final boss

tomura shigaraki. by eris. 7.12.23.

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Hi! I'm Eris. 25, they/them, EST. I have 10+ years of rp experience and I've been writing MHA characters since February 2023! I am also @eraseur!

Important things:

※ Due to the nature of the muse, this blog is VERY trigger heavy. Common themes include child abuse, medical abuse, body horror/gore, violence/murder, and heavy drug use. There will also be nsfw, but NO shipping or explicit content with underage or aged-up muses.

※ This blog is also spoiler heavy! I tag anything that explicitly references things past season 6 as "bnha spoilers ;" but many things are implied or inherent to my headcanons.

※ Tomura uses, in order of preference, they/she/he pronouns! Here's a post elaborating on this.

※ My activity is sporadic; I am a very busy person with a very limited battery. But even if I'm not posting I do check in at least daily!

[newsave]

I've accepted that I won't truly be able to move on until I have closure. And for me, that means posting the context.

Here's what really happened with Lys and Chuck.

Now that I've posted this, I can finally log off for good.

[newsave]

hey gang, wanted to drop in and make a post saying that i think i'm gonna be signing off for good :"3 my boyfriend is moving in soon and we're working on creative projects and redoing the house and so much other fun stuff that i'm more focused on. i don't need this escape anymore, yknow?

it's been fun. also traumatic, but we look on the bright side.

have a nice life friends! grateful for all of you. <3

[newsave]

i caught a cold so ive been doing nothing but sleeping and working the past few days u_u

and this can be a mini reminder that my blog is permanent low activity, meaning i write when i feel like it and don't when i don't, even if that's for weeks at a time. ive got a lot of stuff going on in my life and esp w how stressful this place is it isnt a priority.

[newsave]

//mostly off for the next day or so!<3

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✨️ - Your characterization is just 🤌. And at the same time you've managed to make Tomura uniquely your own. 10/10, would recommend.

This genuinely means so much 😭 my favorite thing about rp is rooting everything in canon and then expanding on it and adding my own flair. So happy to know it comes across. And youuuu are so stellar and sweet and smart and I'm so excited to get writing with you!!!

[newsave]

✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ You're an absolute legend and a pleasure to talk too! Admired from a far for a VERY LONG TIME and I'm so glad we write together, I love our interactions and Zawa loves interacting with her, though he will never say it because he's a stubborn butt.

Right??? I'm so glad we got past just witnessing each other and actually got to writing :"3 Tomi is fuckin obsessed with zawa and it's so precious and knowing that he reciprocates is even better. I love them and I love us and I love you!!!

[newsave]

*showers you in these ✨✨✨✨✨ SPARKLES ✨✨✨✨✨*

Ire ❤️❤️❤️ I don't know where I would be without you tbh. Grateful for you every day of the week and year and life. And the way my muse just craves yours is so intense and so fun. They deserve each other. sicko 4 sicko!!!

[newsave]

@eraserisms sent: “Life is pain, Tomura. Anybody who says otherwise is selling something.”

"You think I don't know that?!" Sometimes though, people telling you that life is indeed pain are also selling something. They sold Tomura on a future, and now Tomura's selling that same future to the world.

The villain is irritated. They can feel every inch of skin on their body crawling and starting to itch. The audacity of this man, this hero, to try to lecture Tomura Shigaraki about pain. They live for the joy of hatred and destruction, which is founded on the pain they're purposefully reminded of. The two disembodied hands wrapped around their upper arms start to feel like they're clenching, threatening to drag them away...

So, as Tomura does when they're overwhelmed, they lash out.

"What the hell do you think you know about pain, Eraser Head? Oh no, you let a villain kill a civilian again, oopsie, that must be sooo painful for you. Be careful who you lecture, teach; patronizing bullshit is enough get you killed."

[promptastical]

send ✨ if you like my writing and feel free to tell me why !! the rpc is in serious need of some positivity.

[gradelstuff]

League of Villains - Stained Glass ver. vinyl pouch design (2024)

[vsagis]

Of course not, the younger villain's expression seems to say. That's not the point, though. "So," he picks up with a kind of vigor that contradicts the way he grimaced and looked up just moments before, "You can go that selective now? With Decay?" That, actually, would be pretty interesting. Exciting.

[newsave]

Tomura picks up on the change in Izuku's demeanor, and it makes them cringe a little inside. They know he's just enthusiastic, but even simple questions like this inadvertently make their defensive walls rise; they feel like a test subject, an experiment more than a person-- not something they're unused to but not their favorite feeling.

"Kinda." They're staring down at their hands, flexing their fingers and curling into fists. "I'm still leveling up that skill. I don't know if I could decay just a kneecap-- but why would I want to?"

