part three. /3
She could have been better prepared for the explosion. After all, she knew it was coming in a roundabout sense. Perhaps not exactly this explosion, exactly this timing, but there had been rumors. Murmurs. Whispered conversations behind closed doors and under the guise of nights. She had heard that there was a plan to eventually break the Tributes out of an Arena, but she hadn't known it would be her Arena, this Games.
It shouldn't have been a surprise. It was a long time coming, after all. Neptune had spent decades organizing, working, sabotaging, storing, helping, smuggling - all for this aim. To show the entire country that it didn't have to be like this. These Games didn't have to control their lives. That the Hunger Games didn't represent all of Panem.
But she hadn't thought it would be this one. No, there had still been use to the Games. If she could just win - if she could bring back the spoils of Victory to Four, they'd be that much closer. Six months of feasting for her District. Six months of not scrounging for meals, of worrying if everyone had enough to eat. It would have been such a boon. There were foods she could smuggle across District lines to neighboring spaces, where they, too, could benefit. If she could win, she would help bring the Games that much closer to their end.
So that was why she left Gage and Wiley behind. Wiley wouldn't last long, and if Gage was determined to stay with her, then she would also fall soon enough. It didn't need to be by Neptune's hand. She struck out north, towards the mountains. Perhaps there was more there. Perhaps not. But she was the only dot of red amidst the sea of white that she saw for many, many hours. The mountains loomed large ahead of her, rising out of the snow like waves on the ocean.
They called to her, in a way. She trudged forward, pressing a hand to the duct tape on her snowsuit. Something about the mountains cried, Neptune, I'm here. Neptune... in a soft voice. In the back of her head, she heard it, pressing her forward. Hours upon hours of walking later, she had barely made them any larger, hardly brought them any closer. And still that voice urged her onward. Neptune! Come here.
Hours. Hours. Hours. Neptune hadn't thought to count, as it didn't exactly matter. If she were to run into someone, she would kill them. There hadn't been a single cannon since the Bloodbath, so either everyone was hidden or cooperating. And good for them. They would all fall in time. But the mountains pulled Neptune forward.
It was countless, of course. The deeds, the acts. The actions she had taken over the years that led her here. The foot of a mountain finally drew ahead of her. Finally, a streak of grey contrasted against the blinding white. Finally, a piece of stone amidst the powder. Finally. Neptune broke into a run, as if she could outrun the government, the Games, the past. Neptune, the voice said. You're so close. Keep going.
She put one foot forward, stepping onto the stone. It was as if she was meant to do this very thing, this very summit. One foot, then the other. Then the other. Her run fell into a methodical climb. After hours on the snow, she was ready for this - hours on the mountain. Up. Up. Go, she said. Go on, Neptune.
Neptune grit her teeth as the climb increased. Steeper and steeper the face of the mountain got, but it wouldn't slow her. Whether it was step by step or hand over hand, Neptune knew she'd reach the top. She would see this through. She would summit this mountain. What stood at the top, she couldn't say. But she knew this was her Games. This was her Victory.
Neptune, Tetra whispered. It's going to be okay. Neptune shook her head, surprised to find tears falling. I'm here, Neptune. I always have been.
Hand over hand over hand over hand. Time and distance didn't matter to Neptune, only progress. Only motion. Only up. There was so much mountain to climb yet. There was so much yet to do, so many lives to save, so many moments to earn.
She could have been better prepared for the explosion. If she had known, maybe she would have made different choices. Neptune. Maybe she wouldn't have started climbing the mountain. Maybe she wouldn't have left Gage and Wiley. Maybe she wouldn't have Volunteered at all. Neptune, look up. Neptune, it's beautiful.
She threw a hand up, clutching onto the sheer rock face. Her neck craned up and she saw it happen in real time. A small, silver missile crashed into the sky. It should have continued down, but it struck the forcefield, exploding into a billowing, fiery curtain. Then there was nothing. A moment later, though, the shockwave hit. Thunderous, like when a tsunami collapses against the flat of the ocean. The noise was deafening, but she could still hear: Neptune. You're going to be okay. Neptune, I love you.
The second missile hit lower, closer to the ground. A cacophony of explosions erupted as the forcefield failed and bits of wire and electricity showered around the Arena.
She could have been better prepared for the explosion. But when a third missile hit the mountain she was scaling, it wasn't in her favor. Neptune Akoya had only a moment to call back Tetra! I'm coming! before the fire and the flames ripped her from the mountain and sent her flying, countlessly, to her wife.



















