you for being.. sad?â
âIâm not a kid!â Shouting at him, you stomp angrily. Further proving how immature and volatile you still handle your emotions. âIâm eighteen!!â
Taking a deep breath and a step back, he nods and releases your arm. âYes, I know.â His eyebrows wrinkle together, rubbing at his cheeks hard enough to drag the aged skin down. Pulling at his face with a frustrated sigh. âIâm doing my best.â
âYou think you are? You think this is your best?â You poke at him, stepping into his space to look up at him. Having to crane your neck to keep direct eye contact. âYou canât even bring yourself to punish me daddy.â
Johnny staggers for a moment, cheeks hallowed, droopy eyes darkening for a flash of a second.Â
âIâI donât want to punish you.â He whispers. Dropping his hands down to his hips defeatedly. âYouâve been through enough.â
âThen maybe youâre not fit to be a father. Certainly not my father.â You say snidely, turning your back to him to get inside of his cop car.
Johnny watches you fold your arms over your chest, slamming your back into the passenger seat. Shivering at the sound of the car door rattling shut from the forceful impact you use to shut it. If he was stronger, heâd be able to say something, to do something about your behavior.Â
Instead he opens the passenger door to open up the glove compartment to retrieve a pack of tissues. He wonât ask anything, he wonât even speculate or allow himself to imagine what could have ruined your mascara like this. He dabs your cheeks clean instead, leaving the rest of the tissues on your lap for you to use before buckling your seatbelt in and rounding the car to drive you home.
Youâre right, heâs not fit to be a father, especially not a widowed one who's been deprived of the touch of another for months now. He canât even figure out how to deal with his own morbid thoughts, the sad empty black hole thatâs formed in his heart. How is he supposed to do whatâs best for you? And what is best for you exactly...
Canât be the thoughts he shoves aside that keep him up at night. The quiet things he envisions when his eyes finally fall shut. The way he buries his face into your basket of dirty laundry, spends extra time folding everything up for you just so he can vividly imagine what youâd look like in all of the different pairs of underwear he washed for you.
Heâs only surprised the spirit of your mother hasnât stricken him to suffer an eternity in purgatory yet..
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âOh, youâre not working today?â
Johnnyâs head lifts from the couch, his sleepy eyes blinking a few times before unblurring the image of you in nothing but his boxers and a baggy old tshirt of his.
âIâm off today.â He mutters quietly, tight-lipped as he looks you over again. âWhere did you find that?â
Making your way to the couch, you pull on the hem of his shirt. Scrunching up the worn down fabric between your fingers and tugging. âOh this? I think it got mixed in with my laundry a few months back.â With a smile you plop down right next to him. Avoiding the massive empty space on the couch you could have taken up, instead nestling into his side. âWhat should we watch?â
He frowns, not wanting to question why youâre wearing a pair of his tattered checkered print boxers. The same way your mother often would in the past, along with his old band shirts..Â
You probably just miss her is all. He misses her too, every hour and minute of his life. Not that seeing you resemble her almost down to a tea makes him feel any better, only consumed by guilt as he steals another look at you.
âDad?â You speak up, wrapping around his arm to alert him. âYouâre zoning out again.â
Again, yes. He does that a lot these days.
âSorry, uhm, your choice sweetie. Been working so much these days Iâm not even sure whatâs new on tv.â
âGood thing for you, all I do is watch TV.â You grin, cuddling into his side more. Draping your head and neck along his shoulder.
Johnnyâs used to it, youâve always been rather touchy with him. He doesnât mind it at all, always took pride in how comfortable you felt around him. Heâd never want to make you feel any other way. More than honored to be referred to as your dad when you introduce him, he hums and smiles. Leaning back against the couch cushion with his half shut eyes. âNothing too scary, I donât want you staying up having nightmares all night again.â
âOh come onnnn dad I was like thirteen!!â You whine, slapping his chest. âBesides, youâd let me sleep with you if I got scared, right? Just like back then.â You add with a sneaking smile, nuzzling in even closer.
Your mom had seemed slightly annoyed back then when you came into their room crying during the middle of the night. Youâd climbed between them in bed and curled into Johnnyâs front, wrapping your small arms around him. Heâd never known what it was like to be a father until he had the chance to help raise you. Even now heâs not sure heâs really doing this right..
Ignoring how warm and small you feel pressed to his side, he clears his throat.
âThat boy last night..â he says softly, wrapping an arm around your shoulder. âDo you like this one?â
A playful glint in your gaze finds his look of confusion. Directing the remote toward his face, you smile. âI like something about him a whole lot, more than any other boy.â
âIs heâthis one, your boyfriend?â
âNone of them are my boyfriend.â Turning toward him to face him better, you lay a hand against his chest. âNone of them really deserve to be my boyfriend.â
Itâs normal to experiment and make experiences to learn what you like, what youâre looking for. He has to bite his tongue to keep that to himself. Itâs not actually any of his business who you end up forming a relationship with; not unless that boy wants to make it his business. Pursing his lips, he nods firmly, changing his focus back to the tv to drop this topic.
âBesides, Jaemin, Jeno.. theyâre not exactly my type.â You add with a flirty tone. âLike Lana sang, I got a taste for men thatâs older.â
Johnnyâs spine freezes at that, not wanting to engage you anymore. âShould probably find something to watch before it gets too late.â
âWhat about you daddy?â You practically squeak, crawling your digits up his chest. âYou havenât tried to date at all since mom passed. I wouldnât judge you for dating someone younger.. I know men have needs.â
Taking a quick hold of your hand, he has to control himself from crushing your palm in his. A serious gaze silently warning you before clearing his throat. âI really have no interest in dating anyone else. Losing your mother has been one of the biggest most unforeseeable losses Iâve ever experienced. No one will ever match up to her for me.â
A look of disappointment paints across your face, turning your lips downward as you slowly nod. âNo one?â
âNo one.â Johnny says between gritted teeth, releasing your hand. âLetâs watch something already, alright? I need to catch up on sleep tonight.â
The same solemn pout stays on your face even after finding a movie to watch. Some cheesy romcom that Johnny canât help to think your mom would have loved, you always would spend your weekends watching them together with her. Now you only have him, itâs only normal that youâre acting up more than usual. You always were a good girl, never disobeyed your motherâs rules..
He canât let you walk down the wrong path, itâs not what she would have wanted for you. Getting caught in the backseat of random boys cars up at damn Agora Hills of all places. Sheâd be let down, likely punish you and ban your phone privileges for weeks..
He canât do that to you though. Not when heâs hurting this much and knows inside of his heart that you can only be hurting so much more.
At least heâll be able to keep an eye on you if you do sneak out there again anytime soon. The one privilege he has over your life as a cop on duty, to at least stop you from trespassing and breaking any laws.Â
These thoughts riddle him more and more to the point of exhaustion. Lightly snoring halfway into the movie before the lead actors can even share their first kiss. The sound of his huffed breaths between soft snores catches your ear, gingerly picking your head up from his shoulder to look at him.
Heâs the most gorgeous man youâve ever seen. High sculpted cheekbones, beautiful long brown eyes, his straight nose and jawline sharp enough to cut through glass. And his lips, his thick pouty lips that linger through your mind day and night. They tease and taunt each time he talks to you, whether heâs tucking in his bottom lip or speaking with extra emphasis on his juicy pout. You canât stop dreaming about what theyâd feel like against yours, how soft and yet powerful a kiss from your step-dad could be..
