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Oliver // 13 // Transgender // Wiccan/Witch // Otherkin

[nep-etas-moved]

does anyone still follow this blog? i haven't updated it since i was like... 13 but i blog from @panopticonsys now if you'd like to keep up with me.

[userboxer]

[himari-takakura-deactivated2016]

Just abuse things

- “IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY!!” - “you arent mad at me right? Oh my god you are! IM SORRY” - “is this my for me? Can I use this? Can I drink this? Can I-” - “pls help me make this decision for me” - “do what you please!!!” “What if that makes everyone mad at me” -studying people intensely because you are afraid you might do something that will make them mad - Saying something in a tone louder than usual and feeling like this is your last day alive - low self stem - feeling mentally and emotionally exhausted after expressing any sort of feeling and crying right after that - when someone talks or does something in an attitude thats not usual from them and Knowing That It’s Your Fault - “i dont deserve this why are you doing this for me” - not knowing the difference between a joke, sarcasm, and passive aggressive speech - unhealthily clinging to anyone who’s remotely nice to you - not knowing what to say NEVER - not knowing how to react to compliments, nice words, genuine care or anything like that and feeling incredibly sick at the thought of someone genuinely loving you - Crying. - having to explain every single movement and word you do and say to literally anyone - being really good at lying and pretending as a survival strategy - Not living, surviving. - calculating and overthinking everything you do and say, the time you say it, how you say it, the expression you have when you say it, your voice tone…everything - getting panic attacks over the tiniest things - unhealthily clinging to fictional characters and shows - lack of energy to do anything because you use a lot of effort in every single movement you do - “im useless” - when someone compliments you on something and you needing to be Perfect at it because then you dont have any reason to live - intrusive thoughts - Perfectionism - Over sensitiveness - “It’s my fault.” - not knowing how to react about criticism - Isolation - getting startled when someone touches you - being hyperaware of your surroundings and at the same time having no time and space perception - believing everything everyone says - Feeling like any day is your last day

[turt1edove-deactivated20260108]

rb this n put ur schools mascot in the tags !

[turt1edove-deactivated20260108]

to clarify for all the non-americans that are confused by this a mascot is basically ur schools fursona

[amplified-sanders-sides]

I’ve attended a lot of schools over my time, so in order the mascots are:

Pirate, Cougar, Leprechaun, Wildcat, Saint, and Viking.

[amazable01]

Hornet

Not even joking

[thebaagelboy]

Mountain lion, hawk, and a nighthawk

[pastelpunkpatton]

Tornado, bulldog, and Tiger

[solange-lol]

A flower (dont ask), a knight, and a bulldog

[nep-etas-moved]

a bagpiper. no lie.

[cute-suggestions]

i’m glad i have you. and i’ll never take you for granted 💫

[nep-etas-moved]

@kar-kats

[juwudas]

hes so gay…..

[lullsoft-remade]

who

[juwudas]

the boy reading this….

[sj0]

you have been visited by the seven magic dragon balls your biggest wish will be granted but only if you reblog

[hersheyhipster]

Couldn’t risk it.

[justjengie]

didn’t realize they change colors. now I know o gotta wish.

[pinayputa]

THIS SHIT IS REAL I GOT THE JOB I WAS NUTS ABOUT BC I REBLOGGED THIS YESTERDAY maybe it’s a coinkidink but it okay just take the necessary steps to achieve what you’re wishing for and YOU CAN DO IT

[whatpumpkin-deactivated20181222]

More trolls for the TROLL CALL! 

Come back next Wednesday at 11:00 AM PT for even more trolls.  

[joshpeck]

this changed me as a person

[eternal-nova-deactivated2018011]

I’m in tears!

[lady-fett]

I just want to know how the writers of snl knew about my very specific sexual fantasy

[the-aila-test]

NEW EVENT

For anybody living in the United States, November 23rd (Thursday) is the national holiday “Thanksgiving,” which is alternatively used as a National Day of Mourning for Native Americans. 

We’ve had really great turn outs for the last Tumblr Events in the past, and I say we reclaim this day as well. Thanksgiving is often a difficult time for Natives, especially Native children in elementary schools who are forced to reenact a whitewashed and fabricated version of history between their ancestors and the early settlers. The truth about these events are often swept under rugs with no regard for the trauma and pain it causes Native Americans to this day.

If Tumblr is going to be your escape on this day, let’s fill it up with things to be proud of. 

Post selfies, artwork, poems or anything you’ve created. 

Submit or send asks about your favorite Indigenous films, actors, activists, historical figures, or anything that gives you a sense of pride and inspiration.

If you are Native and own a shop or online store, advertise it here!

If you would like The Aila Test to add links to articles/documentaries/other sources that detail the horrors of Thanksgiving, let us know. We will set up a tag if you’d like to blacklist it, but I think it would be helpful and healing for everybody if we made this day more about us, our accomplishments, our creation, our pride, and our personal growth and happiness.

If you choose that day to mourn the loss of your family and ancestors, feel free to submit a tribute to them as well. Please know that we love and support you.

[the-aila-test]

How does everybody feel about using the hashtag #TakeBackThanksgiving on this day? We can use that to post our selfies, art, writing, etc. all throughout the day.If anybody has a better suggestion, let us know. If not, see you on the 23rd!

[the-aila-test]

Tomorrow we #TakeBackThanksgiving

See you there!

[potiwan-deactivated20150922]

Noranekoland Stickers, 1989

[evilkid]

[beeflover1]

i dunt want to explode.

[death2sugar-deactivated20190527]

I dun wanna explode either my dude

[maynothingeverstopyou]

i’m okay either way but some of y’all probs want good stuff to happen

[stars-sunsets-and-oliver]

Normally I wouldn’t reblog this but the frog made me smile.

[neoperks]

[breaktotheotherside]

Someone is HONGRY

[kingpinnn]

The most beautiful thing I have  heard all day and you have the opportunity to hear it too.

[honeydewleaf-deactivated2017123]

One of my faves that was lost to the internet is back

[alexander]

does anyone know the name of this instrument and possibly the source of this video?

[weird-syrup]

it’s a hang drum :)

[deactivated-account-201874662]

Everytime I see this I reblog.

[dykespeare-deactivated20181228]

reblog if ur mom is smart and beautiful

[kyloreybans-deactivated20160107]

I scrolled passed then I felt guilty

[frogmp3]

retweet if you love your lutuals (lesbian mutuals) and your gutuals (gay men mutuals) and your butuals (bisexual mutuals) and your trutuals (trans mutuals)

[witchcryptid-deactivated2017121]

Who is up here respecting trans lesbians on this fine November night hit that mf reblog

[genderfuckt]