Nerdyfangirlmel

I’m a nerd who like Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, acotar, fourth wing, mha and many other things. I need a place to nerd out and would like friends to nerd out with thanks ✌️. She/hers

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Kind of very upset that any time Celeana feels happy and hopeful and making cute little plans for the future with her lover things go to fucking shit. First chaol them sam. Well technically first Sam then chaol but. Read the one of glass first. But still. Everytime she thinks about spending the rest of her life with someone something happens and I’m so fucking upset about it 😭

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Spoilers for throne of glass/assassin’s blade…..

But my plays it has got to stop hitting the mark… what do you mean we’ll be fine from Epic the musical played when she found Sam???

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Bro then it doubled down and played ruin the friendship

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Spoilers for throne of glass/assassin’s blade…..

But my plays it has got to stop hitting the mark… what do you mean we’ll be fine from Epic the musical played when she found Sam???

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Also was that chaol and Dorian at that bardingale party in the masks? Because they certainly fit the description in my opinion

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I have one more novella left. And I’m already near tears in the cafe I’m in cuz I know the next one’s gonna fucking hurt like hell

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It hurts to see this man practically confessing to Celeana but she is not getting it… also who a bad idea to listen to ruin the friendship while reading about Celeana and Sam

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Hate hate hate no words strong enough to express how much I hate arobynn hamel. Manipulative asshat she was gonna pay him off and be free. Manipulative jackass I want him deader than dead

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Celeana in Xandria on market day is me. Like girl was out there trying to resist the urge to buy shoes and perfume. She is really just a girl. And I love that about her.

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Yo I just finished the desert one of the assassin blade novellas.. and Celeana is such a good person. And certainly one who leaves an impression. Also i read throne of glass and crown of midnight first… so like… im a little confused because this dude gave her all this money to pay off her debt… but like i was under the impression she was still working for arobynn hamel when she captured???

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I have only read throne of glass, crown of midnight and I just finished the second novella in assassins blade… so I have not yet met arobynn Hamel but when I do I’m throwing hands

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Oh I just read the first novella in assassin’s blade… and I know already know what happens cuz I’ve read throne of glass and crown of midnight first… but damn this is gonna hurts I already love him

Like what do you mean I have to watch them fall in love???

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Also to crown of midnight Dorian saying he once met Aelin when they were children???? Like I can’t remember what chapter but yo… she met her??? And like I get people look completely different when they’re older and she’s going by Celeana atp. but like does She remember that at all????

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Another thing for crown of midnight (spoilers ahead)

Is I did not realize that she knew she was Fae and had magic… which lowkey does make sense that she knows. But like I thought she was like Dorian over here and just now learning about this shit. But she tells Chaol at the end that she been knowing she was Fae wtf. I mean she obviously knew her true identity as Aelin. But I didn’t realize she knew about her powers

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I just finished crown of midnight… I’m not okay.

First of all… him sending her away 😭

Second of all… I know it’s not back to the way it was but I’m glad there was some healing between Celeana and chaol 😭

I still love them your honor.

And Nehemia 😭 and Celeana trying to speak to her

Ans fuck archer, I knew I didn’t like him

Also, even though I’ve been avoiding spoilers for the series on TikTok and Instagram…. I still saw just a smidgen enough to manage to put together the whole Aelin thing as I was reading and I kinda wish I didn’t cuz that’s the kind of puzzle I would’ve liked to figure out on my own. But it is what is.

Anyways… of to go cry now.

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Shout out to Femininomenom coming on my playlist everytime Celeana is killing a man.

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Spoilers for crown of midnight:

I just got to the part of why happened to Nehemia in crown of midnight and I’m so upset. Will not recover. Did I see her death coming? Yes it’s a classic turning point needed for a character like celeana… but I still hate it.

And like… is it wrong of me to still like Chaol? Like it wasn’t his fault, he just made dumb choices. He’s just a captain of the guard who was raised in this loyalty to the king and cruelty.

And a part of me wants them to come back from this 😭 he wanted her to be his wife and she was so happy for like the first time 😭

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Oh oh oh I’ve been trying to avoid throne of glass series spoilers, but I’ve accidentally come across enough tiktoks to know that Celeana and Chaol are going to rip my heart out. But I can’t help but love them, your honor

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I’ve read about 150 pages into crown of midnight and I’m already in too deep with them. Like I’m currently in denial of spoilers. Because why????

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What the fuck… I’m already upset. Are you kidding? That was so quick they were so happy 😭