Hovering your fingers near the tendrils of hair that have fallen over his forehead, you slowly ease them back. Stroking through his scalp softly much like your mother used to when Johnny would come home late from working, exhausted and resting on her lap, lulled to sleep so easily.Â
He canât really believe that no one will ever peak his curiosity or make his heart pound again? Heâs too young to live so miserably.. to never love again. A push in the right direction is all he needs, someone to set off alarms inside of him that have stayed dormant for months. If anyone can make him happy again, itâs you.
You can fulfill that emptiness in his chest, bring butterflies back to life in his stomach, give him a sense of worth to take care of somebody else..
He stirs after a bit, blinking slowly, reaching to wipe drool away from the corners of his lips. Tired droopy eyes failing to stay open when he sees you still by him. âFell asleep, sorry.â
âItâs okay, youâre tired. We can go to bed.â
âSorry.â He mouths again, groaning as he sits up and you latch onto his arm to help him stand.
âYou donât have to apologize for being tired. Youâve been working really late.â
âMmm⊠we both have been up too late these days, havenât we?â Johnny stops at his bedroom door. Leaning against the wall with a stern raised eyebrow. âShould I expect to catch you out past curfew again?â
âCurfew doesnât matter anymore daddy.â You smile sweetly, poking his chest. âIâm an adult now.â
He frowns for only a second, looking away as a deep exhausted sigh exits his mouth. âMight be corny to hear, but youâll always be a little sweet girl to me.â
He isnât watching to see the sheer look of disappointment dragging your smile away. Having to bite down on your teeth to contain your annoyance, you force an amused smirk. âYour little girl? Will I always be yours?â
Johnnyâs tired sleep-ridden gaze trails upward, blinking away from your lips to your sparkling awaiting eyes. Pressing the side of his head to the door, he shrugs and nods. âOf course sweetie, for as long as youâll need me. Iâll forever be indebted to you.â
Itâs not exactly what you want to hear, but itâs enough. Reaching for his waist, you slink your arms through to wrap around him. Smashing your cheek to his chest for a warm hug. âYou mean everything to me daddy, youâre the only reason Iâm still here.â
Thereâs more implication behind your words than heâd prefer to fully understand. Floating hands hover over your back, slowly shutting his eyes as he succumbs and squeezes you close to himself. Maybe this is why he lets you get away with everything, your mom would berate him for it. Say that he was far too easy on you, all it took was one cute little smile from you and heâd be wrapped around your finger. He just wanted to be a good father figure for you, thatâs all..
âIâve been having nightmares again.â You whisper, rubbing your face against his chest. âLike before..â
âLike before?âÂ
After your mother had passed, he heard you crying in the middle of the night. Pushing your cracked door fully open to find you curled up in bed shaking and wracked by sobs..
Johnny had held you and tried to comfort you as you wailed, screamed your cries and clutched at him desperately. It was the hardest few weeks he ever had to endure. Staying up for countless hours to make sure you eventually would get some sleep. You shared with him eventually that youâd see her everytime you tried to sleep. Met with the visual of your mother whenever your eyes would fall shut.Â
He didnât know what to do back then other than hold you and repeat that everything would be okay, heâd always be here for you.
âCan I sleep with you?â You ask against his chest, sliding your hands down to his waist. Johnny shivers under your touch, batting his eyes open.
âIn my room?..â
âPlease daddy, I donât want to be alone tonight. I feel.. lonely.âÂ
Between fighting off how exhausted he is and the pathetic sad look on your face, he sighs. Losing the ability to keep his back straight and shoulders broad. He rubs up and down your spine and nods. âI can sleep on the floor.â
The look on your face morphs in less than a second, from distressed to furious. You push away, quickly wiping at your wet eyes. âActually, itâs okay. Iâm being dramatic.â
âHuâwhat?â Johnny grabs at the door frame to stand up straight. Shaking his head to be more alert.
âYou need to sleep good tonight, you have work tomorrow.â Tight lipped, you force a smile and take a few steps back. âIâll see you tomorrow.â
âââââââââââââ-
âWhat are you doing here?â Wiping a cloth down his chest, the tall blond cleans the stains of oil and dirt. Mixing his sweat with the mess that working on his car has created on his long torso. He squints at you standing by the end of his driveway, the sun going down behind you making it harder for him to really get a good look at you.
Such a shame that he canât appreciate the cute summer dress you planned just for today, how you spent over an hour doing your hair, the new lipgloss you used to make your lips shine and pop.Â
âDidnât your daddy tell you to stay away from me?â Jungwoo smirks, tossing the used towel on top of the hood of his car.
âWanted to see your pretty car, youâve been working so hard on it all week.â You say flirtatiously, moving closer to hug the driver door. Leaned against his classic Cadillac like a vixen straight out of a model car show.Â
âMy pretty car,â he chuckles, stretching his arms up to show off how defined his stomach muscles are. âYou mean my pristine mint condition 1959 series 62 cherry red Cadillac?â
âYeah, that.â Rolling your eyes with a smile, you round the car to poke his navel. âWhen are you taking me out?â
âYouâre hilarious.â Jungwoo shoves your hand away, nodding his chin to your house down the street. âWhat? Daddyâs on duty or something?â
âWho cares.â
âLast time he saw you around me, he waved handcuffs in my face and told me to keep my distance if I donât want to wake up with my car impounded.â Grabbing onto your wrist, lifts an eyebrow. âYou might have some corruption kink, but no pussy is worth losing my car over.â
âIâd give you more than just my pussy.â You lie, scooting back to press your ass against the hood of his car. âCome on, heâs out of town. Nowâs probably one of our only chances.â
Jungwoo grins, stroking up your lotioned smooth calves to your knees. âWhenâs he come back?â
âLate tomorrow, but we canât do anything at my place.. he has security cameras.â
âThatâs not a problem.â Jungwoo shrugs, pushing your thighs open. âThat why you came over here all pretty? Smelling all nice for me.â
âWe can go out to the hills, I know you just moved out here but itâs pretty common.â Pushing your thighs open more, you gather your dress to show off your pretty baby pink lace panties. Uncomfortable as hell, but they spark his interests, caressing up your inner thighs softly with a hum. âEveryone goes out to Agora to fuck..â
âYeah? To fuck?âÂ
Your step-dad had complained about how rundown your neighborhood had become in the last few years. Allowing any old trash to move in. He certainly was not a fan of your newest neighbor Jungwoo Kim, rolling down the street with his obnoxiously loud engine revving up loud enough to shake each house he drove by. Johnny wouldnât stop complaining about him for the rest of that day, throwing out comments to you that itâd be best if you avoid âmen like thatâ. If only he had any idea that all you wanted after that was to do the complete opposite.
âFine, I gotta take a quick shower.â Licking at his lips, he swipes a thumb over your clothed slit. âCome by to get you in an hour.â
âIâll be waiting.â
âââââââââââââ-
âSo, Agora Hills? I thought shit like this only existed in stupid sitcoms.â Jungwoo laughs, setting his car in park at the top of the hill overlooking the entire town.Â
Thatâs the point, someone decided to claim this large space of land up on this hill as a place to lose your virginity. To enter adulthood, to check off the right of passage that changes one from sexually inexperienced to a lush. Itâs been known as the spot for as long as you can remember, thatâs the only reason Johnnyâs even aware of what takes place up here.
