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hvrtagainâ:
missy was a people pleaser when she wanted to be one, and part of that was being a people reader, too. it was clear from rileyâs question, even her body language when missy approached, that she was skeptical. it seemed little riley matthews wasnât quite as naive as she once was, but missy doubted there was much of a change since they had gone to school together. so when she heard the sure, she immediately sat down with a smile. internally, she scolded herself for not getting a coffee before approaching her former classmate â sheâd need a lot of caffeine to get through this, but it was too late for that now.
âof course, why wouldnât i?â she asked innocently as she settled into her seat. âbeing here isâŚso stressful, itâs just nice to see a friendly face. how have you been settling in?â small talk was a chore, but at least she was good at it.
     the other girlâs assertion was interesting; riley, never having been friends with missy, had no idea what kind of stress there was involved with her life being uprooted and replanted in walton creek. for riley, the only things that had come to cause her grief since entering the magical place were certain interactions with the people whoâd also come along from back home. so far, her schoolwork hadnât suffered, and small town life was treating her pretty well even if she got waves of homesickness missing the city. maybe there was actually something she could relate to missy bradford on.
    âi like it here,â she answered, âitâs a really cool place if you give it a chance...but there are things i miss from new york. how about you, missy? how are you settling in?â
@newrileytownâ
josh hates this feeling, this being nervous and slightly uncomfortable around his own family feeling, especially this time of the year. there isâŚso much he doesnât know to talk about, so many subjects heâs not sure he even can broach, let alone whether or not he should. he knows about what happened with maya and riley but riley really should have been the one to tell him and she wasnât so what is he supposed to do with that? and heâs semi-secretly sneaking around with her best friend which isnât ideal, but heâs making poor maya related decisions for the first time in his life and itâs hard to feel bad about that. he does feel guilty, though. he heads over to his brotherâs place after rileyâs out of school but cory and topanga are still at work, just hoping sheâs there and not off with her friends. he knocks on the door, trying to shake off his nerves. âriley?â he calls out, for good measure. âitâs josh.â
    itâs been a while since riley has spent any real quality time with her uncle josh--even though heâs her dadâs little brother, their closeness in age has always given him more of an older brother or cousin-like closeness with riley--and that lack of connection between them lately is in itself more dismaying than anything that has happened regarding her friends in the past months. she and maya will always be okay, even if it had took them a while to recover from the latest emotional event in their life...and the time sheâs taken to herself to unravel some of her codependent tendencies in her best friendship has actually done her well. but itâs an unfortunate truth that some of her other relationships have suffered in the aftermath of the catalyst that led to that growth.
    she just never knew how to explain what happened to josh--as someone she knew had his own complicated feelings where it came to maya hart, he was probably the one person most suited to helping her understand her own, but that also somehow made him the last person riley felt she should discuss the situation with. and even after sheâd come to term with things on her own time, it felt unnecessary to rehash all the drama...so she just doesnât know how to pick things back up from a normal place with those people sheâd distanced herself from.
    luckily for her, it doesnât seem to be entirely on her to rekindle their family bond, as josh shows up when sheâs home, auggie is still in school and their parents are both still at work. there could literally be no one else he came to see. she opens the door to let him in as soon as she hears his voice, happy to greet him even if itâs a little awkward. âhi, josh. auggieâs not here, you know,â she adds with a touch of humor in her tone.
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missy would never call herself lonely. the fact of the matter is, whether it was walton creek or new york city, she never felt quite like she had a functional support system. but she was determined to find one here, and until she did, sheâd have to settle for the familiar. when she saw riley sitting alone at street bean, she was pleasantly surprised. it seemed like the girl was never alone. âriley?â she exclaimed as if just recognizing her. âso funny running into you here! i was just going to grab a coffee and leave, butâŚmind if i sit down?â
    the approach of one missy bradford to her table surprised riley. it wasnât seeing another familiar face in walton creek, because there were plenty of those here; maybe it because as long as theyâd gone to school together back home, theyâd never exactly been friendly. now the other girl was acting like they had any reason to sit and catch up together over coffee. she had to make an effort not to assume that missy must have some sort of ulterior motive rather than the other possibility--that it had been years and she might have changed a little since mddle school. there wasnât actually anybody riley knew who hadnât changed since those days, herself included.