"It's much more fun to focus on expanding decay to destroy as much as possible." By fun, they secretly mean useful, thinking about the offensive pressure it puts on the heroes if they know Shigaraki can destroy a city in an instant. There's something there about having been conditioned that their purpose is to hate destroy as much as possible rather than have discipline and focus to learn precision, but nothing of the sort occurs to them.

[raysources]

𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃  𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒     —     a collection of one - liners taken from various songs on one of my ships’ playlists.   slightly edited for clarity.   change pronouns as necessary.

❛  to  tell  you  is  too  scary ,   so  i’ll  just  say  something  else .  ❜ ❛  what  the  hell  do  i  have  to  lose ?  ❜ ❛  i  wanna  get  stuck  in  your  head .  ❜ ❛  i  think  that  i  should  probably  tell  you  this  in  case  there  is  an  accident  and  i  never  see  you  again .  ❜ ❛  maybe  i  won’t  ever  say  what’s  in  my  head .  ❜ ❛  am  i  pretty  now ?  ❜ ❛  am  i  pretty  enough  to  lie  to ?  ❜ ❛  say  my  name  like  a  slur ,   but  i’ve  been  called  worse .  ❜ ❛  am  i  pretty  enough  to  love  back ?  ❜ ❛  maybe  i’m  in  love .  ❜ ❛  oh  my  god ,  if  i  tell  him ,   he’ll  tell  her ,   and  then  she  will  know  i  like  her .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  think  that  i  can  take  this  heartbreak  any  longer .   ❜ ❛  i  will  not  hold  it  in .  ❜ ❛  you  never  even  knew  about  the  heartache  i  was  going  through .  ❜ ❛  we  could  be  happy ,   can’t  you  see ?  ❜ ❛   you’re  not  a  monster ,   just  a  human .  ❜ ❛   you’re  not  gruesome ,  just  human ,  and  you  made  a  few  mistakes .   ❜ ❛  i  am  broken  down  in  shame .  ❜ ❛  i  believe  that  you  will  see  a  better  day .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  wanna  know  i’m  not  capable  of  coming  out  alive .  ❜ ❛  i  mean  every  word  i  say .  ❜ ❛  you  love  me ,   but  you  don’t  know  it  yet .  ❜ ❛  everything  is  just  an  accident .  ❜ ❛  if  i  never  laid  eyes  on  you ,   would  i  feel  something  missing ?   ❜ ❛  if  you  never  laid  eyes  on  me ,   would  you  know  something’s  gone ?  ❜ ❛  let’s  just  live  in  the  afterglow .  ❜ ❛  ever  think ,   what  if  we  never  met ?  ❜ ❛  i  was  always  alone  until  you  came  along .  ❜ ❛  i  think  i  like  you  maybe  more  than  i  should .  ❜ ❛  with  you ,   i  just  can’t  shut  up .  ❜ ❛  you  are  my  favorite  drug .  ❜ ❛  you’re  perfect  in  the  way  that  you  are .  ❜ ❛  compassion  always  set  you  apart .  ❜ ❛  you  are  worth  the  trouble  to  keep .  ❜ ❛  you  and  i  will  always  belong .  ❜ ❛  she  doesn’t  get  your  humor  like  i  do .   ❜ ❛  she’ll  never  know  your  story  like  i  do .  ❜ ❛  what  you’re  looking  for  has  been  here  the  whole  time .  ❜ ❛  you  belong  with  me .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  help  thinking  this  is  how  it  ought  to  be .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  got  a  smile  that  can  light  up  this  whole  town .  ❜ ❛  have  you  ever  thought  just  maybe ,   you  belong  with  me ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  feel  like  me ?  ❜ ❛  how  are  your  lungs ?     are  they  in  pain ?  ❜ ❛  would  you  be  so  kind  as  to  fall  in  love  with  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  know  you  know  that  i  like  you .  ❜ ❛  i  like  you ,   but  that’s  not  enough .  ❜ ❛  let’s  swap  chests  today .   ❜ ❛  please  fall  in  love  with  me .  ❜ ❛  will  i  ever  learn ?  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  resist  ya ?  ❜ ❛  why  did  i  ever  let  you  go ?  ❜ ❛  you  know  that  i’m  not  that  strong .  ❜ ❛  goodbye  doesn’t  mean  forever .  ❜ ❛  i  like  you  but  not  that  way .  ❜ ❛  i  just  think  that  you’re  cute .  ❜ ❛  on  you ,   i  have  been  sold .  ❜ ❛  you  made  my  life  happy  once  again .  ❜ ❛  it’s  you  i  wanna  be  around .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  a pretty  face  to  walk  right  through  the  door ,   but  now  i’ve  found :   you  came  in  through  the  window .   ❜ ❛  you’re  the  person  that  i  love  to  see .  ❜ ❛  it’s  always  sunny  with  you .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  a  girl  like  you  for  a  while .  ❜ ❛  you’re  the  only  thing  that’s  making  me  smile .  ❜ ❛  i  know  that  he  loves  me .  ❜ ❛  he’s  no  romeo .  ❜ ❛  pull  yourself  together .  ❜ ❛  after  you  leave ,   i’ll  be  so  alright  it’s  true .   ❜ ❛  how  could  i  ever  be  so  dumb  to  believe  i’d  be  the  one  you  would  adore ?  ❜ ❛  i  wanna  be  with  you .  ❜ ❛  i  wanna  be  with  you  all  the  time .  ❜ ❛  i  wanna  be  loved  by  you  every  night .  ❜ ❛  i  guess  god  wants  us  apart  for  heaven’s  sake .  ❜ ❛   show  me  all  the  dark  parts  of  your  mind .  ❜