He used to venture with different girls up to Agora Hills throughout his high school and college years. He canât really blame you for doing the same, itâs simply the way things go here.
âItâs nice up here.â You smile, peering out of the front windshield at the city lights that burn bright from this high. The greenery that creates more shadows in the dark. The starry sky dimly lighting up the area around you. âThe energies different, right?â
Jungwoo bites on his bottom lip, leaning over the front seat of his car with ease since the old model has nothing to stop him from getting closer to you. He drapes an arm around your shoulder, presses in to drag his nose down your cheek. âItâd be nicer if we were fucking.â
Plush lips find yours, using his tongue right away to lick between and garner access inside of your mouth. Freshly washed up after working on his car all day, he wafts the aroma of body wash and clean soap smell around you. Minty tongue still carrying traces of mouthwash. Jungwooâs not interested in wasting time or getting to know you. Only in one way really.
Johnny was right to tell you to keep your distance from men like him. Thatâs why you had to go for him. In less than a minute heâs already swiping between your thighs, cupping over your lace covered mound. Shoving his tongue deep inside of your mouth with more confidence and aggression than Jaemin and Jeno had initially.Â
Heâs older(25 to be exact), Johnny hates that. His car is absurdly noisy, Johnny hates that. He blasts music loud enough to wake up the entire neighborhood early in the morning every weekend, Johnny really fucking hates that.
âJungwoo,â you moan softly, pushing at his chest. âS-slow down a little.â
âPft, come on. Donât give me that shit, youâve been teasing me for weeks.â He mutters against your lips, biting on your lower one to let you know how annoyed he is.Â
âPlease, IâmâIâm a virgin.â You whisper feebly.Â
âWhat??â Jungwoo pulls back, ragged and out of breath. Lips all pink and swollen from kissing you roughly. âYouâve got to be shitting me.â
âN-no, my step-dadâs really protective..â
âThe cop.â
âMhmm..â
Shaking off an annoyed laugh, he rubs the top of your thigh closest to him. âI hate using condoms. Not gonna fuck you with one your first time either if youâre expecting some kind of princess treatment from me.â
âI donât..âÂ
But you also have no intention to actually lose your virginity in the front seat of his Cadillac. Not when you know your step-father started his rounds a little over an hour ago. From your estimation, heâll be on his way up the hill in no less than 15-20 minutes. If finding you with the neighbor he canât fucking stand doesnât break him, then maybe itâs time to give up.
âYou ever touch yourself?â Jungwoo asks, interrupting your thoughts. Gripping the hem of your dress before dragging it up and off of your body. He reaches between your legs again, rushing to scoop your cunt with the entirety of his large palm. Digging the heel of it against your covered clit. âLike this?â
âUnghh..â you nod slowly, grinding against the pressure.Â
âTell me more.â Jungwooâs nose flicks against your chin. Applying pressure down on your clit. âWhat turns you on? I want you dripping wet.â
Your step-father, Johnny. Unbuttoning his uniform. Sat stressed out at the kitchen island with his head hung between his shoulders, eyebrows furrowed together. The way he looks fresh out of the shower when he doesnât know that youâre watching him. Droplets of water cling to his smooth bare skin, the tattoo on his bicep rippling with each movement, the pink blotches sprinkled across his back and chest from using boiling hot water.Â
Johnnyâs always on your mind when you touch yourself. Heâs the first thing you see when you shut your eyes to fall asleep. Heâs the first face you envision when you wake up and rub your eyes, sighing and whimpering to yourself. How he could be one room away and still so far drove you crazier by the minute. Creating more outlandish scenarios in your head as hours went by throughout your day and heâd be hard at work protecting the streets.
It may seem sick to some but your step-father has always been a man you could admire. He never failed you, even now when he should punish you, lock you up with no access to your phone- he doesnât. He loves you too much to make you suffer anymore than you already have. Do you deserve his patience?
Jungwooâs teeth nip at your cheek, shoving his hand inside of your panties when you fail to answer with a dazed look in your eyes.
âY-you,â you mumble, stroking down his forearm to his wrist. âOlder guys like you.â
Itâs not a complete lie. Most of your wet dreams consisted of your step-father reminding you of how much older he is than you. How much bigger he is than you. How wrong this is. What a disappointment your mother would deem you. Sheâd be so upset with you, exploiting yourself like this just for your step-fathers attention. She didnât raise you to be this way, but sheâs not here anymore. You only have Johnny now, his presence and existence in your life. Nothing more, nothing less.
But you need all of him. You want it all.
âSlut.â Jungwoo sucks at his bottom lip, pinching your clit between two of his digits. âOnly eighteen?â
âMhm..â
A sadistic smile grows on his face, sliding two digits lower between your folds. âAnd a virgin, fuck. I canât remember the last time I fucked a virgin.â
and he still wonât remember after this, judging by the time.. your step-dad will be here soon. At least you hope he will beâŠ
Tips of rough calloused fingers tap against your tight hole, sucking in a deep breath as he adds a little pressure. âFuck.. youâre so small.â
Licking down your cheek, he nibbles his way to your jawline. Teeth dragging and layering kisses down to your chin. âMessy as fuck, virgin cunt soiling through my car I bet. Wanna eat you out, bet you taste so good.â
Blood rushes to your ears, firmly shutting your eyes and slumping deeper into his passenger seat. âAnyone ever ate out your tight pussy before, angel?â
Jungwooâs tongue flicks out, lapping up your chin to your mouth. Swallowing the moaned muffled ânoâ you let out.
âI get to do the honors.â He trails off, prodding at your sensitive hole before sliding his hand free. âCome here.â Grabbing onto your hips, he manhandles you into a better position. Back leaned against the passenger door, cupping under your thigh with a large hand to pull you apart. âOpen your pretty cunt for me just like this.â He huffs breathily, gently placing the back of your calf onto the seat. Obscenely sprawled out with your other leg on the carâs floor still.
Not bothering to pull off your panties, he shoves them to one side. Quietly whistling between his pink lips, he drags a thumb down the center of your parted open folds. âFuck, youâre really..â his head shakes, bending in closer to gawk at your cunt up close. The dim light entering the car makes your arousal appear more as a glossy coat on your thighs. Glistening under the bright lit moonlight. âSo wet. Can probably make you squirt so easily.â
Squirt? You think you mutter, dragging the back of your head against the car window.Â
A gruff sound leaves his lips, lowering his mouth to your pussy without another second to waste. His tongue pokes out, gently tracing between your wet folds. Teasing side to side until your hips squirm and he lets out a pleased rumble. âFuck, you taste better than a dream.â He gasps, eyes rolling up to meet yours from the angle heâs at.Â
Dropping his mouth back down, he keeps his gaze fixated on your. Sharp eyes lazily hooded, pressing firmer licks between your pussy folds. Rolling the muscle of his tongue up and over your swollen clit. He teases there until your toes curl, reaching your hands out toward him helplessly in search of something to grab onto.Â
The thick width of his tongue drags down, laps at your entrance. Testing the stretch with the tip of his tongue pushing inside with a vibrating groan that has you reaching for his hair.
