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soma ✦ 21 ✦ they/she; ela/elu ✦ eng/pt-br ✦ don't repost my art

[sushiwestern]

It's been a while since I last did some Red Rising fanart. Now that I'm rereading the whole saga again, I was CRAVING some Dassius.

COMMISSIONS OPEN

[shrrly]

gay

[tuliipfields]

hi ignore the fact that this is my first post ever,

do y'all ever think about the fact that Minho and Newt BARELY had like 10 minutes to reunite before Newt died not to mention the fact that Minho was still like drugged up on the fear serum

imagine if when Minho saw Newt's body he thought he was still in the horror simulation.. and when he comes to in the safe haven he can't fathom the fact that his BEST FRIEND is dead

[drlangdons]

You wanna know why I have this limp, Tommy? Did I ever tell you? No, I don’t think so. I tried to kill myself in the maze. Climbed halfway up those bloody walls and jumped right off. I hated that place.

THOMAS BRODIE SANGSTER as NEWT in THE MAZE RUNNER TRILOGY (2014-2018)

[ineedagun2001]

end of january affirmations

im not doing anything wrong and no one is mad at me

there must be a place for me in this world because here i am

my art doesnt suck

instagram is nothing to me

[rosenkranz-does-things]

happy severance day! here's some studies I've done while waiting for the new episode

[bruneburg]

beastly reminder

[bruneburg]

Almost. Years ago my computer suddenly stopped working and lost everything on it. Fortunately a relatively recent backup still existed bc of my family, a recent parts switch, and dumb luck. But last year a friend of mine got hacked and lost close to everything he had done creatively in the last 17-ish years. Art. Novels in progress. Entire conlangs. DnD character Sheets. Music he had made. All gone. He never backed any of it up. Few months later I started this habit (or ritual, almost) of drawing a reminder beast any time I would make a full complete backup. In hopes that seeing these things might remind others and myself. (Another factor here is that I am an animator and some of the stuff on my computer took literal years to make. And the film university I go to urges us to take this stuff seriously, too.)

[superscourge]

bro i hate having creative fomo. i see ppl with comics abt their furry ocs and im like "i wanna do that too". then i see ppl making animated series abt their ocs and im like "i wanna do that too". then i see ppl making visual novels and im like "i wanna do that too". then i see someone using a certain art style and im like "i wanna do that too"

i literally see anybody doing anything creative and i instantly want to do it too but i never end up doing it and then i get sad that im not doing it bc i still see the other ppl doing it and im tireddddd LET ME LIVEEEE

[lucxxio]

Let’s pretend it’s still the 3rd

[irishyuri]

only a wip cause im procrastinating drawing That Guy but i miss posting about herrr gweny piiieeee i love you

[facecoveringblankets]

AU where Todd somehow got to Neil’s house the night after Midsummer and they spend that whole winter holiday writing letters to each other where they try to hide their feelings just in case but they get less discrete as they go along until by the end it’s literally like:

My dear Todd, 

I was thinking about what you said in your last letter about our dorm feeling more like a home than home, and I have to agree. I don’t really know what the definition of home is, but half destroyed desk-sets and pieces of clothing in each other’s closets somehow feels like we’re on the right track. My room here feels desolate compared to ours at Welton. I miss the sight of you scribbling down annotations on a novel, or me looking over your shoulder as you explain a biology question so I can look at your textbook. To be honest, I miss your scent clinging onto my bedsheets and us existing in the same atmosphere. I miss feeling that you’re close to me every night. 

It’s like knowing that you’re there makes me feel safe, does that make any sense at all?

Anyway, I hope your family is being better and that New Years isn’t as bad as Christmas. You deserve to be listened to. Things here are not the best, my dad won’t let go of the play and my mom won’t really hang on to anything at all, but it was all worth it. It would’ve been worth it just to see the look that you gave me when I had finished performing. 

I was also trying to find new reading recommendations for you. Have you ever read Oscar Wilde? There’s a couple of poems of his I think you’d really like, not to mention his other works. Maybe we should ask Captain if we can study him when we go back in January, although I think Cameron might have a heart attack if we stray any farther away from the syllabus. 

I really do miss you, and ironically enough, I’m looking forward to getting back to Welton next week.

Yours,

Neil

[newtmuch]

mutually pining minewt always being really blunt and straightforward w each other like "ur breath stinks" and "you look like crap" but also "great work today" and such EXCEPT for their feelings for each other

[velinxi]

But I have nothing to fear! For the blue bird is with me.

[hexhomos]

For you I would do anything

[thetouchof118]

the buckley-han family hug 😭

[newtmuch]

i feel like whenever im like yeah idc abt tmr much these days i remember the fever code and its over for me again. dashner put something in that book

[glassfullofsass]

S/o to the producers and writers of Elementary who were like "we're gonna make Watson a woman, but we're going to be cool about it and not turn Holmes and Watson into a straight romance" and because the fundamental truth of Holmes and Watson is that they love each other, they ended up giving us The queer platonic relationship of all time. It is 2024 and I am frothing at the mouth. I am YEARNING for their nonsexual intimacy. I am loosing my goddamned mind about these Two People Who Love Each Other. Can you believe that is a real line from a tv show that started in 2012. They are Not Normal about each other and I am Not Normal about them.