ᴺᴵᴳᴴᵀᴮᴸᴬᴰᴱ ⁽ ᵃᵘᵗᵒ. ⁾

  original eso wood elf    /    son of hircine     .      [ MATURE THEMES AHEAD. ]  

[ragefin]

saying nothing sometimes says the most . .

selective , indie siren oc [ based on the netflix series wednesday ]

[nghtilk]

(   shitbag   )

“ WITLESS WORM,  PLACE YOUR HANDS WHERE THEY DO NOT BELONG AND I WILL TREAT YOU LIKE THE VERMIN YOU ARE. TO BE CRUSHED UNDER MY HEEL. ”    reverberated a low, echoing voice in a growl that would appear from the depths of ven’s very mind.  the prince of rage would not be made a fool,  countless times over —-  hircine’s beloved son or not.  the huntsman, too, would learn for his mistakes.

the corpse of the daedroth the young wolf had only just slain moments ago righted itself,  bones audibly snapping back into place as the body raised itself from the ground.  no longer did it appear to be a normal daedroth, however;  its eyes glowed with malice in a color one could only see in COLDHARBOUR, and  black ichor poured from its mouth and once-broken jaw, between dagger-like teeth that now snapped in ven’s direction.  it was not the voice of a simple daedra that left its maw, but rather the voice of a prince.

talons outstretched,  curled and ready,  it lunged.

         fuck.           tiredness    ,    exhaustion ——— had already settled underneath his eyes.           blood still dripping from his blades as he    ripped    his arrows from corpses to use again.           twirling them between digits.           ears quickly pinning back to listen to the voice.           first assuming it was his own damned nightmare.           slipping into a pool of madness as he floated from the pain.           he   was   dying.           toxins spreading throughout his veins like wildfire through trees.           but his immortal soul fought against it even though his body wanted to crumble.           sable gaze now cutting to look over his shoulder.           the voice of his uncle ringing his ears and sending chills of   disgust   down his spine.

𝙷𝙴 𝚆𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙱𝙴 𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙸𝙻𝚈 𝚂𝚃𝙾𝙿𝙿𝙴𝙳.           if he could be stopped at all.           but   ven   was   willing   to   play .           arms going up in a sort of    defense.           a smirk curled at the corners of his lips.           ❛   no warm family reunion  ?           hey kiddo how have ya been.            or    how about a   ,   where's your father ? . . . because    i'd    like to know.  ❜           the last sentence stung his tongue.           his voice lowering with utter spite as canines extended and bared.           THE TURN WAS QUICK.           painless even.           invisible shackles snapping as the beast took over    ,    slipping into the unknowing black ichor.           standing as tall as the sky.           antlers growing from a skull of mass.           jaws snapping back at the one  he  shared  linage  with.           tail whipping as it crushed    ,    crumbled rock.           readied .

[nghtilk]

townsfolk:  it’s a bird! serana:  it’s a dragon. . . ven:  [ leaning against a wall eyerolling ] nope it’s just dovahkiin being hurled by a mammoth 

[nghtilk]

so there's some stuff going on    &    i never know the details.           there's been a lot of negativity on my dash lately and it never bothers me but i wanted to make this very clear    ,    and this is for everyone.            if anything ever upsets you.            triggers you.           if you just can't find it in you to be motivated     ,     you feel left out or you feel annoying    ,    or simply if you are just having a bad day.           you have an entire community behind you.           i can say personally my pms    ,     discord is    always    open for everyone.             i don't give a flying pancake if we've never really spoken before or our characters have only interacted once.           if you need an ear to your voice    ,    i will listen.           i'm not good with advice    ,    to be blunt with you i have trouble taking my own.           but i will always be there to listen to you    ,    send you memes    ,    find something to at least somewhat cheer you up.           and i know there are others in this community that feels the same and will do the same.           yes , different fandoms that melt together . . but we are still a family.           don't bottle shit up.           drink some water , take a breath and find some peace of mind.