Itâs too much after edging yourself for hours to the thought of your step-father today. After sneaking into his bedroom as he showered to lick at his gun, sucking at it before shoving the barrel inside of your hole while Johnny jerked himself off in the shower.Â
âF-fuck, IâmâIâm cuââ
Gravel. Tires skidding. A harsh pull of a car brake. Bright lights and a loud clash from a door slamming. Heâs here.
The knock at Jungwooâs car window is incessant, rapid and angry. Ripping himself off of you, he loudly curses, smearing the back of his hand across his lips before yelling for your step-father to stop out of fear that heâll shatter the glass. âGod fucking damnit.â
Rolling it down manually with renowned speed and a frightful gaze, he locks eyes with Johnnyâs thinned out furious ones. Sinking down and reaching inside of the car to grab his neck with one large hand. âWhat the fuck do you think youâre doing boy?!â
Jungwoo squeals, eyes bulging out of shock and fear. He slaps at Johnnyâs wrist, trying to call for your help.
âDaddy! Let go of him!â You shriek, grabbing your dress to hold against yourself. Trembling at the sight of your step-father in this state. Heâs never looked so angry, terrifying really..
âGet out of this car. Right now.â He says sternly, burning into you with a laser focused look in his eyes. âNow.â
His demanding tone has you racing to reach the passenger door, not even bothering to get your dress back on before running over to where he still stands hunched over with an unyielding chokehold on Jungwooâs throat. âDaddy, please! Please stop! Let go of him!â
Wrapping your arms around his bicep, you try to pull. Failing to make him budge and losing your footing when he stands up abruptly. âYou, right there.â He points to the hood of the car, reaching for his back pocket to retrieve a pair of handcuffs.
âI told you Iâd be on your ass if you ever came near my daughter.â He sneers at Jungwoo, grabbing his arm by the car door. He drags the youngerâs wrist to the seatbelt, latching the handcuff shut to trap him to his driver seat. âAnd you.â
Turning toward you, he points to the hood again. Grabbing your shoulders to spin you around and bend you over, chest pressed flat to the car hood.
âDaddy!â You squeak, breath caught in your throat.
âDonât.â He growls, slotting his hips to your bottom to keep you in place. Using one large powerful hand to lock your wrists together against your lower back. The feeling of his big warm body sends your mind into a frenzy, pressing your cheek down on the car as a whimper slips free and you meet Jungwooâs petrified gaze through the windshield. âWhat did I tell you about the Kim boy down the street?â Johnny asks, controlling the anger in his tone.
âT-toâstayâaway from h-him,â you whine, slamming your eyes shut. âT-too old for me.â
âBut you like them older, right?â Weight drops down on your back. Heavy and crushing, pressing his hot mouth to your ear. âYou love to disobey me, why is that?â
âN-no daddy..â
âDonât fucking lie to me.â He bites, teeth snapping down loudly. The dominant tone melting you down, struggling to breathe with his chest on your back, the full weight of his groin shoved against your ass. âWhat happened to being a good little girl?â
âI-IâIââ speechless is what you are. Not processing one single clear thought under him. The cool car hood encasing night air keeps you sane enough to stop losing your mind to the heat taking over your body. This isnât really happening, your step-father.. heâd never act this way. Unless you finally succeeded, you got your wish, you broke him down..
âTell me the truth, youâve been a bad girl.â His free hand snakes to your throat. Knocking the breath out of your chest as his palm lays flat and everything around you reminds you of how much fucking bigger he is than you. How much older, stronger, more powerful he is. Itâs every horny dream thatâs ever interrupted your sleep, but so real, so fucking real. âThatâs what you want to be now? Daddyâs bad little girl.â
Oh fuck. This canât be really happening.
âN-no, daddyâs good girl.â You cry, turning your head enough to look at him from the corner of your eye. âYour g-good girl.â
âItâs my fault. I gave you too much. Let you think you could do whatever the fuck you wanted without any repercussions.â The bridge of his nose presses to your cheekbone. Electric eyes filled with flames locked on yours. âNeed to put you back in your place, donât I sweetheart?â
Tears dribble from your eyes beyond your comprehension. Falling down a dark hole without escape, you nod slowly, whimpering through your choked sobs. âDaddy.â
âI know, baby.â Soft lips drag down your cheek, firmly pressing a kiss at the corner of your mouth.Â
Everything about him feels so dizzying, knowing your head would roll off of your neck if he wasnât choking your throat right now. His fingers trail up to your chin, turning your face to look at Jungwooâs large eyes reflected in the windshield. âYouâre better than this.â
âIâm not, Iâm bad. I need to be fixed.. corrected.â You manage to whine, innocently blinking over your shoulder without a care in the world for the man you manipulated into this situation. Theyâve all been pawns in your game, your step-father included. All to get what your heart and body desires. âPunish me daddy!â
Johnnyâs soft eyes darken in an instant, coated by a shadowed film covering his iris. His nostrils flare, laying all of his large size on top of you. âWhy are you asking this of me?â
âB-because, I love you.â You sob, bouncing your lower half against him. âI love you daddy, so much!â
The last bit of fight he had left exits his lips with his next breath. Slowly dropping his eyes shut as he stays still and lets the sensation of your ass grinding back on his cock wash over him. He tried to deny, tried to ignore, berated himself for allowing such indecent thoughts about his step-daughter to enter his mind.
Ever since your behavior became more concerning, he had to set up hidden cameras around the house. He was worried, thatâs all. Worried of what harm you could cause yourself when left alone with your sadness and thoughts. He wanted to tell you, he did, but it was only for your own good. And for the most part he felt at ease while he patrolled and left you alone at home. You mostly slept, laid around, occasionally made yourself food. He saw when youâd sneak around.. steal his clothing, but that never bothered him.
Today though, what he saw today, only an hour ago as he fast forwarded through the footage documented today. He saw you on his bed, the one he shared with your mother once. Tracing your fingers along his work uniform, picking up his gun to pose with in the mirror. All normal, until it wasnât.
âWhat did you do with my gun?â He asks slowly, shoving your hair away to one side. âTell me.â
Color drains from your face, wide eyes peering up at him. âIâIââ
âWhy did you do it?â He continues to question, having to swallow to calm his dry throat. âWhatâs gotten into you sweetie? What do I need to do to fix this? To fix you?â
What has gotten into you? Depression, malignant fantasies, emptiness. Really, that's it, emptiness. Every part of you feels so empty, so hollow, unalive. The only time a shred of life shows itself is when you see Johnny, when youâre with him, when he smiles at you, when he touches you, when he wraps you up in his large arms. âBecause I love you.â
One solo tear trails down his cheek, slowly nodding as he pulls you up and wraps around your waist from behind. Soft full lips press to your cheek, the lips you crave and lose your mind over. Safety, thatâs what he is. Your step-father, heâs the refuge you pray for, the comfort you canât find anywhere no matter how hard you search. âIf you love me, youâll stop doing this.â His voice cracks, shaking as he finds your watery eyes.
âAnd if you love me,â your lip trembles, teeth chattering. âYouâll love me.â
If there is a God, heâll never forgive him.
