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“My anger scares me, my fear scares me, and somewhere in there is shame, too — why am I so enraged and so scared? I am afraid of going to bed and of waking up; afraid of tomorrow and of all the tomorrows after.”

— Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie, Notes on Grief

americanelegy

Is it a blessing or is it a curse that I find everything poetic?

goth-queen

Music

A match in water

#pierce the veil #music #feeling #thoughts #emotions

matthewgrantanson

101 to 134, Los Angeles -- December 26th, 2025

Etsy

TIRED

#drained #exhausted #mental #okay

venusianethereal

FATED

A series of connections I've encountered over the past few years.

Through them, I discovered more of myself than ever before.

A deeper understanding of connection.

Boundaries, intellect, security, creativity, passion, friendship, intimacy, and through introspection they all intertwined with my perception of self.

Not all positive but fortunately not all negative either. Through each connection made I examined parts of myself that were uncomfortable. To understand whether it was my mind or my heart that was triggered by certain experiences.

A connection to one person can come in many forms. Not all are meant to last but could have a lasting impact on how you operate as a being. Some will feel as if they'll never end and some will feel as if they won't be around for much longer than a day.

All of them are in the air free flowing.

A connection is not one-sided, it is a link to another person, place, or object. Forming anywhere or at any time.

They are also not always formed with intent, which is the beauty in them. Sometimes intention can feel forceful to a connection. I learned that the hard way one too many times. But the connections I allowed to flow freely have stuck by my side.

You cannot force anyone or anything to flow with you. Because that would discourage the free will of the other being.

Resurfacing what a fateful encounter means to me. It is purposeful, yet free-flowing. Allowing yourself to be open to any possibility that each encounter is an opportunity to grow and connect.

I am a living fated encounter. Our connection could be anything it wants to be. It’s within our free will to decide the outcome

D. MALEI

RAGE

Knowing you can't expect people to love and understand the same way you do. Not everyone listens, or even wants to. Closed ears and closed eyes. Covered with their own hands. They force feed you their own spilled words but yet don't even think to stop and give you a turn.

#forgotton #alone #never heard #word vomit #having heart #compassion #empathy