    âyou...want to sit with me?â she shrugged, still questioning the choice, but decided it couldnât hurt to give a chance and see what would happen. she put her book away into her bag to make room for missy. âsure. i mean, iâm not waiting for anybody...â
hiraethiismâ:
         once upon a time when farkle had first found out the news , he didnât know how to deal with it or of how to articulate how he felt . he remembers merely running , long legs running out of his home and he felt the claustrophobia in the elevator until he could feel the crisp cold air of the new york streets . though , he never stops running even when his chest heaved and scratched painfully at the lack of his athleticism but he found himself one block away from rileyâs apartment . his body had brought him to her , ready to tell her everything in some sort of last attempt at rationalizing it but part of him stepped away from the familiar path and turned to walk the other way in which he refused to believe in what he had heard . riley was a safe place and farkle had even ran from her but never truly admitted it to himself .Â
     so he stood there with the forlorn memory etched in his brain and the lie he just uttered leaving a searing pain amongst his lips . if he couldnât even believe his lie what was the likeliness sheâd believe it ; then she continues to believe it and he wants to lets out a sigh of relief without being too obvious . he felt like heâs been holding his breath from the both the feeling of her touch and the notion that he wanted her to ensure that she never found out what he had been hiding .Â
     his eyebrow raised , huh , was that how it felt to have his hand interlaced with riley matthews ? itâs a momentary thought but it wraps his mind in more brain numbing thoughts about how good it actually felt . he felt calm and serene from the minute her fingers move against his . he doesnât need her to say anything to feel so content in that moment , here they were a year later and she still felt like a safe place even if she didnât know it .
     he finally smiles at her , head tilted downward to look at her with an adoring look and pulling their interlocked arms closer to him . â iâm sure the perfect movie will find us .â he said , finally moving them in the directions of the theatre , with no movement to move their hands away from them and a smile not leaving his feature once . â besides , why complain when i got the greatest partner in this endeavour . â
    âweâve always made pretty great partners, havenât we?â when he keeps her hand and begins putting them back on track on their walk, some of her worry is assuaged. enough that her smile felt right resuming its usual place, pushing dimples into her cheeks. she still intends to watch her friend for any sign of distress he might let slip, but she thinks for now that theyâre safe to just go about their date day and enjoy whatever movie they stumble upon. she wonders if there wonât actually be a unicorn featured in what they see; as far as she can tell itâs something that might happen in this magical town. theyâve spoken it into the universe, and now the universe might answer. thereâs just something in the air here...and a few other things she might want to try speaking into existence, if it really works.
    the feel of farkleâs hand in hers is warming and confusing; how is it that the same kind of touch can feel so awkward and wrong with one person, and so natural with others? she had never been so comfortable holding hands with lucas, even when theyâd been dating--and maybe that was the problem in itself. they shouldnât really have been dating. she doesnât regret any of the choices sheâs made in her life that have led to this point, and her first relationship was one that still holds a certain value to her, but looking back on the situation from present day makes it clear that the infatuation sheâd once had was...not as solid as the friendship built around it.
    the exact opposite seems to be happening to her right now: being faced with someone whose friendship has been present and deeply ingrained in her life for so long that any possibility of attraction has never been seriously considered. until now. riley has to remind herself not to follow that train of thought right now, in the presence of the very one whoâs making her question everything she thought she knew. compartmentalization is key.
    she manages the rest of the walk well in that regard. as they come up on the theatre, her excitement for their adventure starts to grow, and she tugs a little at their hands, giving his a slight squeeze as she moves forward with extra pep in her step.
hiraethiismâ:
     he flirts to normalize everything , not for her but for himself to feel a physical sense of normalcy . he wants them to be exactly like they were and maybe throwing in a couple flirtatious words may do him well to forget but instead he still feels it . he doesnât want change , he knows realistically things could but i has this inkling of harsh hope that everything stays the same and their just riley and farkle , best friends .Â
     he loves everything about them , about how far theyâve come since he pulled her head up from the pool of water when she was bobbing for apples to her secret santa gift and all the memories that came with her . his friends reminded him of stability , they reminded him of the ground beneath his feet and stopped him from getting consumed by his feelings inside about everything but thereâs something that stops him from outwardly telling riley everything on his chest and it was her empathy . it was different than anyone elseâs , heâll look in her eyes and feel like she feels it too and if pluto was a still a planet in his books so is keeping one riley matthews happy and content .
