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Tomorow I might not write.

[xlichona1318x]

Tambien ay que agradecer lo que no fue y ALV..

[niaycorrelation]

Lmao well... it didn't work. "Tambien ay que agradecer lo que no fue y ALV.. "

[niaycorrelation]

Okay

yes. For the first time, with someone, I am ok. I am better than okay, I am great. I am falling in love and it is being reciprocated y la mera neta, se siente bien pero bien bonito.

[niaycorrelation]

Tomorrow I may night write

And it has been months... but life has been, ijuedsu. 

[poetic-cataclysm]

“Si quieres amor, asegúrate de estar listo para ello. Trabaja en ello. Comienza por amarte a ti mismo. Recuerda que tu felicidad no se basa en cuánto amor recibes de alguien más, se basa en cuánto amor recibes de ti mismo. Y si no puedes amarte, nunca podrás amar a alguien más. Una vez hayas aprendido a amarte, prepárate para establecer una conexión profunda, un vínculo inquebrantable. Prepárate para ser las piezas que completarán a alguien más. Prepárate para cultivar tus besos en una misma boca. Prepárate para que tus brazos se conviertan en el hogar de la persona que decidas amar. Prepárate para mostrar tu versión más vulnerable, honesta y real a esa persona. Prepárate para amar. Y una vez estés listo, prepárate para recibir el universo que realmente mereces.”

— Tony E. A. Si Quieres Amor.

[poetic-cataclysm]

“Si quieres amor, asegúrate de estar listo para ello. Trabaja en ello. Comienza por amarte a ti mismo. Recuerda que tu felicidad no se basa en cuánto amor recibes de alguien más, se basa en cuánto amor recibes de ti mismo. Y si no puedes amarte, nunca podrás amar a alguien más. Una vez hayas aprendido a amarte, prepárate para establecer una conexión profunda, un vínculo inquebrantable. Prepárate para ser las piezas que completarán a alguien más. Prepárate para cultivar tus besos en una misma boca. Prepárate para que tus brazos se conviertan en el hogar de la persona que decidas amar. Prepárate para mostrar tu versión más vulnerable, honesta y real a esa persona. Prepárate para amar. Y una vez estés listo, prepárate para recibir el universo que realmente mereces.”

— Tony E. A. Si Quieres Amor.

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

Exactly 5 months ago from today, I was at the lowest point in my life, with the world crushing down upon me and I was so tired, trying to keep my head above the water, until I met someone who just grabbed my hand and pulled me out from the water without hesitation. And guess what? My life was turned upside down since then.

She entered my life in the softest, gentlest way and soothed every wound and scar underneath my skin. With constant love and determination, she stayed to explore my world, to trace her fingers over every line and crack on my soul even after I tried to push her away a few times. All she ever asked of me was an open heart. Something that I didn’t know I could give.

It wasn’t an easy process, but with her everything felt so easy and natural and comforting that I gave my entire self to her without either of us knowing a thing. She took every bit of me and turned it to art, and she did it so effortlessly.

With a pair of safe hands, she found a light in me that even I couldn’t find, and that alone made me want to shape myself for the better. She is one of the most compassionate, loving, and caring soul I have ever come to know, and will ever come to know.

And words are no longer enough to express what I feel for her, and the gratitude and love I have for her. Thank you for bearing with me, for having the utmost patience for me. You know who you are. I love you.

[niaycorrelation]

Someone on Twitter once said, she loves me more than I deserve to be.

[niaycorrelation]

Me quiero comer el mundo en una sentada.

Last night, I woke up middle of the night, well like 1am, me chinge mi sleeping pill y como que me entró anxiety or nervios porque me sentía como que a mi no me va a tocar ser feliz. Then that pissed me off. It was like when you’d cry and your parents would say something like te voy a chingar pa que tengas algo porque llorar. But then I wrote something like why do I think I have to reach everything with one reach. Like if I like someone we gotta go full throttle oh ya no me quieren. The concept of little by little is strange to me. Even when I eat, I eat fast porque pienso que I won’t have enough time. I have to scarf as much food as I can before it finishes. But there is always food and as long as I breath, I have time.

[niaycorrelation]

How do you control the darkness inside you?

The devil on your shoulder that peaks out even when you know right from wrong. The one where you believe in honesty yet it is the lie that comes pouring out..

[niaycorrelation]

I almost gave up before my first post

LOL typical. Osea, casi y tiro la computer because I couldn't get the blog name saved or was it the picture, I can’t remember. But it turned out it was my wife (okay I am leaving this typo because it’s almost perfect) WiFi*, that was down. My bad. I just said a mouthful. Blaming my incapacity to create a dashboard or upload a picture, thinking I was doing something wrong, when really, the connection to the WiFi was the culprit. Ay que cosas.