[nghtilk]

(   vamp   )

His listener had sent him to his sanctuary on some kind of errand, and he expected to be in and out of there, so he wasn’t exactly thrilled when this Sanctuary’s Listener had told him they had assigned him on a contract with the permission of his superior, and worse he couldn’t work on it alone, but of course he obeys.

They set out at nightfall to the location where their target was suppose to be but he could sense his partner was just as irritated as he was. The vampire finally speaks, ❝ Okay, I’m not exactly happy with the arrangement either but we need to work together if we want to get this done right. ❞

           what   a   fucking   joke.           he was so certain the gods were laughing at him.           𝙸𝙵 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝙽 𝙴𝚇𝙸𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙳.           he was almost certain his   bloodline   was.           the daedric in him burning out of    irritation    ,    aggression.           he had worked with many    ———    but  with  a  leech  was  a  first.            nose scrunching at the smell of     rot .            tongue pressing against sharpened canines before giving a click.            [   listen   like   a   good   dog.   ]             the comment made from a brother pierced knifed ear.             twitching at the comment.             but he kept his    silence    ,     the title of silencer he wore well in his own sanctuary.             priest    ,    warriors    ,    kings   &   queens.             the blood drenched his hands    ,    &    the gold rattled in his pockets.             he needed something to do after the war.             ——— spilling blood was all he knew.

fingertips curled to lift the black veil over his mouth.             sable gaze cutting    ,    narrowed eyes   &   darkened brows furrowed.             𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝚁𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝙾𝙽𝙻𝚈 𝙶𝚁𝙾𝚆𝙸𝙽𝙶.             body once at a bent crouch now straightened.             arm at an extent as he gestured the way for the    leech.             smirking behind his mask.             ❛    decay before beauty. . .  ❜

[nghtilk]

(   izzy   )

it  was  actually  shocking  to  hear  him  say  that  ,  so  sure  of  himself  ,  when  she  remembered  being  him  who  had  tried  to  sneak  away  ,  avoiding  her.     and  she  was  ready  ,  oh  so  ready  !  to  give  him  the  fight  of  the  century  …  but  all  that  shock  ,  and  fury  burning  in  her  eyes  ,  turn  into  confusion  ,  then  horror  ,  and  finally  GUILT.     she  had  been  shaking  her  head  ,  absently  mumbling  something  along  the  lines  of    ‘  what  are  you  saying  ’    and    ‘  how  ’    ,  yet  he  kept  going  and  isabelle  couldn’t  even  begin  to  put  her  thoughts  in  order.          the  only  thing  she  was  certain  of  was  that  being  angry  at  him  wasn’t  easy  ,  in  fact  ,  it  was  the  most  exhausting.          she  never  hated  him  ,  but  how  could  she  say  that  after  everything  he  had  just  unloaded  onto her  ?     it  wasn’t  fair  to  him  ,  after  all he  went  through  …

“     stop.     just  …  don’t  go  ,     ”     it  wasn’t  an  explanation  what  she  was  after  ,  or  even  him  granting  her  with  more  details  ,  she  simply  didn’t  want  him  gone  . .   again.     “     i  ,  uh–   my  behaviour  was  childish  and  i  know  that.     i’m  sorry.     you  must  forgive  my  brother  as  well  ,  we  didn’t  know  …  i  didn’t  know.     i  should’ve  known.     ”

          there   was   a   pause     in his step.           hands sinking down into pockets as he    cursed    under his breath.           𝙷𝙴 𝙽𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝚆𝙸𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙳 𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝚃𝙾 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆.           it wasn't something he even wanted to remember.            [   so  much  blood . . .   ]           fingers curling into a fist as his jaw tightened.            [   so  much  screaming . . .  ]           every burn mark on his side coming to surface.           every one a brother or sister he had to kill.           𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃   𝙰   𝙼𝙾𝙽𝚂𝚃𝙴𝚁    !           there was a sharp intake of breath    ,    chest rising before he slowly exhaled through nostrils.           chest falling as he gave a soft swallow of    hurt.           pained at the memories that wound up in his head.            tangling mess that made his body ache    ,    his stomach turn.           lips twisting to purse as he slowly turned to look at her.            ———     a breath of fresh air.            laying under a midnight sun.            surrounded by red lilies     &    letting his inner beast rest.           she was that feeling     ,     she was     peace     even though her blood pumped for    war    ,    much like his own.