Strong working hands, dangerous hands that have handled firearms for years, that have locked up wrong doers, that have nurtured and fought hard for you; strong hands squeeze your waist. Slowly turning you around to face him. âI want to take you home.â
âNo daddy, I want you, here.â
Here at Agora Hills, the exact place you have been luring him to night after night. âHere?â He questions almost pathetically, rubbing down your bare stomach to the frilly material of your panties. His eyes slide over to Jungwooâs near haunted face, jaw hung open so wide he can see all the way to the back of his throat where his tonsils hang. Surely heâll tell everyone in the neighborhood about what heâs witnessed here tonight. May as well make it a good story.Â
âHere.â Johnny repeats more assured, nodding to the hood of your neighborâs ridiculous car. âLift your legs up sweetie.â
The backseat of his patrol vehicle had definitely been the layout for your fantasy, skittish as you allow him to mount you onto Jungwooâs car and the hood gives under your weight. Denting your knees in place, echoing a pitiful cry from inside of the car. Johnnyâs hold around your stomach tightens, resting your back to his chest so that your legs can bend open in front of the windshield. âYou let this idiot touch you baby?âÂ
âY-yes..â you admit, flushing from head to toe as you meet your neighborâs miserable expression. He really really had pissed off your daddy..
âYou let him touch you here?â Longer fingers drag across the top of your lace panties. Biting down on his lip with his chin perched over your shoulder. He slaps your trembling inner thighs, reaching lower to drag a thumb down the seam of your panties stretched against labia folds. âLet anyone touch you, donât you?â
âN-no daddy..â
âDonât lie to me.â Johnnyâs usual soft spoken voice is long gone. Falling into a deeper and raspier speech as he skirts around your panties. Tapping the tip of his nose against your cheek. âNo more, you let anyone touch you again and daddy will make you regret it.â
Fuck. Shivers explode down your spine, frantically nodding as he suddenly rips your soaked underwear to one side. Exposing your blood engorged cunt to the cool night air, pornographically spread open on the hood of some classic automobile. âN-never!â
âThatâs right.â He hisses, eyebrows furrowed, leaning into your back more until you fold in and canât lift your neck. Forced into a nearly pretzeled position with no choice but to watch as his large hand lowers past your navel and he splits open your pussy folds. âShaved yourself all pretty, I know thatâs not for him.â
Erupting with a fresh batch of tears, you struggle to shake your head. Rambling a spatter of ânononoâ because nothing has ever been for anyone else. Only for your step-father, only for him.
Itâs beyond painful how desperate you sound, losing your sight through wads of tears that wonât stop filling up your eyes. âWhat should I do baby? Your panties are so wet.â He tsks, tugging the worn down material bunched up in his fist even harder. Ripping a sound of lace shredding through the night air. âWant me to touch your little pussy? To use your cunt in front of your random boy toy?â
âDaddy, p-please!â Heâs driving you crazy. Slamming your socked feet against the car hood, you let out the most feral of moans. Jerking your hips up with a shout
âWant me to touch you here?â Johnny murmurs, sounding on the brink of insanity himself. Tiptoeing two fingers down your cunt to your opening, spewing slick out onto his digits. âTo shove them deep inside of you?â
A moment of cold silence rinses down on you, craning your neck back against his chest to look at him. Nuzzling and nodding against his throat, you whimper feebly, placing a scolding kiss on his Adamâs apple. âPlease daddy, p-please fuck me.â
Shit, thatâs not what Johnny expected to ever hear. The beating of his heart goes wild, throbbing its way up to his brain, filling his ears full of static noise. Heâs panting heavily, winding down to your entrance in search of what can only be wonderland. Fully hunched over you, he watches with intent as the pads of his digits push against the tightness of your hole. Hissing between his teeth at the resistance heâs met with.Â
Thereâs no way youâre still this tight if you really let the neighbor boy fuck you. How tiny can his dick be? Johnny grimaces, pushing in past the snap of skin that sucks around his fingers. Propelling spikes of adrenaline and hunger through him that scream to go harder, faster, deeper. The bend in your knees goes limp, kicking out against the car windshield, garnering another shattered cry from inside of the vehicle.Â
Entranced by how you squeeze around two of his digits, your step-father stabs them deeper inside. Thrusting them in harder only to hear your cunts wet echoes splatter around his hand onto the hood of Jungwooâs car.
âDaddy!â Exhaling something between a moan and a cry, you pant heavily under his upper body. Convulsing and shaking into him, forced to take the two long fingers jabbing in and out of you at a rapid speed. He flicks at your swollen clit, in disbelief at the way your pussy hasnât stopped spasming since he started fucking past your holes squeeze.Â
âYou're so close, princess.â He huffs raggedly. Snapping his fingers in and out at a blinding pace. Pumping more wetness to stream out onto the hood of the car. The teasing flicks at your clit turn furious. Pinching your stuff bud between his thumb and pointer finger, tweak your raging nerves into a frenzy. Shots of electricity burn through your limbs, curling your toes in with a scream out to the night sky.Â
Itâs hot and blinding, punching your chest with cold all at once. The force of your orgasm pushes against his fingers, halting Johnnyâs motions as a powerful rush of clear liquid rips out around his digits and your pussy walls grip around him. The thought of his cock filling you up next has him pulling out. Slapping his hand down to rub at your clit furiously, concentrated and focused as he watches in awe. The squirting stream shoots out harder, raining down on the carâs windshield.
âHoly shit.â Jungwoo cries out from inside, struggling to breathe.
âKnew you could do it.â Your step-father praises, kissing the side of your sweaty forehead. âMy good girl.â
Johnny does the unthinkable, swiping your drenched cunt before lifting his hand up, gaze on yours with his tongue lapping at his fingers. âTastes so good.â
Just like heaven.
âD-daddy?â You sniffle, pouting your lips out toward him with the largest saddest eyes heâs ever seen. Bloodshot, cheeks stained with tears the same exact way they were when your mother died.
A kiss, a kiss is what you beg for. A kiss from your daddy.
And Johnny, how could he ever deny you? How can he stop himself from scooping you up, wrapping your trembling thighs around his waist. Cupping your ass as he leans in and gives you one of the softest lightest kisses, leaving one on the tip of your cold nose after. He presses for more, a firmer kiss, longer contact. Rubbing your ass between his greedy hands, asking for entrance to your sinful mouth with his tongue.Â
Denying you has never been an option.Â
âD-daddy,â you cry between hot kisses. Overwhelmed by his dominant mouth, how easily he takes control. The suck around your tongue and lips ready to burst from how swollen they are. âPlease, please fuck me. Want you to be my first, please.â
âFirst?â Stepping back, he looks over your naive expression. Your flushed cheeks, your beating chest, your hands trembling against your thighs. âFirst.â
Youâre a virgin, an eighteen year old virgin. His step-daughter, pure, untouched, barely legal. Begging him to be your first.
If anyone should be your first, itâs him. He practically raised you, has the best interest in mind for you. He loves you.
âShow me.â Licking at his lips, he swallows hard. Throat clamoring for some saliva. âShow me your virgin pussy.â
And you do, you listen so well. Almost too perfectly as you place your feet flat to the car and grab your knees to hold them open. Your pretty lace panties ruined, blood-filled cunt pulsating at him. Itâs a sight he hasnât seen in years, virgin pussy. Hairless in all the right places, hole barely visible because of how fucking tight you are.
