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22 yo she/her | ao3 : nessheartnat | men & minors DNI | you can call me Ness :)

[nessheartnat]

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Welcome to my blog <3

- Ness

Please note!!! My blog is mostly nsfw and strictly 18+. I do have some sfw stuff too, but please tread lightly. I am also asking for cis men not to interact. This blog is strictly wlw.

A little bit about me :)

I'm Ness (not my real name), a 22 year old anthropology student! I love: sunsets, stuffed animals, marvel, stranger things, Maya Hawke, music, women, long walks, cultural theories, animals, and cozy evenings at home<3 I obviously love writing and reading too, but I've been struggling with my creativity and writer's block for a while. I'm a slow writer, so please do not expect quick updates.

I write:

Only wlw

Marvel fics for: Natasha, Wanda

Stranger Things fics for: Robin, Nancy (mostly ronance), Joyce

both sfw & nsfw

smut, light-ish BDSM, angst, fluff, hurt/comfort

I would be glad to try taking suggestions, but please note that I'm a slow writer.

I would also be more than glad to interact with anons, so don't hesitate to send asks <3 You can also claim an emoji and be added to the anon list, just make sure to inform me about your age (18+) and pronouns <3

I'm always open for new mutuals and friends, so please don't be afraid to approach me! I promise I'm nice <3

Claimed anons: 💧, 🌙

Series & oneshots so far:

Lay me in the palm of your hand (Natasha x fem!reader) NSFW / 2 parts

Would you shelter me? (Natasha x fem!reader) SFW / oneshot

Uncertainty (Natasha x fem!reader) NSFW / oneshot

There'll be no oasis (Natasha x fem!reader) NSFW / oneshot??

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[nessheartnat]

I listened both Bloom Town Genesis and Exodus at work in the span of two days and I'm afraid I will never find anything like that and I will mourn those books like they are my late wives

[lucyllawless]

I just got to the saddle scene in “Bloom Town” and I have no one to discuss this with 🙃

[nessheartnat]

Hi! 10, 13, and 23 for the ask game if you feel like it :)

thank you for asking!! <3

10. What's your favorite piece of clothing you own?

~ Right now my fave are these light blue ripped jeans! They are sooo comfortable, loose just in the right way, and I like how they look on me :)

13. If you had to choose one positive word to describe yourself, what would it be?

~ if I had to choose one word I'd probably go with resilient (I might have said this before but I can't think of a new word). Unfortunately I've had to go through some tough times in my life so far, but at least those experiences have made me stronger and I know I can survive a lot of things now!

23. CDs or record players?

~ record players are a lot cooler but I don't own a one, so I gotta choose CDs. I own only one record (Maya Hawke's new album <3) and probably 40+ CDs

[cringefail-loser]

42 personal questions ask game

how many followers do you have?

when’s the last time you went on a date

how many posts have you made?

What type of shoes do you wear?

what colour are the walls of your room

where are you right now? (not exact location. ex: at a park)

would you consider yourself good at art?

who was your first kiss?

do you still sleep with stuffed animals?

what’s your favourite piece of clothing you own?

do you live in an urban, suburban, or rural area?

what’s your favourite store to shop at? (online or irl)

if you had to choose one POSITIVE word to describe yourself, what would it be?

do you collect anything?

what’s the last thing you ate?

if you go to therapy, do you like your therapist?

what’s one thing you want to buy, but don’t have the money or resources to get?

Who’s the first person you can think of?

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

If you could revive one tv show that has been cancelled, what show would it be?

do you consider yourself a part of any alternative subculture? if so, which one(s)?

who was your childhood favourite music artist?

CDs or record players?

Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?

would you get back together with an ex if given the opportunity?

favourite kid’s show character?

is the person you call your best friend actually your best friend?

when you’re sad, do you prefer to listen to music to match your mood, or listen to happy music?

what’s the last outfit you wore?

do you have any online friends?

least favourite clothing style that is currently popular

how often do you do your laundry?

do you prefer silver or gold jewelry?

what’s your book/movie/tv guilty pleasure?

if you could change your hair however you want, how would you change it?

do you paint your nails?

what’s an uncommon/specific /obscure topic you’re interested in?

what’s the name of your first pet/what would you name your first pet if you had one?

what’s one feature you would change on tumblr?

what’s the most interesting item you own?

would you rather go on a date at a museum or a concert?

what’s one regret you have?

[nessheartnat]

doing this again cause I'm boredddd (I have too much stuff to do and I'm procrastinating)

[theyurimustflow]

broke: Robin's hair being long in the epilogue means she's been heteronormified

woke: Robin's hair is longer in the epilogue to show that time has passed, and has no reflection on her queer identity

bespoke: Robin's hair is longer in the epilogue because she grew it out to give Nancy more to pull on when she [REDACTED]

[nessheartnat]

a tiny snippet from what I've been working on.... It's currently at 1490 words and they haven't even got to the fucking part yet, so I guess it's gonna be a quite long fic...

[nessheartnat]

update: just got off of work, which means I can spend the rest of today writing!! I might finish this today, I'll publish it as soon as it is finished and I feel confident enough to post it :D

[4nnashcherbs]

i’ll never get over her, i mourn her like she’s my dead wife.

[nessheartnat]

a tiny snippet from what I've been working on.... It's currently at 1490 words and they haven't even got to the fucking part yet, so I guess it's gonna be a quite long fic...

[nessheartnat]

I promise I'm trying

ok but really I haven't been writing for such a long time so don't expect any masterpieces alright?

edit: since you guys are giving love to this one might as well check out the actual short snippet from the fic I'm writing! You can find it in my profile or here. Thanks already :3

[nessheartnat]

someone bully me into writing ronance smut I need motivation

[lavenderstobins]

don't worry about robin she's right where she wants to be

[rockin-arrow]

” I'd kiss her even”

[nessheartnat]

what I've been up to these past months as I haven't been active:

- drowned in academic stress

- yet still doing absolutely nothing about it

- therapy

- lots of going to the gym

- got a job for the summer

- mental health has declined but I'm working on it

- turned 22 and had an identity crisis

- obsessing over Maya Hawke

- had gay-ish interactions with an older girl and I got delusional

- developed a crush on that said older girl and went insane because of that

that about sums it.

[nessheartnat]

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY

And taking care of yourself is important and can be hard sometimes, you can be proud of yourself 🫵

- 💧

thank you love 🫶🫶

[nessheartnat]

hbd to me yayy I turned 22

life has been stressful and busy lately, sorry I haven't been active here lately. I've been trying to take care of myself and I have succeeded so far. Buuuut that also means I'm not getting anything else done...

but I'm managing!! maybe this will get better soon.