obeying her command he moved to rest his back against the wall.            leaning as arms folded across his chest.            sable gaze shifting    refusing  to  meet  her  eyes.           ❛    don't blame yourself. . .  ❜             ———   𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙼𝙴.           [   he  felt  it  tug  at  his  strings.   ]            ❛     neither of you could have known     ,     it wasn't something i was eager to relive.           so don't apologize.     ❜

[nghtilk]

discord drop , finally remade one. ᴸᴵᴸ ᴬᴺᴳˢᵀʸ ᴱᴸᶠ#7217

[nghtilk]

ven @ his mortal friends:  be yourselves , be mortal , let shit out stop bottling shit in.  let me be there for you , let me hold some of the weight that rest on your shoulders. ven also @ his mortal friends: i can’t stand any of you.

[nghtilk]

                      ⟨   ANSWERED ASK ⟩ @silvertinged​ said: “i feel lost.”

         comforting    ———     was not exactly his specialty.            [   in fact it was quite the opposite.   ]           the    lightwoods           were a family he had done his damnest to avoid in the past.            most of the angelic blood he tried to avoid.            but the four siblings seem to capture a very    small    part of the wolves heart.            tongue pressing to his teeth as sable gaze rested on the other.            𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃  𝚆𝙰𝚂  𝙷𝙴  𝚂𝚄𝙿𝙿𝙾𝚂𝙴  𝚃𝙾  𝚂𝙰𝚈 ?           [   or do for that matter ?   ]           hand at an extent before resting palm firmly on shoulder.           giving it a rough    ,    but yet warming squeeze.            ❛    tye must n- aut ana hir mardi en-   ❜           his hand moved    ,    now his body slouching as he looked over the city.            𝙱𝙴𝙰𝚄𝚃𝙸𝙵𝚄𝙻 𝙸𝙽 𝙸𝚃'𝚂 𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝚆𝙰𝚈.           ❛      in my language that means    ,    you must become lost    . . .    to find home again.            this feeling    ,    won't last      nur.           it will come and go . . . like one of Jace`s girls.           ——— you need to   let  yourself  feel    ,    don't bottle it all up or push it down because you are the eldest.   ❜

knee lifted as a rest head giving a gentle tilt.          gaze still concerned but slowly slipping into his uncaring way.            unphased.            ❛    i don't care what your parents say   . . .   or what your people expect from you.            you are mortal    ,    stop holding the world on your shoulders alone   . . .   or you will    fall    ❜

[nghtilk]

(   blackwall   )

—— “FIRST  TIME  AT  the  bannered  mare?” 

          ❛    ———    was it my charming smile that gave it away    or    me looking at this drink in utter fear?   ❜

[nghtilk]

VENARI FERAH DRAGON AGE ( Origins , II , Inquisition. ) APPROVAL [ based entirely on the DA connections he has already made. ]