     palm out , he flashes her a confused look and his lips move to say â huh ? â he doesnât understand her panic until he flashes a look to his hand and seeâs the indents on his hands that were probably a few seconds away from actually causing damage . he barely felt the pain of it , he had become so accustomed to the feeling of his nails embedding themselves into his palm that he barely realized how bad the habit came . he watches her , analyzing her every move and she cares for his hand in a way he probably never would but he almost smiles adoringly at her , he loved that so much about her and how sheâd stop everything and anything for others .Â
     he blinked , â what ? oh , um , yeah iâm fine . â even he doesnât believes the words coming out of his mouth , it was all pieced together roughly as he stuttered out words and hoped that sheâd believe him . clearing his throat in a last attempt to solidify the lie , â i didnât even realize i was , you know , doing that . â he moves his other hand on top of one of hers , fingers wrapping around her hand to motion her to stop , â iâm fine , riley . i promise , i really am fine . â his hands gives hers a gentle squeeze , his own heart squeezing roughly at the blatant lie he had just given her . â so , the movies ? if youâd like , you could keep holding my hand . i like it . â he teased her .
    she stops in her consoling movements as he holds her hand steady, not because she believes him when he says heâs fine but because she really wants to. farkle is the last person she expects to lie to her; he wouldnât even let her keep her own feelings secret when their revelation risked those of their other friends. but would he consider his own reasons for hiding whatever he was really thinking valid? once upon a time, he had thanked her for lying to protect his feelings--because she could never bear to hurt him. and she knows heâs never wanted to cause her any pain either, so for all she knows, he may be able to justify to himself lying for her sake even if he wouldnât let her lie at cost to hers...
    that explanation might work; however, riley doesnât want to think he wouldnât trust her enough to talk if there were something bothering him, so she has to take him at his word no matter that she can tell thereâs something off here. sheâll just have to pay close attention to him the rest of the day (which sheâd probably have done anyway, albeit not with such clear intention.) she just needs to make sure heâs okay before she can feel truly settled, and itâs a good thing sheâll have plenty of time to spend with him today to ensure that.
    removing her now-unneeded hand from the bottom of their little clasped pile, she moves the other to intertwine her fingers with his and swing their joined hands down at their sides. of course she's going to take him up on his offer, whether he was joking or not--sheâs keeping him close from now on, her little mother-hen heart beating with the desire to protect her loved one without real proof of the need for such care besides an unexpected sign of stress and an inkling that it meant something.
    âif you insist,â she answers. thereâs a slight irony to her tone--the hint of a return to the banter they always seems to default to--though her smile has only flickered onto her face momentarily, fighting with the inevitable expression of worry, frustration, that clouds her typically sunny disposition. âletâs go find a movie. or let it choose us?â
this is a gifset so i didnt have to decide whether to use the regular or wedding version for a vid
hiraethiismâ:
     it was surreal to feel this sort of feeling again , his heart jittering and racing in his chest when he thought he had it all figured out but it also made him question himself , when did he stop feeling the nerves of his heart ? when did he start to shut it out ? he couldnât pinpoint the exact moment it shut down , maybe it had been the tumbling of event that happened one after the other but thereâs this familiar pang in his heart when he lets go of riley . the memory of the potential of riley moving away to london suddenly flashes through his eyes . he feels it again , a strike of metaphorical pain hitting his heart and he once again wants to hold her , maintain physical contact in fear sheâll disappear but he doesnât . he keeps his hands in his pockets as his nail beds seem to continue to dig into his palm with maximum effort .
     he watches her movement , heâs studied her for their whole friendship that he can understand what a little tick can mean but his nerves are on fire and his brain canât seem to differentiate things . his heart seemed to be on overload , continuing to beat against his chest and he feared everyone in the vicinity may hear it for it seemed to be screaming within his ears . he stops the internal monologue to lecture himself , that he needed to stop with these thoughts before he said or did something stupid or that the way his heart was racing would lead to an actual heart attack . he bucked up his confidence and relaxed his shoulders when he finally asks her the question , itâs said with ease and smoothness but all he hears beyond his voice uttering the words is the piercing scream of his nervous system bellowing throughout his whole body . this was just riley , why in the farkle was he acting this way ?