Itâs wrong, heâs so big itâs going to hurt you so much. âDaddy.â But the way you whine for him. How you proudly sit there pumping your cunt at him. You need to be punished.
He wants to take you home, fuck you right on the same bed he took your mother on for years. Bend you into every position, make you scream all night until the neighbors make a fuss and turn their lights on at 3am. Nosey and curious, whispering about a murder taking place.
Wrapping you back up in his arms, he spares Jungwooâs sobbing face one last look. Nodding with a smirk before turning around to his vehicle. At least heâd taken the SUV for patrol tonight, unbeknownst to himself of what would soon unravel.Â
âYou deserve the world baby.â He whispers, unlatching the back door open to climb inside with you. Itâs spacious enough, thankfully, because despite how badly he needs to get you home, he needs to know how you feel even more. Fighting with each step to his cop car with his swollen sack, heâs proud of himself for not turning you over and taking you on that assholeâs car. âAnd daddyâs going to give it to you.â
Writhing against his back seat, you lay flat and unhook your bra, throwing it to the ground. âYouâre so so pure.â He almost growls, unbuckling the large metal buckle of his belt. Blazed eyes dragging down your body, your pinched waist, round hips, panties barely holding on for life. âSo beautiful and good to me.â He nods, shaking his shoulders free from his holster. Working to unbutton his long sleeved uniform shirt. âSo good for me, my angel.â
Johnny means every word. Youâve never done wrong in his eyes, always his sweet little girl. Even now youâre giving him everything, all of you. An angel sent to take care of him through his misery.Â
Getting down to his constricting work slacks, he situates himself between your thighs. Having to hunched in due to the shirt ceiling height. The touch of your flesh beneath his fingertips heats up like a furnace. âYour pussy, your virgin cunt..â
Eyes drunk on nothing but need, lust, desire, love stare up at him. Continuously rolling tears down your glowing cheeks. You donât even know what youâre begging for, never having had sex.. you just want him.
âWhoâs pussy is this?â He asks brazenly, surprising himself. Caressing the insides of your knees and he peers down at your cunt that seems to have a heartbeat of its own. âWhoâs is it, baby girl?â
âYour!â You cough, falling into a mewl. Moaning lewdly as he nods above you, broad and large. Slinking his hands to his zipper to slowly glide down.Â
âYeah,â Johnny sucks in a deep breath, nodding slowly. Shoving his pants and briefs down past the middle of his thighs. âAfter I fuck this pussy, no one elses but mine.â
âDaddyâs pussy.â You moan, legs spread out for him. Grabbing your panties to tug at roughly. âOnly yours.â
A glob of wet arousal pulses from your hole as you say it, and itâs enough to drop his body forward. To circle the base of his cock with one of his sweaty hands, eyes on yours. The way your cunt drips, he can only hope youâll feel nothing but pleasure. Slapping the thick girth of his meat against your wet pussy, he hisses. Having to hold himself up with one arm bracketed by your head so that he can look down at his length covering your center. âThis might hurt, baby.â
âP-please.â Make it hurt. Thatâs all that Johnny can hear. Your pleads for punishment, for pain, for something to heal and fill up your empty soul.
The head of his cock feels the true warmth of your cunt, your tight suffocating grip, wrapping around him like a perfect cock sleeve.Â
And itâs right, itâs so right. Rolling his eyes shut, groaning as he feeds you more of his size despite your cries. The scrabbling small hands scratching his chest, your clinking teeth and sniffles. He fits the entirety of his cock inside of your pussy. Mesmerized by how fucking wet you are, wettest cunt heâs ever fucked.Â
Sinking into the hilt, he meets obstruction. Mouth hung open panting heavily on top of you. He canât take his eyes off of it, how his cock disappears inside of you, how connected you both are right now. Creeping an angry groan out of him, curling up his spine as his balls smack against your rim.
âMy angel, my baby.â He pants harshly. Using his flexed abdomen muscles to hold himself up and slide both of his hands beneath your neck. âLook at us, baby.â
Johnnyâs strong hands hold your head up off of the backseat, folding you in as they wrap around your neck and squeeze. The crushing weight on your throat chokes your breath, wide eyed as you look down at what he wants you to see. Fucking into you with brutal determination when he finds your gaze where he wants it to be. His glossy wet cock, pummeling in and out of you as if youâre a pro at this.Â
Your cunts just too good, sucking around him like nothing ever has. He draws in and out, plunging in madly. Pulling out to the tip only to slam back in and make you take, shape you to take his cock.
Creamy wetness splurges out around his size with each stroke. Spilling out beneath your ass, filling the vehicle with a splattering sound of your arousal. The smack of his balls on your ass, hips hitting the backs of your thighs. Coughed and gurgled moans, scratching at his forearms the more he tightens around your neck. âDaddy!â
Fuckfuckfuck, youâre driving him insane. Bonkers, off the walls, throwing his head back releasing the loudest pleasured moans. Each one making your pussy squeeze and grip around him tighter. He moans louder and louder, reminding you with each that youâre the best, so good and amazing for him.Â
âDa-daddyâisâisââ you splutter, jerked up and down under the force of his hips jackhammering into you.Â
Johnnyâs wild eyes meet yours, loosening on your throat to let you breathe easily. His pace never falters, pushing his cock through your kissing cunt. Through your delicious maddening heat, through the milking grip trying to make him cum. âBaby wants it even deeper, huh?â
âI-isââ you mumble incoherently, squeezing your eyes to blink away tears. Fluttering open to find his. âM-my pussyâbetter t-than mommyâs?â
FUCK.Â
Why would you say that?! Why would you ask him that?! Johnny canât stop his hips from stuttering, slamming in and stilling. Filling your cunt with a hot load of cum, sticky and wet. Too much for your tiny little hole to handle. Heâs never lost himself like this, never emptied his balls so fast. Never came too quickly.
âWhatâre you doing to me.â He whimpers, falling flat and heavy against your chest. Ragged breaths punch out of his lungs, practically vibrating on top of you. His cock twitching inside of your squeezing hole, not softening up for anything.
âSay that again.â He sighs, reaching to cup your face. Nose shoved against yours. âSay that again for me baby.â
The sad desperate tone he asks you in has your pussy squeezing around the wet gush of sperm and slick filling you up along with his fat cock. Losing your strength to hold your eyes open, you slowly fade. Heavy lidded and croaking. âI-is my pussy b-better than mommyâs?â
Johnnyâs bulging biceps cage your head. Pressing a searing hot kiss on your saliva drenched lips. âSo much better, my fucking angel. My fucking sweet angel with he best pussy, canât get enough of you. Will never be enough, need all of you.â
Licking at the drool covering your chin and neck, he begins to grind his hips in circles. Stretching your cock to take him again and again. For as long as he can keep it up for you, heâll keep fucking you. Fuck all the pain away with more punishment.Â
âDaddyâs gonna mold your tight little pussy.â He grunts, sitting up to haul your legs up. Laying your limp limbs against your chest with no struggle. âSo flexible.âÂ
Of course you are, a young eighteen year old girl, good for nothing but taking cock. âWant you only taking my cock from now on, no one elseâs.â
âY-yes daddy.â You whisper, throat burning from screaming and moaning. Face scrunched up trying to hold back your urge to cum again, too swollen between your thighs to squeeze any harder. âOnly yours.â
âSuch a good pussy. So fucking soft and wet.â Johnny thrusts in slowly a few times. Catching his breath before slamming down, circling his thick arms around your shoulders to completely fold you in. Suffocated by his masculine body wash scent filling your senses, his deep grunts, the deep set lines taking over his forehead with every exerted movement.Â
Furious thrusts only build and build to a violent speed, aided by the endless stream of slick lubricating his cock. He canât stop fucking you, canât make himself stop.
