The world as I see it

CPA. 23. Dreamer.

[neverthewallflower]

5 years na sana tayo. Kaso nagdesisyon kang hindi sapat ang pagmamahal ko.

[neverthewallflower]

It still hurts. So much. More than i'd like to admit.

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So, Youtube fucked me up! :D HAHA! Here’s my cover of Adele’s latest track from her 25 album.

Hope you like it! :)

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My cover of Demi Lovato’s cover of Alabama’s “Angels Among Us”. :D

Hope you like it!!:)

Enjoy!

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My Cover Of One Direction’s “Little Things.”:)

Proud ako dito kasi nagblending2x ako nang mag-isa. HAHA!:D Cool talaga ang labas ng song, nagustuhan ko talaga. Sana magustuhan niyo rin…

PS: Sa mga ayaw sa One Direction, chance nyo na ‘to para magbago ng pananaw! HAHAHA!:D joke. Magaganda yung kanta nila, promise.:)

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My Cover of John Legend’s “Ordinary People”.:)

Isang magandang araw sa lahat. Ngayon na lang rin ulit ako nakapag-record, kasi naman busy “daw” sa FINALS week. haay!;D hehehe.

I hope magustuhan niyo ang bago kong cover.:) Wag nyo na lang i-mind masyado ang ingay ng exhaust fan. sira na kasi ang laptop eh. hehehe. Anyway, enjoy!:)

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My Cover of Adele’s Cover of Bob Dylan’s Make You Feel My Love.:) (Sorry ha, balik ako kay Adele. Maganda din kasi ‘to.) 

HAHA! Mas gusto ko kasi ang mga mellow-ballad na mga kanta. Komportable ako sa genre na 'to. Pero, I’ll try doing others too. Iniisip kong mag Jason Mraz nman. Pero, ewan pa. hehehe.:) uubusin ko muna ang mga magagandang kanta ni Adele, bago ang iba. Kanya-kanyang trip lang nman yan eh. HAA!:D

So, for those na napakinggan na ang mga covers ko, THANK YOU! Sana mas marami pa akong maishare na kanta and for now, ienjoy nyo na lang 'to…

[neverthewallflower]

Dear you,

Hi, hello, boy from room 501!

A month ago, I would’ve wanted to ask you a lot of things. To demand explanations. To ask for a decent closure. But right now, well...

I love you. I still do. But thank you for hurting me in a way that I have finally woken up. The love I had for you was killing me. Don’t get me wrong, love. I do not blame you. I made that choice of loving you too much and loving myself too little. 

Loving you was everything. Losing you made me feel like nothing. I was bitter. I was angry. I never liked being bitter and angry. Not at you anyway. So I gave myself time to be sad, angry, and everything that is there to feel. I have finally learned to let go of our past, of our present and of the future I had built for us. For 5 years or so, no one else was painted in my future. It was just you. Maybe that was what made me more bitter than ever. The thought and feeling of losing direction, of losing something to hope for. I am sorry for the time that I cursed your existence. :)

I will keep on praying for you. For you to be happy. For you to find yourself. I will always be here for you. No matter what. Keep your head high. All the best, Tim.

Love,

The girl in room 539.

[neverthewallflower]

Dear Self

1.  Life has been messy for you. But you’re still here. You haven’t given up yet.

For that I am, proud of you.

2. Stop forgetting who you are. You are beautiful. No matter what they say. (pun intended)

3. Go home every once in awhile. You are already missing too much from the lives of people who actually matter in your life.

4. You’ll heal. Someday, One day, these wounds will no longer ache the way they do now. They’ll be lessons learned. 

5. Learn to appreciate everything. That includes your own self.

6. Take care of yourself. Stop waiting for people to take care of your. Drink lots of water, take Vitamins, sleep adequately and eat healthily.

7. Stop forgetting to check up on your family. They are the ones who are genuinely glad that you are alive. 

8. Never forget to pray. 

9. Do the things that make you happy. 

10. You’ll get over him.

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Dear Dad

I have been so angry at you for so long. And that anger has slowly become home to me. It is making me difficult to let go of all of these. I am sorry for not being able to let my walls down. I am sorry for being incapable of letting you in again. I am trying dad. But the pain and the anger has been so familiar that it has become a part of who I am. 

I am in this point in my life where I am trying to find that little girl who used to never be afraid to brace the world because I was holding your hand.

I will find her, dad. And when that time comes, I hope you’re still waiting for me to come home.

I love you. Always and Forever.

-A

[askboxmemes]

I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box

Dear person I hate,

Dear person I like,

Dear ex boyfriend

Dear ex bestfriend,

Dear bestfriend,

Dear Santa,

Dear mom,

Dear dad,

Dear future me,

Dear past me,

Dear person I’m jealous of,

Dear person I had a crush on

Dear girlfriend 

Dear boyfriend

Dear *anyone*, (specify)

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Fuck it why not

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Try

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G? Patol

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patol pls

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aasaaaa AHAHA

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TRY ! 😅

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G. SHOOOOT

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PATULAN NIYO NAMAN 😂

[neverthewallflower]

why not? ahahahaha

[neverthewallflower]

Papalayain na kita,

para mapalaya ko na rin sarili ko.

[neverthewallflower]

last night, i had high fever, asthma, flu and cough. it made me realize something. i have to let go of this job. :(

[neverthewallflower]

It’s not just the long ride. Maybe it’s the enclosure. The feeling of being trapped. Of being caged. It’s that feeling of suffocation. Maybe it’s because i know how it is to lose my breath. To not get enough air in your lungs. Maybe my body is fending itself from possible danger. Maybe.

-Why I Often Feel Nauseous During Long Rides

[neverthewallflower]

Going, going, going and gone

I was so afraid of losing you. Not because I couldn’t live without you but because without you, life becomes a bit harder, colder and less happy. 

[neverthewallflower]

There are a number of people we meet each day. Some of them become our friends, some of them are just passers by and some of them, a really really really few of them, stay in your life forever.

Supermarkets. Banks. LBC. Zamcelco. Water District. PLDT. Your House.

These are our date places. Because we were never the type of friends who plans things or do grandiose dates. HA! We run errands together. We do boring stuff together. We bully each other. We laugh at each other. With you, I never had to pretend. With you, I can be a plain boring person without the fear of losing you as a friend.

You are one of the most amazing and wonderful people I have ever met. You are the happiest sad person I know. HAHA. Please continue spreading your love to people because God knows it's an anchor that keeps us from giving up and just sailing away.

My love, I am deeply thankful for having you. You are the most genuine friend I have. You are my best friend. You are my person.

I am here and will always be here for you.

I am so proud of you. Always.

I love you, @katharsi

I miss you.

Love, A.

[neverthewallflower]

I got a bit drunk last friday and the people I was with asked me what my birthday wish was. And i answered daw na,

“I want him to be happy.”