      â i think , we should stop thinking for a while . â he started off , â letâs have the movie choose us for once . â even he was questioning the words coming out of his mouth and his body moved impulsively as he wanted to offer riley his elbow to link arms like they had done as children but instead he stood there with a palm open at her with indent of his nails and a tiny smile . â shall we , mamacita ? â
    she's truly at her best when they're together; no matter what was going on in her heart, farkle always brought her back to herself. not that it has always been effortless to be around him--there have been times when they push each otherâs buttonâs, but each push has eventually been realized to be a shove in the right direction. they know how to grow from each otherâs influence; itâs one of the ways in which their connection managed to strengthen throughout the years, their understanding ever expanding.
     itâs why she doesnât cringe at his use of flirtatious slang she would once have chastised him over--thereâs an irony to his mannerisms she can read and laugh along with. which she does at first, smiling at his gesture and opening her mouth to reply when she finally notices. âthatâs a good idea, you know. two tickets for: surprise us. i--farkle, your hand!â
    as she reached out to take his offered hand, she noticed the crescent shaped marks that showed on his palm, evidence that she is not as great at reading his body language as she might have been. she pulls his hand closer to inspect the damage, less care in her distressed yank of the appendage toward herself for the rest of the arm itâs attached to...âare you okay?â sheâs already rubbing the hand between both of hers soothingly, and realizes sheâs asking the question not just for the current affliction as it is on its own, but as a potential symptom of something deeper.
    with evidence before her eyes that the answer is not too great, sheâs struck to realize that she hasnât actually heard how heâs doing emotionally lately. since entering walton creek at least, but even before. maybe sheâs been too wrapped up in her own life to even ask...but what kind of a friend was she for never noticing a difference? the level of tension farkle must be under to dig his nails so hard into his own flesh, and yet he acted calm--how much practice has he had hiding his stress?
zay + riley || cider & square dancing
strawbcrryplaidâ:
He didnât know what took over him. He was listening to the song and humming along as they danced and suddenly the lines hit himÂ
Itâs you and me and all of the people and I donât know why, I canât keep my eyes off of you
Those words rang true for him. He truly couldnât keep his eyes off of her. As they spun in small circles he continued to listen to the lyrics, relating to each one. There was something about her now. He couldnât figure out what it was. As she responded to him and looked up at her with those big eyes, a wave of emotion came over him.Â
Zay bent down and captured Rileyâs lips on his own, throwing caution into the wind as he kissed her softly. The whole night he had been thinking about it, and the song finally pushed him over the edge to do it.Â
    She tilted her head as she waited for Zay to answer, whatever he intended to say--there was a look in his eyes she couldnât interpret until the next moment revealed his move.
    As his lips met hers, there was an instant in which Rileyâs mind flooded with thoughts of Maya and their recent fight, the kiss sheâd given her in a moment of confused desperation, the fact that a month ago if this same thing had happened Riley would be shouting her name with the next breath, but now couldnât dream of doing.
    She had decided not to think about those things, and furthermore, not to care; she didnât have the capacity for any more worries. Tonight wasnât about rational decisions and it wasnât about tomorrowâs consequences, so now she just followed the voice in her marshmallow-soft heart that told her to let it be.
    âOkay.â A smile slowly bloomed on her face as they pulled away from one another.
She liked messy beds and movie nights without any lights on. She liked the quiet company of a few good friends. Her idea of love was gentle and silent, like a whisper of a touch. Some things are magical and magic, contrary to popular opinion, is often found in the most ordinary of places.
12/18/15. (via c0ntemplations)
ovrdramaticâ:
âmaybe  â  but  if  it  hasnât  snowed  here  already,  i  donât  think  it  will  -  at  least  not  for  the  season.â  what  a  pessimistic  response,  ricky.  but  itâs  the  truth  and  maybe,  just  maybe,  heâll  be  proven  wrong  -  he  doubts  it  though. Â
itâs  not  an  unknown  fact  that  ricky  isnât  the  biggest  fan  of  change  ;  his  surrounding  or  himself,  and  walton  is  the  epitome  of  change  in  his  book.  not  even  his  parents  problems  or  the  way  even  things  at  school  are  changing  can  compare.  "ricky,â  he  nods  as  she  introduces  herself  -  not  something  expected.  "you,  too.â
    âdonât be so gloomy--thereâs still a lot of winter left for things to get cold and icy,â riley returns cheerfully. she pauses and replays her words in her head, realizing it may actually be a bit weird to consider bad weather something to hope for. but sheâs always been one to enjoy things for the silver linings they present; that includes every kind of weather.