ORIGINS CAN BECOME A COMPANION TO THE WARDEN FOR ONLY A SHORT TIME         ;          he is far more    VIOLENT   and speaks far more bluntly then his later appearance.          he always starts off as HOSTILE being that he’s still young       (   17 - 18.   ).              & trying to tame his wolf within.         he gets a bonus to cunning.                he has     LITTLE TO SAY    about the mages and templars     WHEN FIRST INTRODUCED         although he will not have much to say with all quest there are a few he would. NATURE OF THE BEAST       ,      he will disprove if you side with only the elves or if you side with only the werewolves.         siding with elves  AND  the werewolves will gain approval.          although he will constantly make note     NOT TO TRUST    Zathrian entirely.          also side quest   ELORA’S HALLA   will gain approval    IF THE HALLA IS SAVED. BROKEN CIRCLE       ,       if the warden chooses to purge / kill everything in the tower Ven might very well     LEAVE     the group and take his own path.          CLAIMING IF CHAOS IS TO BE RUNG , HE WILL DO IT HIMSELF.          if however the warden chooses to try to save any remaining   ,    Ven will approve.          however he will not say / approve / disapprove much throughout the rest of the quest.          If siding with the templars Ven will remark that     IT’S JUST LIKE HIS HOMELAND     ,     if siding with the mages Ven will remark that the warden has a bigger heart then he expected    AND THAT’S QUITE IDIOTIC OF THEM.          BUT will gain some admiration. A MISSING CHILD      ,       if refusing to help Kaitlyn      VEN WILL DISAPPROVE HIGHLY.           Ven will ask with a GENTLE VOICE for Bevin to come out.          if you promised Bevin to pay for the sword and you tell Kaitlyn about this promise you will gain approval from Venari    AND NOT LOOSE   depending on how much you pay. AT SOME POINT THROUGHOUT THE TRAVELS     Ven will begin losing control.          IF THE WARDEN TRIES TO KILL HIM      Ven will attack the other companions      ,     transforming into a large black   DIRE   WOLF   and vanishing without a trace     ,    gravely wounded.          IF THE WARDEN CHOOSES TO LET VEN GO     the large wolf will bow as an apology to the companions and vanish.           it is later muffled by city folk that a large black wolf has been seen through different cities     &    is thought to be dead after the final battle.

II          Venari never joins Hawke or his companions but there is a mysterious tale of a      LARGE BLACK DOG      roaming the streets of Kirkwall.          If Hawke chooses to try and find this dog there will simply be a note in the room where he stays    &   the companions are lead to that states.           YOU CAN’T SEE ME     ,    BUT I CAN SEE YOU

INQUISITION          Venari can be first introduced in      HAVEN     ,     standing next to or near Cullen Rutherford     ( @bladebared )      ;          now at the age of     (     looking 20    ,    but his immortality has kicked in at this point so is aging is paused.      )          he is far more laid back     ,     calm and collected.           he doesn’t seem to talk much  &   doesn’t become a companion of the Inquisitor fully until     AFTER HAVEN IS DESTROYED.          although he is missing for awhile and pronounced    DEAD    after the attack he will later show up in Cullen’s Office hidden in the back corner next to the bookshelf.           HE WILL GIVE THE INQUISITOR VIABLE INFORMATION , sometimes offering to    SCOUT   AHEAD    before the Inquisitor travels. Venari will    DISAPPROVE     of anything that   HARMS    the Dalish Clans although he refuses to offer help himself.         making the comment that     ELVES NEED TO LEARN FROM PAST MISTAKES.         during  WICKED EYES AND WICKED HEARTS  he is hidden in a    CORNER   left of Cullen near statues.         SURROUNDED      by other court members who complement how exotic he looks.          which he threatens to   RIP THEIR THROATS OPEN     if they continue to try to touch him.          if the Inquisitor has low court approval    ,     Venari’s approval will actually drop.          you can gain approval by   :      confronting Grand Duchess Florianne OR detaining the duchess.              public truce will also gain approval. saving Crestwood will gain admiration and any   KEEP THAT IS CAPTURED     ,     Venari can be found at.         OFTEN STATING THAT CULLEN SENT HIM AHEAD.           in Emprise du Lion Ven is no where to be seen   UNTIL     the take on Suledin Keep where a large black wolf attacks      RED TEMPLARS.              he will remain there as his form until the commander request him to return to Skyhold.               side quest    LOST SOULS     will gain approval for Ven is the soldiers are found and saved. COMPANIONS QUEST          is where more of his approval is earned.           even though technically he is not part of the    INNER CIRCLE.          he will   HIGHLY DISAPPROVE   if Cole is   SENT AWAY.           making the comment       if the Inquisition can home a WEREWOLF then they should accept the help of a friendly spirit.          if the Inquisitor chooses to free Blackwall to atone for his past they will gain Venari’s approval.           if the Bull’s Chargers are sacrificed Ven will     HIGHLY DISAPPROVE.            in Perseverance if the Inquisitor tells Cullen to take lyrium again     VEN WILL BECOME HOSTILE.           refusing to help or offer the Inquisitor anymore of his guidance.

