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Rain falling from my dark skies, clouds parting, but it's all lies.

Get lost in the questions I can't answer, can't stand who I am, but it don't matter.

Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions, feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin' keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it.

Sometimes I wanna disappear like I just don't exist or find a time machine and take me back when I was six.

most of my life's full of sad days / started at a young age

what happened to me? when did I start to believe I wasn’t worth it then question my purpose to breathe?

I'm sorry that I let you down.

I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all.

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Traumas, they surround me.

I'm lost and it kills me inside.

I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it. I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is.

I miss the days when I had a smile on my face and wasn't so caught up in all of the small things, wasn't so adamant that I could handle everything alone and wasn't so cautious and always exhausted.

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Lookin' at life, overanalyzin' everything.

Always depressed, tryna find a better version of me.

Made a lot of mistakes I wish I knew how to erase.

When I'm afraid, might get distant and I push you away.

'Nother city I don't know well, feeling too much like my old self.

Backsliding, backsliding

Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill, too much time alone is when it gets real.

//Thought that I could let this go - but I ain't know that it would be like this.//

Like the more I get to know you, I just know you less.

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What is success when hope has left you?

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