    shaking it off, she moves to stand beside ricky and says, ânow letâs find your skateboard. we should try retracing your steps! when did you last have it?â
hiraethiismâ:
     farkle didnât know if he was breathing anymore , his breath continued to hitch against his throat as the proximity between them seemed to be deafening . despite being a factual person , he lets his imagination roam with floating memories of his middle school self kissing her chin but the memory morphs into something else , it morphed to this moment with his hands grazing her cheek and one finally moving to her waist to pull her as close as he physically can before finally closing the gap . his heart raced at the thought , cheeks flushing a light pink as he realized he still thought about riley in the romantical sense . he surely thought any feelings heâs felt for the other was platonic , they were best friends , thatâs it .Â
     now , staring into her brown eyes he wants to second guess that belief but instead he pushes down the bubbling emotions as she breaks contact with him , his own eyes quickly flicking to the ground . he loved her . the question that seem to press against his mind was : did he love her ? he thinks about that movie zay made him watch , what was it ? the notebook and the romantic senses of love that filled the movie made him think about if this was it . he liked isadora smackle and he even loved her but loving her had came at the worst time for them ; never once did he feel so enamoured with the way he felt merely looking into riley matthews eyes . that was never exactly a new discovery .
     he feels like the public eye may find them odd , how long have they been standing there ? staring at one another ? he finally looks back at her with a slim smile finally gracing his lips wanting to ease the air between them , â so , unicorns ⌠â he chuckled , slim fingers finally moving away from her and pressing into his pocket . he digs his nails into the palms of his fingers , he was trying to control himself and the obvious signs he may show about the current mindset he was in . riley would never feel something else other than friendship and heâs not willing to risk them due to his imagination running wild . â heard they shine the best in the dark ? thereâs probably a ton at cameos . also , i think weâre due in for some espionage work at the theatres to complete the whole wacky situations experience . â
    the first thing riley does when he releases his hands from their place on her cheeks is take a deep breath. they may have been standing there in one anotherâs personal space for a matter of moments, but as far sheâs concerned it had felt like a lifetime--like her perception of time had slowed to absorb every detail of the past minute and burn it to memory. she is sure now more than ever that she has no control over the whims of her own brain, but she can at least manage her conscious reaction to them. and her reaction needs to be to put everything she was thinking and feeling aside for further examination later. aka: bay window with maya at the next opportunity. if she can even bring such a topic up with her; sheâs honestly as scared of that thought as of the realization that her feelings are more complicated than she dared to believe before.
    somehow feeling smaller now that thereâs a more comfortable distance between them, she ducks her head, but lifts her eyes back to his when he brings the discussion back around to their safer talking point. slowly, she straightens into usual posture, chin up and shoulders back, a smile returning to her face as he continues. thereâs likely very little chance of finding a wild animal inside a movie theater, even in such a strange little town as this, unless itâs on the screen of whatever feature was playing. either way, she likes the idea as a chance to spend some time with her friend; hadnât they been trying to decide what to do anyway? it seems like a more practical use of their time than actually searching for unicorns, as much as she would like to.
    âletâs do it,â she answers, grinning more widely. âyou, me, movies. do you know whatâs showing now?â her favorite genre for films is (as one who knows her well could easily guess) romantic comedy, but sheâs as big a fan of science fiction, drama, and really anything her friends want to see, as long as thereâs someone she loves beside her to share the experience with.
hiraethiismâ:
     farkleâs sense of reality had been shattered about four months ago after waking up and suddenly being here , in walton creek , a town filled with fairytale characters that he heard only riley talking about since they met . his whole perception about the world had already tittered on it axis but being here , and witnessing a place filled with immense fictional characters was , he couldnât even explain . he could tell her how itâs all wrong , give her the reality of what he perceived but instead he falls into the norm , he falls into magical words and sprinkles her little rileytown with a little more magic , just to ensure she was okay and happy . what was farkle minkus if he couldnât make riley matthews immensely happy ?
     he let impulsivity get the best of him , his fingers find her shoulders and words flowing out of him before he could think then their on her cheeks , his thumb caressing her cheeks and face so close to hers he canât remember how long itâs been since heâs been this close . he swallows slowly , his adams apple bobbing just as slow and the breath of his lungs hitching when his eyes seem to find hers . what was he doing ? why- why didnât he have the power to pull away ? he couldnât- no . he pushed the last thought out of his head ; he had been sixteen when he watched his parents love fully crumble and deteriorate , he had been sixteen when he told isadora smackle that love was scientifically not definitive , he had been sixteen when he stopped asking questions about love . yet , here he was at seventeen staring at a girl he had claimed to have loved his whole childhood but there was something different about it and it terrified him .
     he rationalizes things , he tells himself itâs all in the heat of the moment ; theyâre riley and farkle and they get caught up in these sort of things , they were intense but it was them and how they could communicate . though , he feels the need to lean forward , to close the gap within them but he doesnât ; heâs doesnât think he could handle them crumbling and deteriorating but he believes thats the endgame of it . â change ⌠â he breathed out , maybe before he would have accepted it but nowadays he seems to despise the word . â there isnât a world where one farkle minkus doesnât do everything in his power for one riley matthews . i hope we never change . â cause iâm terrified if we do .