[nghtilk]

(   vic   )

        steps  stumbled  as  he  followed  behind,  keeping  venari  in  his  sights  as  if  he  were  himself  a  lost  kitten———  practically  feeling  like  one,  so  far  from  what  he  was  used  to,  stepping  foot  onto  a  new  land  where  he  would  know  but  one  person;  no  old,  terrible  friends,  no  enemies.  beyond  this  strange  anxiety,  he  felt  WOBBLY in  body  &  mind;  not  adjusted  to  sea  travel,  the  rocking  of  waves  having  clashed  terribly  with  the  already  hazy  state  of  a  skooma-sick  brain.  to  say  the  least;  victor  wasn’t  feeling  the  greatest.  it  felt  like  they  were  still  moving  despite  the  solid  docks  beneath  his  feet,  &  it  was  unsettling———hand  reached  out  instinctively  to  hold  onto  ven’s  shoulder,  searching  for  some  form  of  stability.    ❛ have  i  mentioned  i’ve  never  been  on  a  boat  before ? ❜    leaning  further,  he  seemed  to  use  venari’s  shoulder  as  an  arm  rest.    ❛ feels  like  we’re  still  movin’,  in  the  legs.  do  you  feel  that ? ❜

       it   was   amusing     to see the    little   thief     more stumbly than he was drunk.          arm gently wrapped around his form to keep him adjusted well.          ❛    ——— i'm sorry    ,    i should have asked first.          we'll go into the city    later    but for now we have somewhere else to be.   ❜           he offered a smile before giving his head a gentle pat.           rolling his shoulders as he followed his   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚂𝙴   𝙾𝙵   𝚂𝙼𝙴𝙻𝙻.          honeysuckle    &    wild berries.          countless vines of grapes and hills that seemed to brush against the graying sunlit sky.            ❛   when i was a   pup   they lived in the city    ,    they were once royal guards themselves   . . .    but when my father brought    me    home.           they sold everything     ,     moved further out into the country side.          so when i turned . . . i could be    myself.   ❜           although it was a bit bigger than a cabin it still had looks of wealth.           ❛   steal anything from them and i will personally shatter your knuckles.   ❜          ——— he gave a gentle click of his tongue before pushing his way in.          dropping weaponry at the door.          older altmer that venari only past a   bit   of half height lowering her tea to peek past locks of white.           bosmer turning to look at his thief with a grin.            ❛   victor . . . meet my gran.   ❜

[nghtilk]

note that even if venari sees himself as a monster doesn’t mean he views others with lycanthropy or any other form of shifting ability as the same.  in fact he is very protective of them.  it’s more of him having actual daedric blood that bothers him , then what he turns into.

[nghtilk]

mun vs muse TAGGED BY: stolen from @unthether TAGGING: anyone who hasn’t done it and wants to.

