Nessie🪽

☆ 23yo ☆ writer to let my thoughts and anger out ☆ huge AFTG & TRC fan

[nessi444]

my sisters cat did actual cat scratches over my ""cat scratches"" scars and now it draws all the attention to it even more i'm so embarassed

[nessi444]

i wish i could see more aftg & trc cross fandom content just for fun

[ravencalledchainsaw]

“Ronans second secret was—“

[latticya]

i really felt it in my soul when adam parrish acknowledged ronan’s interest in him for the first time by saying that the satisfaction he got from it was selfish.

[nessi444]

we're in a cruel lack of kevin and wymack father/son dynamic contents in the aftg fandom, where's all the angsty ficssss

had to write my own

[plant-based-person]

going a little insane over the fact that while The Raven Cycle was being published, same-sex marriage was legalized not just across the US in 2015 but *in virginia* in 2014. assuming the books take place around when they were released, the gangsey grew up in a world where gay marriage and even civil unions were banned in their state, and at an extremely pivotal time in their lives, suddenly, it was legal. ronan lynch was maybe seventeen to nineteen years old when suddenly, he could marry a man if he wanted to. ronan lynch, Catholic extraordinaire, was in love with Adam Parrish before he could marry him. and then he could. isn’t that something.

[nessi444]

can i headcanon ronan lynch with bpd or am i just seeking representation and love ronan too much?

[raveydoesstuff]

BPD is really BPDing lately

[prettyboyneil]

I know it’s been said but pipe dream is such a crazy thing to call someone Andrew really said you are an unobtainable fantasy that I foolishly desire and it went right over Neil’s head

[stolligaseptember]

#I understand why he had enough and just told Neil he would blow him (via @prettyboyneil)

[s1ck-pup]

im never going to be enough

[mitrakats]

[raven] boys, come find me

prints of this r on my etsy and i’ll be bringing a few to share at Maggie’s sf event in august :’)

[malekyla-001]

Neil and Andrew spend time together, but Kevin is always nearby and watching Exy

[nessi444]

i fear i'm slowly becoming an alcoolic

[linskiiii]

in each other's gravity

[nessi444]

so many people portray kevin day as a lover and a fragile boy just because of his potential in many ships and the fact he have panic attacks, but did y all forget about what most of the raven did after leaving the nest ? in what state were jean ? kevin is like insanly tough for "only" having punctual panic attacks and my boy is way too rigid mentally to allows himself to feel whatever feelings he could have for any of the protagonists he's shipped with

[nessi444]

i feel like a huge part of the fandom treat aftg as something way too soft and make it look almost cringey

AFTG is for the baddies

[nessi444]

i miss my twin ronan lynch and my other twin adam parrish and my close personnal friend gansey

might reread