    in this moment, her eyes so instinctively want to close, she wants to give in to the moment and lean forward and take the most incredible leap, but equally as strong is the gravity in his gaze--she canât force herself to look away from the intense emotion she can see in his eyes, hardly able to blink. she wonders what it is heâs thinking behind those blue irises, if itâs anything like whatâs going on in her mind currently or if sheâs only seeing herself reflected there. could he possibly be standing a breath away, holding her like this and not feeling...anything besides the usual regard of a friend?
    if sheâs honest with herself, she doesnât know, and thatâs reason enough not to make any move beyond tearing her stare away, glancing down and breaking the electric eye contact that seemed to hold them frozen in place. farkle has claimed to love her for most of their lives, and she knows he does...as the closest of friends. she knows she loves him in the same way. but he hasnât tried to marry her since middle school; once he began separating himself from his more exuberant and confident persona of their childhood and started to focus on growing himself into a more mature version of himself--and especially as he starting going out with their own isadora smackle--he had also toned down his outward affection for both her and maya.
    there is no proof he has any lingering feelings for her that arenât strictly platonic--if heâd ever truly had them in the first place--and there she is, sounding to own mind like farkle himself, trying to find the truth of love scientifically. proof? but still...there just isnât anything tangible enough to risk damaging one of the most important relationships of her life. her heart has to forfeit this match with her head. âme too,â she says, agreeing with her words though she canât tell herself whether thatâs true or not.
buttrfliiesâ:
maddie could tell that the other girl wasnât the sporty type, but she didnât mind, she was feeling generous today and had decided to go easy on the younger girl. âalright then letâs go!â she tossed the basketball to the other, offering her to shoot the first shot. âhopefully, you donât lose.â
    âoh. iâm going first, okay. letâs do it!â riley caught the ball and proceeded to bounce it a few times on the ground at her side to hype herself up. it was clear her opponent was much more skilled than her and she would, indeed, lose, but she might as well have some fun in the meantime. she lined herself up and made her best attempt at shooting for the basket, though unfortunately making no attempt to prevent herself from being blocked by the other.
it had been two hours after school ended, and lucas had lost track of time, as he was trying to finish his history essay, which was due monday. he finally give in to taking a break for a while (or the rest of the day) after getting a look from another student at the loudness of his stomach grumbling. so, to phoenicia diner he goes.
lucas pops in, sits down at the counter, and orders his usual â bacon cheeseburger with fries, onion rings, and coleslaw. he also orders a tall glass of sweet tea, a rather bad habit heâs kept from his childhood living in texas. (hey, once a southern boy, always a southern boy.) he thanks the pretty waitress and tucks into his burger. after taking a large bite, his attention is grabbed by someone sitting down next to him. âgwoob eff - nin,â he tries to get out, his words muffled by the food. (translation: good evening) about to continue to say something else, lucas freezes, suddenly unable to breathe. he begins coughing to try and get the food lodged in his throat out, and it only takes a minute or two until heâs breathing normally again. he chews slowly (and silently) before swallowing. âi guess thatâll teach me not to try talking while my mouth is full,â he states rather bashfully. âdefinitely shouldâve listened to my mama about that.âÂ
    riley had finished her after-school duties of helping out at her motherâs up-and-coming replacement bakery and decided she deserves to treat herself to a milkshake at the local diner before heading home to finish homework and studying. she didnât expect to actually see one of her friends there at this time, but when she walks in and recognizes lucas sitting at the counter, she automatically chooses the seat next to him. itâs actually been a while since theyâve hung out, even though theyâre in a smaller town now than new york city...
    as he attempts to get out a greeting through a full mouth, riley starts giggling, always amused by his amiable nature as it leads him into situations like this--trying to be polite and say hello even when he has food in his mouth. itâs just silly, which charms her. then he starts choking, and her laughs stop, replaced by concern. she immediately stands, pushing back from her stool, and puts a hand on his back; she doesnât know the heimlich maneuver, so for a minute sheâs afraid sheâs just going to be standing there as one of her best friends chokes to death--but then he settles himself and breathes again, letting her give her own sigh of relief. she slowly resumes her seat beside him, staring incredulous at his unassuming reaction to his own peril.
    âare you okay, lucas? i think mama friar will be happy youâre still alive...â