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[newsave]

@vsagis sent: the guy who stabbed me. i spilled wine on his suit. / from vil izuku

They stare down at the younger villain, expression blank.

"You sure that 'wine' wasn't your blood?"

[newsave]

@hatecharred sent: “It’s possible. I kill a lot of people.”

"Tch. Seriously?!" Tomura doesn't know why they're surprised by Dabi's flippant responses anymore. They grit their teeth and wring their hands before trying again. "You had one job. Did you get him or not??"

[newsave]

tell me why it took me this long to notice the hardest quote

"if you can have both hate and joy, then you will be free" - afo to tomura

because that's exactly what it fucking is. and at the core of it all, finding joy in hate.

[mcflymemes]

BULLET TRAIN (2022) PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue from the film, adjust as necessary

if you mention thomas the tank engine one more time, i'm gonna shoot you in the fucking face.

would you describe me as someone who lives in perpetual anxiety?

well, you also have a shoot-able face.

you never know what horrible fate your bad luck has saved you from.

thank you for taking the job on such short notice.

you are getting the new and improved me.

i'm less reactive to situations, i'm more accepting of people's shortcomings.

you put peace out in the world, you get peace back.

i'm not even trying to kill people and someone dies.

i could live here. i like the atmosphere, the people are considerate.

i know i'm being judgmental. i need to work on that.

this train is bound for kyoto.

i'm gonna assume you didn't take the gun?

you know, i'm thinking of starting my own agency.

what am i snatching and/or grabbing?

shit, i think i dropped my ticket.

you're bleeding.

who the fuck did i kill?

i think they'll notice the childish code names first.

when was the last time you ate a lemon meringue pie?

there's always a catch.

you idiots work for my father?

you ever watch thomas the tank engine? everything i learned about people i learned from thomas.

i want to strangle you now.

why do you always bring swords?

that wasn't our fault.

hey, listen, i'm just gonna get off at the next stop.

where's the briefcase?

he doesn't need a reason to kill people like you.

you're going to want to hear the whole story, or you'll be very, very sorry.

why do i even bother forwarding you the briefings?

no one really knows the truth.

we are... fucked.

find me the son of a bitch who did this.

can we just take a time out here? talk this out?

why does that sound so familiar?

the guy who stabbed me. i spilled wine on his suit.

one of them is walking towards me right now.

why are we whispering?

your orders were to stay on the train.

can i please do my job now?

shove that fucking hat up your fucking asshole.

there's a gun underneath this table pointed right at you.

i'm just fucking with you.

real quick... every day is a fucking headache with you, innit?

you're alive, i'm alive, everyone's happy.

i just want to get off this train, go see a zen garden and some shit, you know?

there's another body here.

this guy's like criss fucking angel. he pops up everywhere.

unlike you, i'm a professional.

you shoot first and come up with the answers later.

are you hiding in a bathroom?

i knew my luck would rub off on you.

you're really proud of yourself, aren't you?

for what it's worth, you seem like a right fucking asshole and i'm glad you're gonna fucking die with me.

you proved you're smarter than everyone.

am i dreaming?

i don't know how to use a gun.

i'm glad you enjoyed the performance.

i'm mansplaining. i'm mansplaining again.

you want a blanket? you want me to hold your hand?

you have been lying to me, my friend.

i never forget a face.

i'm so happy to see you. please help me.

make sure you do something that brings you peace, 'cause everything else is a pain in the ass.

fate for me is just another word for bad luck.

why are you motherfuckers using metaphors?

i'm gonna buy us some time.

i built myself up from the nothing you gave me.

i came here to kill you.

oh shit. something's happening.

i'm sorry i shot you twice.

we're almost there. you just need to get up.

what's happening to your face? are you crying?