[nghtilk]

⟨   @celestieu​   ———   gained the curse of the hunt ⟩

        sunbathing     in this form was not always a shock.           as deep in the forest as he could get    ,    a mass of black curled and resting on evergreen moss beds.            every breath deep    ,    slow. every exhale feeling like weight being lifted from his very being.             𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙿𝙴𝙰𝙲𝙴 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝙽 𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙼𝙾𝙽𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙾𝚄𝚂.           not feeling so caged    ,    contained.            forced into a small body that made his bones constantly ache.           able to stretch      [   & oh did he   ]      paws out reached before curling back up   ,     tail gently swishing around in the under.           sunlight finding its way through the trees    ,    warming but not making his blood boil so    ferociously.            sable eyes opening before the change back was     quick.           sounds of something else    ,    someone else having him grab his bow   &   be at the ready.           [   so much for peaceful.   ]

[nghtilk]

⟨   @guiltsworn​   ———   gained the curse of the hunt ⟩

         summerset       it was a dream to return home     ,     a privilege.            ———     but on such terms he could only     worry     for the safety of his family.           although    NOT   BLOOD    he was bonded to them more than anyone else.            his connection to his own    people    faded with the death of his kin.            he bent a knee    &    said oath before dragging    𝙷𝙸𝚂   𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙴𝙵    onto the docks with him.            if razum-dar could adopt a    soulless    one to their cause.            then he could take in his own extra hands    &    eyes.           although annoying    the  boy  had  skills    ,    skills the hybrid thought   ——   useful.           although he was never thrilled of sea travel    ,    as soon as land was kissed.            his heart felt    𝙰 𝙲𝙴𝚁𝚃𝙰𝙸𝙽 𝙿𝙴𝙰𝙲𝙴.            it took him years to realize it    ,    but home was where his heart was . . .   not  his  blood.            &    his heart was lost here.            adjusting the straps on his pants and fixing the bag on his back    ,    darkened brow quirked as he looked behind him in search for the other.

[nghtilk]

                      ⟨   ANSWERED ASK ⟩ @silvertinged​ said: “what a mess.”

        rage   had   died   down     it was simply   THE   BLOODLUST   that was driving him now.           jaws of a beast launching out through metal door as it wrapped around the throat of another.          𝙳𝙾 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙽𝙴𝙴𝙳𝚂 𝚃𝙾 𝙱𝙴 𝙳𝙾𝙽𝙴    ,    𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙺.          that was easier said than done.          humanity    hanging by a single thread when he was in this form.           ———    BUT IT STILL WORE THROUGH.         all four paws pressed against collapsed corpse as he ripped fangs from muscle & tissue.           tongue hanging lapping at his muzzle to try to get the last of the     drip.          he was on the silver`s command.         following a scent that they had been tracking for    months .          rest seemed so close now    ———    but he knew better.           THERE WAS NEVER REST FOR THE WICKED.          [     &    oh was he wicked.    ]          antlers scraped against metal busting through to see the last two of his prey curled up in the corner.

to wait for the archer   . . .   or   to end it here ?            veins pumping with an agony heat as he panted.         canines at their largest extent.         𝙲𝚁𝙰𝚅𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙾 𝙲𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙺 𝙱𝙾𝙽𝙴.          wanting to taste more fear.          but he listened to command    ,    he    obeyed.           as he spent thousands of years doing.          allowing the remaining bit of mortality he had to pull him from the black ichor that consumed parts of him.             changing back as he wiped his mouth clean on his arm.           attempting to bring his heart rate down     ,    a sharp inhale as sable hue remained on the addicts.          slipping on clothes he kept wrapped around his ankle.           shoulders rolling along with his head to crack the joints of his neck.           a bubbling growl remaining in his throat before darkened brow quirked at the sound of the other male.

corners of the hybrids lips pulling into a    𝚆𝙸𝙲𝙺𝙴𝙳    𝙶𝚁𝙸𝙽.          ❛    you and your people wanted them     ,    so here you go.            ———     sorry I killed one .. but he shot at me.           and personally I don't exactly like getting shot at.   ❜          head tilted    ,    amusement painting his features.           hand resting against the angelic shoulder before giving his victims one final glance.           ❛     have fun cleaning up   . . .   I have a date with your sister to get ready for    ———   and I fear   her    a lot more than I fear    you.   ❜