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an independent writing blog for " freaky fred " of the twilight novella " the short second life of bree tanner " . reimagined & partial to crossover . bitten by valley, she / her, twenty-eight .

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#active brainrots: iwtv & tomb raider & dragon age

speaking of being stinky... the misconception that fred's ability is entirely a smell thing is so funny to me. like there are people out there who think he gets stinky at will, like a skunk. smeyer has compared fred's power to jasper's emotional control, and i think a lot of things in the novella support this. yes, it's purely emotions. you're disgusted by him, but it's purely emotional disgust. it's deep and visceral, not a thing you experience with your senses. he doesn't smell when he uses his power. he doesn't look gross. the repulsion you associates with him is the same as the feeling of being so anxious you feel like throwing up, but times ten. it's remembering something cringy you did years ago and wanting the ground to swallow you up, but times ten. fred has struggled with anxiety his whole life and his gift was born out of that anxiety. vampirism gave him the ability to project his emotions outward, onto others.

#tbt #tldr: i like to joke that he's stinky but i don't really mean that literally fyi #i have a post where i talk about this in detail in my drafts somewhere from 2024 that i need to find & let out to the world

'workplace harassment' says the guy who let off a stink bomb in the basement cause people were being too loud

...in his defence they were literally about to murder his work bestie 😔

#octobereyed #he would have complained to hr but hr was too busy contributing to the toxic work environment and fucking the ceo #god forbid a man wants some peace and quiet

octobereyed

social media prompt: moodboard ft. @newb0rn!

* don't reblog unless tagged.

#THEM #﹙ * ♙ . FRED & BREE . ﹚ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵃˡᵒⁿᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ ·#so soft #also the rattas & the kitty!!! 🥺#“you kiss the back of my legs and i want to cry only the sun has come this close” ohhh i'm gonna eat my rugs

leathergerard

remembering that time i got drunk and told a guy he looked like a wrought iron gate

leathergerard

he didnt respond to my observation. just sorta stood there

leathergerard

... much like something else i know of

octobereyed

@newb0rn

#“i reread the book and he is giving wrought iron gate energy”#<- prev #i'm having flashbacks to when bree called fred “a big blond elephant” ma'am this is workplace harassment

how i be with @octobereyed

#﹙ * ♙ . OOC . ﹚ ʸᵃᵖ ᶜᵉⁿᵗʳᵃˡ ·#thank you for thinking of me and fred <3

octobereyed

two best friends in a room... they won't stop kissing ft. @newb0rn

#stapphhhhh #this is so cute #two best fwiends... they might kiss #﹙ * ♙ . FRED & BREE . ﹚ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵃˡᵒⁿᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ ·

add 3-6 films you think your muse would like and tag a friend or two.

tagged by: @octobereyed <3 tagging: feel like i've seen everyone do this already. but consider yourself tagged if you haven't!

#i think he would gravitate towards movies with themes about environmentalism & somber stories with hopeful messages #typically not big on action even though it might look like it with the second row #tbt #i need to make a tag for dash games

avellino

Chase Sui Wonders as June and Charles Melton as Hank 如梦初醒 Wake (2022) dir. Chase Sui Wonders

#so true bestie #﹙ * ♙ . FRED & ZAFIYA . ﹚ ˡⁱᶠᵉ ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳ ᵈᵉᵃᵗʰ ·#artisanals

cuckleberrywish

You've never tried to help me, Moiraine. That's all I've ever done.