âDaddy, daddy!â Itâs all you can say, repeat and scream. Too lost in your pleasure, the numbness coursing through you, your blacked out mind that needed this. Needed to feel whole to feel empty again, to relax your brain and scorch endless amounts of endorphins through your system.Â
âCome on princess, let me feel how good that pussy cums.â He growls, chasing your orgasm for you. Grunting and fucking through your pulsing heat, hot slick pussy walls gripping him so tight.Â
âA-ahh!â The drag of his length pauses, fluttering his eyes open. Letting out a cracked howl as you cum. Tossing his head back to fully take in how clench around him akin to a chokehold. Wailing and whimpering beneath him as streams of hot clear liquid shoot onto his pelvis. Too limp and out of it to break free from his position even through your writhing. Your step-father suffers through it, the best suffering heâs ever experienced. Biting down on his lip with a deep breath as he curses and fucks through the last seconds of your climax.Â
He tries to stave off his release, tries to stop himself from finishing too fast again, but youâre just too good. Never letting his dick breathe with the way you milk his cock.
âFuck shit, fâfuck. G-gonna cum.â He says between clenched teeth. Groaning from the back of his throat, digging his fingers into your thighs hard enough to bruise. âTake all of my cum baby, itâs all for you.â
All of it for you, from now on he wonât go a day without spilling himself empty inside of your pussy. Fucking his seed deep inside, painting your cervix without any concern of you getting pregnant. You belong to him now.
âFuck thatâs it.â He grits, groaning loudly with shaking thighs barely holding him up. Cock sheathed deep inside of you painting your cervix in strings of white hot cum. âTake all of it, my good girl.â
His good girl, you hum quietly. Using your last bit of energy to clamp your cunt around him and snatch every last bit of cum for your greedy hole.Â
The night feels endless in the backseat of his patrol car atop of Agora Hills. Just the two of you, lost in each otherâs bodies, fucking your pain and anger away.Â
âLetâs get you home.â He finally finds the willpower to say after filling you up two more times. Finding a blanket in the trunk to wrap around you. âItâs too late, way past your curfew.â
The comment brings a lazy smile to both of your faces. Curling into his side for comfort.
âDaddy?â
âYes, princess.â He sighs, rubbing at his forehead to ease whatever anxious thoughts attempt to enter now that the haze of lust and sex has cooled down.
âI love you.âÂ
Johnny frowns, turning to cuddle against your side. His forehead presses against your shoulder, placing a light kiss on your collarbone. âDaddy loves you more.â
Hey, I know youâve lacked Markâs âFirst Timeâ as complete but I genuinely enjoyed reading it. Do you have any plans to write part 4? Hopefully the reader will experience her first knot?
what is up with everyone and this particular fic? fhjghgfhdgff
lemme go read it and see what I sprinkled in it to have y'all so into it.
it was supposed to be a one shot!! ;____ ;
** I'll think about it. but if I write part 4, don't come asking for a part 5 now...
Girl, your writing is insane. Absolutely loving and living for Alpha Mark. I just read âWants vs Needs.â I know this is anon but could you please do more Alpha Mark?
Aww thank youuu
I'm glad you enjoyed! <3
And....yes. There is absolutely more Alpha Mark on the way~
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since it's the last day of the day of 2023, i thought i could let go of some frustrations of mine
Summary: You let a stranger into your home, but people arenât always who they seem to be.
Pairing: Johnny Suh x Y/N
Genre: Supernatural, Vampire AU, Horror
Warnings: Suggestive language
Word count: 2.2k
A/N: Happy Halloween đ ~
âAre you sure you donât want a ride?â Your coworker said as he turned the lock and tugged the door, ensuring it was sealed. âItâs just not safe for you to go home on your own. Itâs only a few blocks but a car ride will get you home faster.â
âI will be okay.â You assured your coworker. âGo and enjoy your Halloween party.â
He put a hand on his hip and sighed. âYou are so stubborn.â
âIâm also a trained fighter.â You said as you lightly squeezed his arm and started walking in the direction of your family home. âIâll see you next week! Happy Halloween!â
You stuffed your hands in both pockets and scurried across the street. The wind chill hit you like a brick wall and you nearly gasped. It was freezing. But you didnât let that slow you down. You reached the crosswalk and began to cross when you saw- or you thought you saw a shadow rush by you. But when you looked around to assess your surroundings, you saw only the familiar houses and streets of your neighborhood.
You assumed it to have been a bird or a bat and continued with your walk.
After a few seconds, the house came into view. In the driveway, was your beloved Beemer. The battery died the day before and your parents wouldnât be home for another three days. Realizing your condo was fifteen miles away from your job, you decided you would stay at your parentsâ place until they returned and your father could fix your car.
You loudly sighed once you stepped into the warm house and closed the door shut, waiting for the whirring of the lock before you began to take off your shoes and coat.
You were waiting patiently as the kettle boiled water for your tea when you heard the doorbell ring. You slightly flinched, very confused because you were not expecting guests and it was very much so past trick or treating hours.
You walked to the door and could see the frame of a tall man. You hesitated before opening the door, unsure about the choice you were set to make.
Once the door opened, your eyes widened and you froze.
His look wasâŠunique. He was very handsome, but something was missing. You just couldnât seem to figure out what it was. Nevertheless, he was breathtaking. He stood at no less than 6 feet and 2 inches tall. His jet black hair brought out his porcelain skin and matched his half-lidded stare.
Long, dark fitted jeans, a black button up and a black leather jacket. His fashion sense was impressive but you couldnât understand how he wasnât shivering in the cold.
âUm..hi.â You said meekly. You could barely form a wave but didnât pay that any mind.
âHello.â He spoke and you felt your entire body perk up again. What was this feeling? âI donât mean to bother and I know itâs a shot in the dark, but my car engine just went out and I canât get any tow company to come out to this part of town at this hour.â
You stared at him, mouth agape, but said nothing. You hadnât realized he wasnât speaking anymore until he waved a hand in front of you.
âOh! You need a place- a place to stay?â You stammered, embarrassment consuming you from the inside out.
The man smiled and nodded.
You started to shiver due to the cold wind and knew you couldnât let this man spend the night in his car.
âOf course!â You opened the door wider and turned to walk back towards the kitchen. âI am making some tea, would you like some?â You half shouted once you were in front of the kettle.
There was no answer, so you walked back to the door. There, he still stood, with his hands in his pockets and looking around as if he were waiting for something in particular.
âAre you not going to come in?â You asked him sweetly.
