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responsibility ocd beatin my ass again

like what the fuck do you mean i am directly responsible for my sister's hypothetical misery because i couldn't help her get her work's call out number while she's sick, so i'm terrified of her being fired, and i cannot financially aid her SHOULD she be hypothetically fired because we quit our job due to mental and physical struggles but i KNOW i could've stuck it out and ignored it all (YES i am ALSO AWARE that it would've been terrible to force my boyfriend through all that as well but what if i just managed to front all the time at work and ignored all logic or reason behind switching and having a dissociative disorder. hm. what then.). oh also what if i'm ALSO directly responsible for her living in a shitty house and struggling with disability and chronic illness. because i should be a good older sister and have a stable and well-paying job to support myself, my other boyfriend, AND her all at the same time including food, water, shelter, medical expenses, gas money, car money, insurance, phone bill, etc. and also still have enough for savings and an emergency fund. and i'm genuinely a shitty and terrible person and i'm actually fucking evil and a disappointment for not doing that. and this is all just scratching the surface.

#AAGHH!!!! AAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!#eden yaps

responsibility ocd beatin my ass again

#eden yaps

god's strongest soldiers face roblox misogyny

#I'M FUCKING CRYINNNGGNNGNGNGNGNG #stemme and i were playing the evil scp roblox ikea game and we were setting up a cute base #which btw we had spent two hours on so far #and this person came in and was like “thanks for the house... heh... i'll be taking over now... heheh...”#and we were like “? no? build your own?”#they were like “NO. you woman. i man. i'm stronger” (not exaggerating) because our avatars looked fem ig #and we went “you can't even build your own base. how tf are you stronger”#and they told us to shut up and kept trying to get us to leave before trying to get the enemies to kill us #to which they also died in the process #best part is that because we could actually SEE their chat.. it means they're 21 or older #like okay 😭😭 literal loser chud behavior #eden yaps

been getting really into spinach lately

#like you can just add that shit to ANYTHING #and then bam. you get nutrients #it's so inoffensive i love it #eden yaps

butch had us quit our job so now we're back to job searching

#he was getting incredibly overwhelmed while i kept trying to push through and i feel really bad #like we're covered in sores and sunburns and we've been crying a lot from being overstimmed at work #i wanted to keep pushing through but he had us quit because it's already too much for us physically and mentally only a week in #and our stemme had already also quit due to similar reasons #like the work's really not bad but they had us running out in 90+ degree weather... in the direct sun... on pavement... in extreme humidity #for eight hours a day #and we're autistic on top of that #we're hoping to get a part-time overnight position at our local gym to bring in some cash #it'll be quiet for the most part and we'll just have to check the occasional person in and probs do rounds and clean #i'm really hoping we can get it.. hh #eden yaps

sweaty and sunburnt at work.. sobs...

#THEY HAVE ME WORKING UNTIL 8 TONIGHT!! RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!!#AND THEN I GOTTA BE BACK AT 8 IN THE MORNINNGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!#WHYYYYYYYYYYY #whatever #i miss my butch and my stemme UGH #eden yaps

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rainbow lady

scramratz

Sketchin my peenids for this transmasc zine I’m submitting to, do you think tumblr will let me post it?

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We fixin to find out

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Really pushing Tumblrs buttons by posting the finished version

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7 thousand people have seen an artistic rendering of my benis

#awesoommee

nerdygirloverload

it's so fucking unnerving seeing your ex-friend detransition upon gaining a conforming partner, especially when they openly criticized and laughed at THEIR ex-friend for doing THE SAME THING?

nerdygirloverload

so funny thing is that i found out this person and their boyfriend work at the same job as me and my stemme APPARENTLYYY