#﹙ * ♙ . VERSE . ﹚ ᵈʳᵃᵍᵒⁿ ᵃᵍᵉ ·#﹙ * ♙ . AESTHETIC . ﹚ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱᵗ ʳᵃⁱⁿᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱᵗ ʳᵃⁱⁿᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱᵗ ʳᵃⁱⁿᵉᵈ ·

dragon age verse.

born and raised in the alienage of val royeaux, fred was ostracised by his human peers for being half-elven and largely ignored by his elven peers for being "too human". fred hid his magic upon discovering that he was a mage, but was eventually found by templars and taken to the white spire. there, he mainly kept to himself, preferring the company of books and spirits. during his third year at the spire, fred was sent to the dungeons for fighting with templars. while awaiting to be judged, fred caught the eye of ryley, a deranged mage under the control of a hunger demon. ryley abducted fred with the intention to turn him into an abomination, knowing no one would care about his disappearance. fred was one of his first victims, but plenty more followed. fred and other captives were force-fed the blood of the hunger demon. the more blood they drank, the hungrier and more violent they became. the other captives often fought among themselves and sometimes fed upon one another. having retained his mind and humanity somehow, fred escaped before riley could complete the ritual.

finding himself changed and only able to use blood magic, fred decided against returning home. he fled to ferelden, eventually settling down in the hinterlands. but his peace was short-lived. the mage-templar war broke out just as he had found work as a fisherman, and soon after, the sky was torn apart.

inquisition: fred finds shelter with the inquisition. he takes up a sword and a shield to hide that he's a blood mage. despite sharing cole's eerie ability to disappear at will, his secret is eventually discovered. the inquisitor can decide to kick him out of the inquisition or kill him. if chosen to kill him, fred will make everyone forget about him and disappear from skyhold.

veilguard: fred can be recruited as a companion. a controversial recruit, perhaps, with him being a blood mage and all, but also a very advantageous one. recruited or not, fred is present during the fight against elgar'nan in minrathous.

more: named fen'rin at birth, but only his father calls him this. fred's mother is human. she's rich, noble, and considers her romance with fred's father to be a mistake spurred by a rebellious youth. she calls fred after her father, frederick tremblay, but fred is not recognised as a legitimate child of hers.

#﹙ * ♙ . VERSE . ﹚ ᵈʳᵃᵍᵒⁿ ᵃᵍᵉ ·#there was no reason for me to come up with all That but i did it anyway #long story short to anyone who doesn't want to read all that: half elf guy got kidnapped by a hunger demon #he may or may not be an abomination now & can only use blood magic #very freaky guy

what color does your love feel like?

bright sunny yellow. sweet tasting popsicles, summer dresses and shielding your eyes from the sun. your love is the excitement of something brewing, something growing. it's the almost childish bubbling giggles of something new, but with the potential to stay. it's wide smiles, blinding sunny light and warm bodies that gravitate to one another. it's the the softness, the willingness, the slight holding of breaths in a crucial "what if" moment. it's the impatience too. the bouncing on tiptoes to see further than your eyes can reach, the holding out for a future that never seems to come even though you're ready, you're so so so ready. it's the constant feeling of warm sand beneath your feet, holding out for the crashing waves. and still you wait, dry and impatient and with burnt soles of feet. your love is sour candy, enjoying it as your nose scrunches up from the aftertaste of it. it's hands that grab and take hold, that reach and ask them to stay and hope and beg and wait. it's bubbling excitement sure, but it's also demanding, focused, driven. it's love like a plan, with a path and route and a clear destination. and you bonce on your tiptoes, and burning, waiting for the soothing water, the crashing waves, you hold onto the melting popsicle, you wait and wait and wait. it's tiring almost as much as it's lazer focused ambition, deeply rooted desire and the unrelenting hope that it will work, that it will come. and it does, i promise it does. the waves crash, the beach floods and the pain passes, the water cool and soothing and you can let yourself fall in, sinking, sinking. and it's good, it's perfect, what you were hoping and more, holding and embracing you and welcoming you into the stillness you always knew you were reaching for.

tagged by: @octobereyed <3 tagging: @floumorte, @restconfetti, @narrated, @forestgr4ve, @bledhard.

#﹙ * ♙ . ABOUT . ﹚ ʳᵉˢᵘʳʳᵉᶜᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵃˡᶠ ˢˡᵃⁱⁿ ·#damn ok very true