âOh, you invited me in?â He asked, seemingly confused.
You made a face at him. âUm yes, I am inviting you in. Now please come in and close the door.â You walked back to the kitchen without waiting for his response, but you heard the door close and the whirring of the lock within seconds.
âThis is a beautiful home.â The man said as he entered the kitchen and stood by your side. You felt your stomach tighten at the non existent space between you and the attractive stranger, but you tried your best to appear unfazed.
âThank you.â You said as you reached up high for an extra mug. The man moved to get it for you, but he was too late. You accidentally missed and a plate fell and partially shattered on the counter. You tried to pick up the bigger piece and winced as it sliced your finger.
âOw!â You quietly said, holding onto your finger, as the blood began to ooze out of the cut.
The man moved away from you and turned his back to you.
âSorry, I just donât um- I donât have a strong stomach.â He said before clearing his throat.
You stared at his wide and muscular back. So muscular his muscles were perfectly outlined through the fabric.
What a man. How did he find his way to you?
You pulled a pack of band aids from a drawer and rinsed your finger in the sink as he continued to face away from you.
âCan you help me clean up the mess? Iâll keep my distance. The trash is on the other side of the island.â You said softly.
âOf course. I can finish with the tea, as well.â He moved to clean the counter and you leaned against the sink and observed him.
Iâm so painfully single. You thought to yourself as the attractive man moved around the kitchen cleaning and preparing the tea you started.
You tried to grab your mug but he stopped you and picked it up. âLet me.â He said in that sultry voice that made your stomach do a backflip.
He brought it to the table and both sat. His long legs reached the floor and his knees bent, while you crossed your legs on the stool.
âSoâŠâ You said, staring at him. He was awfully pale. Youâd never seen anything like it. He couldâve passed for a dead man.
âUm.. What is your name?â You asked him, after you took a sip of your tea.
âMy name is Johnny.â He replied, making direct eye contact as he sipped his tea as well.
His stare was as penetrative as it was alluring.
âJohnnyâŠâ You repeated after him, feeling yourself slide into a trance as you gazed into his eyes.
He smiled and set his mug onto the table.
âYes.â The smile grew wider. âJohnny. And I am assuming this is your name?â He pointed to your 5th grade drawing hanging on the fridge.
You quietly laughed, embarrassed because of the drawing. But you still nodded.
âItâs a pretty name.â Johnny leaned in closer to you. âSuitable for a pretty woman.â
You immediately giggled and he smiled. âThatâs very flattering. Maybe I have something other than the couch for you to sleep on.â You winked at him.
âI have no intention of sleeping on the couch.â He said, his voice low. With that, he leaned forward and planted a confident kiss on your lips.
Flustered and excited you struggled to sound coherent. âI- oh. Um.â Johnny chuckled and took another sip of his tea.
âPretty girls shouldnât be walking home alone at night, let alone staying in big houses by themselves. You never know what could be hiding in the shadows.â Johnny said.
You looked at him, but remained silent.
How did he know you walked alone?
âUmâŠitâs getting late. If you follow me, I can show you to the guest room.â You tell Johnny and he responds with a small smile.
âLead the way. â He said as he rose to stand.
You stood as well and started walking towards the staircase. Johnny followed you but made no move to touch you.
âThis is one of our guest rooms. My parents always keep it ready.â You turned on the light and the both of you were greeted by a large light and a tidy, furnished room. âThere are towels, toothpaste, and new toothbrushes in the bathroom.â You add and then you wait for him to say something. Anything.
âThis will do.â Johnny says as walks into the bedroom. He starts to unbuckle his belt and you gasp and cover your eyes as you turn your back to him.
âOkay, Iâm going to get ready for bed. Hope you have a good night!â You quickly leave the room and run to your own bedroom.
The door closed and you clutched your chest while your heart continued to thump. The thought of seeing him sans clothes taunts you as you try to blink it away. Your stomach did a backflip for the umpteenth time since you let this man into your home. You didnât understand why you were beginning to struggle with self control. NowâŠ..of all times?
You rushed to the bathroom and started running a bath. You needed to relax and a bath with lavender bubbles would do just the trick.
-
Twenty minutes later, you emerged from the bathroom. Defeated.
Your plan did not work. The water made you hornier than you were before you entered. Why did he have to kiss you? And call you pretty? Was all of that really necessary?
You groaned and held your head in your hands. Your head jerked up when you heard Johnnyâs room door close.
He mustâve also had a shower.
You rushed to the door in hopes of hearing him, perhaps. It was silent. Maybe he was still awake and the two of you could hang out some moreâŠ
A few extra minutes of chatting wouldnât hurt.
Yes. You decided. You would go and talk to him for a bit longer. He would be leaving in the morning, after all.
You slowly removed your ear from the door and straightened yourself out before reaching for the door knob. One deep breath and you turned the knob and pulled the door open.
You jolted as a half naked Johnny greeted you. His only layer being a white towel, which hung dangerously low. He sported the same gaze but there was something different about his eyes. The brim of his eyes were red, giving him a ghastly look. He seemed unwell.
âIâm so hungry.â He said.
You sighed but nodded. âWell then letâs get you something to eat. Thereâs a lot of food downstairs and-â
âNo.â Johnny grabbed your wrist and brought it to eye level. âWhat I am hungry for is right in front of me.
âJohnny-â You didnât finish your sentence but instead your eyes widened in horror as he opened his mouth to reveal fangs.
âOh my God.â You took a step back, but he only tightened his grasp.
âDo not scream. Do not run. I would hate for someone to die.â Johnny calmly said, now removing the band aid from your wound.
âYouâre a-...â Your voice started to tremble so you stopped and gulped.
âYes yes. There are many names for my kind but Iâll have you knowâŠmost of what you know about us is probably a mythâŠ. Except for the blood part.â Johnny shrugged. âThat is very real.â
You shook your head as tears started to stream down your cheeks. âPlease, no.â You sobbed as you tried to break free.
âShhh shhh. Hey.â Johnny caressed your cheek and wiped away a tear. âI can make this enjoyable for the both of us. You donât need to be afraid.â
âI have a rare blood disease!â You sputtered.
âNo you donât. I wouldâve smelled it. And even if you did.â He pulled you into his chest and leaned into your ear and whispered. âIt wouldnât matter.â
You couldnât understand it but you still wanted him. Even more than before.
âDid you like it when I kissed you?â Johnny taunted, shooting a playful smile your way.
His thumb stroked your lip as watched you melt into his hand.
â127 years of experienceâŠ.I can make you feel in ways unimaginable..Donât you want that? Donât you want me?â He carefully examined your face and scrunched his eyebrows.
Your throat was dry and your knees began to slightly shake. All you could do was nod.
âI assumed as much.â Johnny replied and leaned in to kiss you again.
Without thinking, you reached around and wrapped your arms around him. You felt him smile in the kiss and it distracted you from the cold skin against your lips. Johnny walked the both of you further into the bedroom and laid you on the bed. The fangs that were retracted while he was kissing, made an appearance again as you laid flat on your back and spread your legs.
âWait, can we really? Are you able to- you know? Arenât you likeâŠ.dead? Doesnât that mean you canât have sex?â You asked, your tears quickly crying.
Johnny chuckled and unwrapped the towel from his waist.